Monday 31 August 2009
HAPPY TEACHERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS DAY !!!
im guilty cos i only gave one to Zls which was made during the very last min cos forgetful me didnt bring it out. :(
haha. we had our celebration in schooooooooooooooooool ! (duh)
was suppose to play in e captains ball interclass games(combi of two classes, so we're with 4d).. but my knee cap prob somehow restrained me to participate thou i think i can still withstand e pain.. however, i am one that doesnt like to implicate others... so yeah. sorry Peisi.. -.-...
tug-o-war ? im not too sure about that. only know that those ppl who played got their shoes VVVV dirty... quite poor thing..
proceeded to the hall for some performance...
mdm lee sorta dampened our spirits for the day... perhaps we were too noisy... Yt was ranting bout her... shes rly not that bad luh. u shld have an experience of going Bj with her lor...
ELDDS sang some random song for the teachers... some groups performed e Girls Generation & Super Juniors songs ? mainly by sec 3 n 4s.. still considered not bad lah. although e real one is much nicer (: im not that into Kpop anw. o.0
im considering getting an IPOD TOUCH. i think its quite cooooooooool after using it ! not because Yt owns it. i like the games~~~ haha..
Subway(AGAIN). my ulcer still hurts.
in the meantime, we pass time by Cam-whoring at the top level of lot1.
the ache at the back of my waist somehow became worst while the knee-pain thing subsided(a lil) :(
waited for Se's Yenlong + his cousin. lol~ plus her other sch mates at the bb court sometime later...
we "hun4-ed" into and took shelter in CPS ~ haha. i miss GRPS actually. the school compound. not the teachers in it now. o.0 i should be appreciative of what ive got cossssssssss we have a 6-storey blk + 3 other 4-storey buildings linked by bridges ! okay random.
blahblahblah. played LOTS of matches despite the signs of ageing ive got. -.-
YT PLAYED WELLLLLLLLLLL. cos of you-know-who. n Yt, we DO NOT look like a cute couple. we aint even related !!! stop linking me to gmannnnnnnnn too ! haha.. -rolls eye-
ANW, SOMEBODY CAME. n THE OTHER SOMEBODY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY. it so obvious alright ~~~~! hahaha.
Wt looked so LOL when blocking the guysssssss ! haha. so cuteeeeeeeeeeee ! u get what i mean when u have witnessed it today. haha. G_ not here u never perform wellllllll. how can~ haha
Cia n i sorta had an Abc match. but we didnt complete cos THOSE PPL were pressuring us to end it -.-half the time she was just slacking on the stage(like Yt the slacker). OHYA. i suddenly rmb. YOU, intentionally hittttttttttttttt those ppl !!! haha. n i sorta dodged a super fast ball which was half a mm away from my face. i was bouncing the ball lah ! all thanks to my fast reflexes ! im glad (:
the girls left early(except me n Se cos we were in the game)... joel went with them too.. leaving me playing with some strangers(Se's frens!) LOL okay lah. actually it didnt feel that bad luh. everybody(erm, mayb not others? me at least) sorta was quite comfortable with each other. thou i wasnt participating as much etc.
SE N I WERE LAUGHING AT THE TWO WORDS WHICH WAS REPEATEDLY MENTIONED THRU THE ENTIRE OF THE LAST 20MINS ! haha!!!!!!!!! ohmigod. i still find it funny !
okay blah blah blah.
cos of the OLD OLD PICS IN E CAM, see the changes ! like WTH??? that noob was laughing at my photos lor. -dont rly care-
i realized that in 4 years of kranji i changed a lot too. -.- LIKE, those visible change etc. (random)
1. i talk x1000 times more than before(everyone should notice that if they'r from my pri sch)
2. turned from fair->black->tanned
3. turned from skinny->not bad(not a self praise)->not vvvvvvvvvvvvvv slim
4. fringe-less ->got fringe -> pinned up fringe (random)
5. no stamina->got stamina->abit of stamina (LOL)
.
..
...
....
