Thursday, 10 December 2009
空虚， 是不是因为少了你
ive had a terrible dream again.
this time i awoke having abnormal breathings.-.- i dont want C6 for Eng. im afraid i'll disappoint Ms Lai. especially e situational writing which i screwed up badly. i dont want L1R5 23. i dont want to be ranked 2nd from the bottom in the whole cohort.
the sequence of events in my dreams is really terrible. too many things to make me cry so hard that i woke up in that manner. Jeez.
my cousin came my house for piano again. the way she bang it... woah. -heart pain-
Anw, ive got sunburnt !! & i became more tanned from ytd's outing ! haha. but they quite minor luh. except for the one on my nose. haha. i think Yt's one is the worst bah. sure damn pain de -.-
NETBALL CHALET; 24-26Nov
`it was directly after our Prom Night... hmm.. kept changing my plans n i totally hate it. suddenly one settled another come again. but i managed to go for the second day though.
`played card games/movies/bowling with the netballers... didnt had special programmes planned up, but yeah, i still enjoyed the time spent with you guys. really. (:
`the sec3s were super enthu for the whole thing n they kept screaming n all. lols
`ohya. i learnt MAHJONG. like omg can. thanks to Jocelyn ! i thought it would be srsly diff n blah cos they all looked complicated to me. -.- i rmbed i mistook the 1shuo(that birds of paradise looking tile -.-) as the "flower
tile".
`BBQ was alright. the fire took quite awhile to start...hmm. most of the cooking were done by the sec3s & with some occassional appearance of others too...Thanks for bbq-ing us (: i know it was like x10000 hot when u stand at the pit(duh). some even had to flip the food with their fingers(without the tongs n such cos there werent any left).
`i was peeling shells off the prawns for my fellow netballers tgt wih some of them. haha. thats the first thing that popped up to my mind while recalling..
`oh well. cant say ive been of much help in any way..jus sitting there and listening to ppl gossip.. which i felt that im like quite distant n all.. plus i cant contribute o.0 lols.
`last but not least, thanks to all juniors who have made an effort to do our gifts(if they can even see this). Sec1s, for the nicely decorated cup. Sec2s, their homemade heartshaped choco muffin which tasted better than i thought it would be. lolss. Sec3s, cup & the cushion with names on it. (((:
`think it'l be the so called last gathering we will be having in four years ? yeah. my netball experience will come to an end(unless i choose this CCA for my Jc?) i guess. i'll miss how i dreaded suicide runs, how we do team drills, how we try to encourage our team mates to not give up. the nervous feeling i always have even if its just a friendly match. i rmb how Ms Yeo used to scold us... Ms Ong's "soft way" of reminding us things.. from me, a noob to a not-so-noob person. at least now i dont rly have buttery butter fingers(x5) n i wont run off wtih the ball(okay exaggerating, i never did run LOL.). okay memories are flooding my head n idk what to say.. i'll rly miss everything. & everyone.
ECP CYCLING TRIP
`Yt, 3 Wans(Teng,Ying,Fen)
`i was e FIRST to reach AGAIN. followed by Tri, and the others were stuck at cck for god-knows-how-long. Tri left when they reached... with combination of factors/reasons which i may partially uds, she decided to just forsake this trip... & anw sorry. really didnt mean to make u feel ps-ed.. :( wt was giving me smth n the others happened to be lurking nearby us.. Zzz.
`bus-ed there...somehow got lost ? o.0 haha. Erm, after repeated "we are reaching" by Wt, we arrived at our destination. -.- i dont mind the extra mile, thou its quite redundant if we rly knew e way.
`rented our bikes~ while Wy & Wf settled for double bikes. Wt & i tried the double bikes...with her in front rly quite scary sia. i more skilled ! LOL. jk. i was like wobbling went we started off~ but once u get e hang of it, it'l be easier. :)
`the 3 hours of cycling [-the sun, -the bicycle chain incident] i think it was a rather successful. lol. thanks to the uncle we repaired Wt's bike... or else we would have to be stuck for another 3million years. plus the greese..........o.o
`went to the beach to do random stuff~
`Wt, Wy were the only ones who went down to the water n soaked themselves totally. Yt was dragged down by them n got her pants wet. she was complaining all the way from east coast to Mr tans hse. lols. Wf, being the most ke lian one become the "Bag Hanger". -.- shes like helping me spam photos too. lol~ eh. me... erm. i was walking around aimlessly. o.0
`i like the waves ! reminds me of geogy. :( the sky is blueeeeeeeee. & pretty. love it ~ :)
`ohya. Yt & i was building sandcastles. think its like the first time im doing that with my bare hands. o.0 ohwell. haha ive got the pics! she kept saying that her is better...hmph.
Class(?) BBQ
`meet with some classmates after bidding goodbye to Wy,Wy.
`Venue at Mr Roland Tan's condo...which kinda looked like HDB..mayb cos its an old one thats why.
`probably half the class went ? considered not bad le. at least they came lah. we srsly need some bonding session.. cos our class.. hmm... nvm. feels quite weird with bits n pieces here n there..
`helped a lil with some of e cooking cos i have nth better to do.. -.-
`Dai ti-ed ! haha. won a few rounds leh. for me not bad liao.