(okay the list goes on)
-saded-
:(
k luh. shall end my post now... its a lil abrupt(like always) . haha..
EDITS/
WWT MOLESTED MY B_ TT WHEN SHE FELL OFF THE STAGE. WTHHHHHHHH. YOU MOLESTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I WILL SUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU !!!! LOLLL. N BE GLAD THAT I SAVED U! IF NOT UR FACE WOULD BE DISFIGUREDDDDDDDDDD. LOL~~
im guilty cos i only gave one to Zls which was made during the very last min cos forgetful me didnt bring it out. :(
haha. we had our celebration in schooooooooooooooooool ! (duh)
was suppose to play in e captains ball interclass games(combi of two classes, so we're with 4d).. but my knee cap prob somehow restrained me to participate thou i think i can still withstand e pain.. however, i am one that doesnt like to implicate others... so yeah. sorry Peisi.. -.-...
tug-o-war ? im not too sure about that. only know that those ppl who played got their shoes VVVV dirty... quite poor thing..
proceeded to the hall for some performance...
mdm lee sorta dampened our spirits for the day... perhaps we were too noisy... Yt was ranting bout her... shes rly not that bad luh. u shld have an experience of going Bj with her lor...
ELDDS sang some random song for the teachers... some groups performed e Girls Generation & Super Juniors songs ? mainly by sec 3 n 4s.. still considered not bad lah. although e real one is much nicer (: im not that into Kpop anw. o.0
im considering getting an IPOD TOUCH. i think its quite cooooooooool after using it ! not because Yt owns it. i like the games~~~ haha..
Subway(AGAIN). my ulcer still hurts.
in the meantime, we pass time by Cam-whoring at the top level of lot1.
the ache at the back of my waist somehow became worst while the knee-pain thing subsided(a lil) :(
waited for Se's Yenlong + his cousin. lol~ plus her other sch mates at the bb court sometime later...
we "hun4-ed" into and took shelter in CPS ~ haha. i miss GRPS actually. the school compound. not the teachers in it now. o.0 i should be appreciative of what ive got cossssssssss we have a 6-storey blk + 3 other 4-storey buildings linked by bridges ! okay random.
blahblahblah. played LOTS of matches despite the signs of ageing ive got. -.-
YT PLAYED WELLLLLLLLLLL. cos of you-know-who. n Yt, we DO NOT look like a cute couple. we aint even related !!! stop linking me to gmannnnnnnnn too ! haha.. -rolls eye-
ANW, SOMEBODY CAME. n THE OTHER SOMEBODY WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY. it so obvious alright ~~~~! hahaha.
Wt looked so LOL when blocking the guysssssss ! haha. so cuteeeeeeeeeeee ! u get what i mean when u have witnessed it today. haha. G_ not here u never perform wellllllll. how can~ haha
Cia n i sorta had an Abc match. but we didnt complete cos THOSE PPL were pressuring us to end it -.-half the time she was just slacking on the stage(like Yt the slacker). OHYA. i suddenly rmb. YOU, intentionally hittttttttttttttt those ppl !!! haha. n i sorta dodged a super fast ball which was half a mm away from my face. i was bouncing the ball lah ! all thanks to my fast reflexes ! im glad (:
the girls left early(except me n Se cos we were in the game)... joel went with them too.. leaving me playing with some strangers(Se's frens!) LOL okay lah. actually it didnt feel that bad luh. everybody(erm, mayb not others? me at least) sorta was quite comfortable with each other. thou i wasnt participating as much etc.
SE N I WERE LAUGHING AT THE TWO WORDS WHICH WAS REPEATEDLY MENTIONED THRU THE ENTIRE OF THE LAST 20MINS ! haha!!!!!!!!! ohmigod. i still find it funny !
okay blah blah blah.
cos of the OLD OLD PICS IN E CAM, see the changes ! like WTH??? that noob was laughing at my photos lor. -dont rly care-
i realized that in 4 years of kranji i changed a lot too. -.- LIKE, those visible change etc. (random)
1. i talk x1000 times more than before(everyone should notice that if they'r from my pri sch)
2. turned from fair->black->tanned
3. turned from skinny->not bad(not a self praise)->not vvvvvvvvvvvvvv slim
4. fringe-less ->got fringe -> pinned up fringe (random)
5. no stamina->got stamina->abit of stamina (LOL)
.
..
...
....
(okay the list goes on)
-saded-
:(
k luh. shall end my post now... its a lil abrupt(like always) . haha..
EDITS/
WWT MOLESTED MY B_ TT WHEN SHE FELL OFF THE STAGE. WTHHHHHHHH. YOU MOLESTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I WILL SUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU !!!! LOLLL. N BE GLAD THAT I SAVED U! IF NOT UR FACE WOULD BE DISFIGUREDDDDDDDDDD. LOL~~
what we could have been, 21:01.
Saturday 29 August 2009
im currently having bad aches from all parts of my body... Zzz.
especially my right knee joint. its quite bad...? cos i never had aches at JOINTS. o.0
woah my right side of e body is suffering from the training ytd even though i stretched at home last night..
i guess most of us have muscle pain(s) since its been SO so SOOOOOO long since we've ever trained...
i played GD and GKs ! im not so familiar with what im suppose to do in e circle.. e first quarter was awful for me.. maybe im not that into it ? realized that playing GK is erm, considered quite slack compared to others who need to keep running to and fro. o.0 however, its a crucial position to help the ball turn over..
theres a tiny bulge on my arm now.. 10+ mins of medicine ball sure helps...i feel stronger now ! even though i think i'll lose all these in less than a few days and contribute to the fats again. lol...
hmm..i can say that i was rly feeling excited(than normal) for this training..cos i've not touched netball for like MONTHS?
it'll will probably be the last one i'll have in kranji? maybe for my entire life. i'll miss every bit of it. the people there. my team. the junior's screams n such. scoldings i get. playing matches. defending ppl. jumping for the ball. the court. the pole. the touch of netball.
i didnt always strive for the best... think its my mentality that somehow stopped me from doing so ? theres too many experienced players that make me lose hope ? idk.
even though i do admit that i didnt have that 100% passion for it... 3+years of netball-ing made me realize it actually did play a part in my life... not just a CCA for me to gain points... maybe my skills aint that good after these years, but know ive grown, improved and learnt a lot.
theres one part inside of me thats feeling empty now.. its just hard to explain...
we're gona have our last match next sat ? at Republic Poly or smth. yeah. which means i have to change my timing for Jiang...
Teachers day celebration on Mon... might be going to play bb ? not sure...
oh yeah. Btw, for my Piano exam.. its actually my Sight Reading that pulled up my marks? quite surprising for myself. o.0
Er herm. its Wwt & "ju jun biao"
please ignore some parts ~ cos the focus is(see below)
its the nice clouds i captured at e back of e carrrrrrrr ! haha...
especially my right knee joint. its quite bad...? cos i never had aches at JOINTS. o.0
woah my right side of e body is suffering from the training ytd even though i stretched at home last night..
i guess most of us have muscle pain(s) since its been SO so SOOOOOO long since we've ever trained...
i played GD and GKs ! im not so familiar with what im suppose to do in e circle.. e first quarter was awful for me.. maybe im not that into it ? realized that playing GK is erm, considered quite slack compared to others who need to keep running to and fro. o.0 however, its a crucial position to help the ball turn over..
theres a tiny bulge on my arm now.. 10+ mins of medicine ball sure helps...i feel stronger now ! even though i think i'll lose all these in less than a few days and contribute to the fats again. lol...
hmm..i can say that i was rly feeling excited(than normal) for this training..cos i've not touched netball for like MONTHS?
it'll will probably be the last one i'll have in kranji? maybe for my entire life. i'll miss every bit of it. the people there. my team. the junior's screams n such. scoldings i get. playing matches. defending ppl. jumping for the ball. the court. the pole. the touch of netball.
i didnt always strive for the best... think its my mentality that somehow stopped me from doing so ? theres too many experienced players that make me lose hope ? idk.
even though i do admit that i didnt have that 100% passion for it... 3+years of netball-ing made me realize it actually did play a part in my life... not just a CCA for me to gain points... maybe my skills aint that good after these years, but know ive grown, improved and learnt a lot.
theres one part inside of me thats feeling empty now.. its just hard to explain...
we're gona have our last match next sat ? at Republic Poly or smth. yeah. which means i have to change my timing for Jiang...