`packed up, went to Mr Tans hse for karaoke session ? but nobody sang except for him -.-
`his house got 3 storey nehs. rich lo. dunoe if its a penth house... i cant rmb if theres any more flats on top. o.0 hmm. furnishing v good sia. or should i say funiture n such. a lot of ancient stuff. that "flower head recorder"...i think if he sell that it'll fetch a good sum of money. LOL. plus its still working..o.0
`went off at 10 ? thankfully theres Yt's dad luh.. can reach my fake xiao gui ling XD
ive had a terrible dream again.
this time i awoke having abnormal breathings.-.- i dont want C6 for Eng. im afraid i'll disappoint Ms Lai. especially e situational writing which i screwed up badly. i dont want L1R5 23. i dont want to be ranked 2nd from the bottom in the whole cohort.
the sequence of events in my dreams is really terrible. too many things to make me cry so hard that i woke up in that manner. Jeez.
my cousin came my house for piano again. the way she bang it... woah. -heart pain-
Anw, ive got sunburnt !! & i became more tanned from ytd's outing ! haha. but they quite minor luh. except for the one on my nose. haha. i think Yt's one is the worst bah. sure damn pain de -.-
NETBALL CHALET; 24-26Nov
`it was directly after our Prom Night... hmm.. kept changing my plans n i totally hate it. suddenly one settled another come again. but i managed to go for the second day though.
`played card games/movies/bowling with the netballers... didnt had special programmes planned up, but yeah, i still enjoyed the time spent with you guys. really. (:
`the sec3s were super enthu for the whole thing n they kept screaming n all. lols
`ohya. i learnt MAHJONG. like omg can. thanks to Jocelyn ! i thought it would be srsly diff n blah cos they all looked complicated to me. -.- i rmbed i mistook the 1shuo(that birds of paradise looking tile -.-) as the "flower
tile".
`BBQ was alright. the fire took quite awhile to start...hmm. most of the cooking were done by the sec3s & with some occassional appearance of others too...Thanks for bbq-ing us (: i know it was like x10000 hot when u stand at the pit(duh). some even had to flip the food with their fingers(without the tongs n such cos there werent any left).
`i was peeling shells off the prawns for my fellow netballers tgt wih some of them. haha. thats the first thing that popped up to my mind while recalling..
`oh well. cant say ive been of much help in any way..jus sitting there and listening to ppl gossip.. which i felt that im like quite distant n all.. plus i cant contribute o.0 lols.
`last but not least, thanks to all juniors who have made an effort to do our gifts(if they can even see this). Sec1s, for the nicely decorated cup. Sec2s, their homemade heartshaped choco muffin which tasted better than i thought it would be. lolss. Sec3s, cup & the cushion with names on it. (((:
`think it'l be the so called last gathering we will be having in four years ? yeah. my netball experience will come to an end(unless i choose this CCA for my Jc?) i guess. i'll miss how i dreaded suicide runs, how we do team drills, how we try to encourage our team mates to not give up. the nervous feeling i always have even if its just a friendly match. i rmb how Ms Yeo used to scold us... Ms Ong's "soft way" of reminding us things.. from me, a noob to a not-so-noob person. at least now i dont rly have buttery butter fingers(x5) n i wont run off wtih the ball(okay exaggerating, i never did run LOL.). okay memories are flooding my head n idk what to say.. i'll rly miss everything. & everyone.
ECP CYCLING TRIP
`Yt, 3 Wans(Teng,Ying,Fen)
`i was e FIRST to reach AGAIN. followed by Tri, and the others were stuck at cck for god-knows-how-long. Tri left when they reached... with combination of factors/reasons which i may partially uds, she decided to just forsake this trip... & anw sorry. really didnt mean to make u feel ps-ed.. :( wt was giving me smth n the others happened to be lurking nearby us.. Zzz.
`bus-ed there...somehow got lost ? o.0 haha. Erm, after repeated "we are reaching" by Wt, we arrived at our destination. -.- i dont mind the extra mile, thou its quite redundant if we rly knew e way.
`rented our bikes~ while Wy & Wf settled for double bikes. Wt & i tried the double bikes...with her in front rly quite scary sia. i more skilled ! LOL. jk. i was like wobbling went we started off~ but once u get e hang of it, it'l be easier. :)
`the 3 hours of cycling [-the sun, -the bicycle chain incident] i think it was a rather successful. lol. thanks to the uncle we repaired Wt's bike... or else we would have to be stuck for another 3million years. plus the greese..........o.o
`went to the beach to do random stuff~
`Wt, Wy were the only ones who went down to the water n soaked themselves totally. Yt was dragged down by them n got her pants wet. she was complaining all the way from east coast to Mr tans hse. lols. Wf, being the most ke lian one become the "Bag Hanger". -.- shes like helping me spam photos too. lol~ eh. me... erm. i was walking around aimlessly. o.0
`i like the waves ! reminds me of geogy. :( the sky is blueeeeeeeee. & pretty. love it ~ :)
`ohya. Yt & i was building sandcastles. think its like the first time im doing that with my bare hands. o.0 ohwell. haha ive got the pics! she kept saying that her is better...hmph.
Class(?) BBQ
`meet with some classmates after bidding goodbye to Wy,Wy.
`Venue at Mr Roland Tan's condo...which kinda looked like HDB..mayb cos its an old one thats why.
`probably half the class went ? considered not bad le. at least they came lah. we srsly need some bonding session.. cos our class.. hmm... nvm. feels quite weird with bits n pieces here n there..
`helped a lil with some of e cooking cos i have nth better to do.. -.-
`Dai ti-ed ! haha. won a few rounds leh. for me not bad liao.
`packed up, went to Mr Tans hse for karaoke session ? but nobody sang except for him -.-
`his house got 3 storey nehs. rich lo. dunoe if its a penth house... i cant rmb if theres any more flats on top. o.0 hmm. furnishing v good sia. or should i say funiture n such. a lot of ancient stuff. that "flower head recorder"...i think if he sell that it'll fetch a good sum of money. LOL. plus its still working..o.0
`went off at 10 ? thankfully theres Yt's dad luh.. can reach my fake xiao gui ling XD
what we could have been, 20:19.