Teachers day celebration on Mon... might be going to play bb ? not sure...
oh yeah. Btw, for my Piano exam.. its actually my Sight Reading that pulled up my marks? quite surprising for myself. o.0
Er herm. its Wwt & "ju jun biao"
please ignore some parts ~ cos the focus is(see below)
its the nice clouds i captured at e back of e carrrrrrrr ! haha...
what we could have been, 16:34.
Thursday 27 August 2009
I WANA EATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. but ive to go out in like less than 45mins. practice, do my theory at the same time.
i might as well just skip dinner.
maybe Subway will last me till 9+? ive been having irregular meal time.TELL ME I AM NOT GONA GET GASTRIC PROBS.
oh yeah. i just got my results for practical via sms by my teacher. i know im cmi. but at least i improved by eleven marks. erm. bearing in mind e fact that i had a borderline pass last year. i COULD HAVE BEEN GETTING BETTER RESULTS. if i wasnt too complacent/lazy/do last min prac. oh well~ i guess i wld be saying this next year too. o.0 mayb not. i think i'll work harder cos i think i might fail -.-
Nvm. i will chiong my piano stuff now.
btw, we had Chi prelims today. compre passage A sucked !!! cos i didnt listen in class n e whole passage came out. wth.
having Netball training tmr ! i'll be feeling my arms flab for e remaining hours of training. :/
enough crapping ! i am srsly gona do my work now ! BYE.
i might as well just skip dinner.
maybe Subway will last me till 9+? ive been having irregular meal time.TELL ME I AM NOT GONA GET GASTRIC PROBS.
oh yeah. i just got my results for practical via sms by my teacher. i know im cmi. but at least i improved by eleven marks. erm. bearing in mind e fact that i had a borderline pass last year. i COULD HAVE BEEN GETTING BETTER RESULTS. if i wasnt too complacent/lazy/do last min prac. oh well~ i guess i wld be saying this next year too. o.0 mayb not. i think i'll work harder cos i think i might fail -.-
Nvm. i will chiong my piano stuff now.
btw, we had Chi prelims today. compre passage A sucked !!! cos i didnt listen in class n e whole passage came out. wth.
having Netball training tmr ! i'll be feeling my arms flab for e remaining hours of training. :/
enough crapping ! i am srsly gona do my work now ! BYE.
what we could have been, 18:35.
Tuesday 25 August 2009
:(((((((((
im having FLU now. sorta skipped chi night study cos of that.. my eyes are feeling droppy n swelly -.- is that some signs of fever coming up ?
haix. nvm. im feeling better after some sleep... wasnt intentional luh. just couldnt take it. i shall go find Zls tmr n ask her to teach me before my Maths ~
i still have Chung Cheng High compre to do. Zzz.
Bye
im having FLU now. sorta skipped chi night study cos of that.. my eyes are feeling droppy n swelly -.- is that some signs of fever coming up ?
haix. nvm. im feeling better after some sleep... wasnt intentional luh. just couldnt take it. i shall go find Zls tmr n ask her to teach me before my Maths ~
i still have Chung Cheng High compre to do. Zzz.
Bye
what we could have been, 21:15.
Monday 24 August 2009
HOHO. im back ~ i know i should be blogging at such a time when i have human geog test tmr. -.-
Had some fun laughing out loud(not that loud for everyone to hear) at PIZZA HUT todayyyyyyyy with dumby blonde Wf & Yt ! havent been there since idk when. it used to be our usual hang out place ! haha... realized we havent been to e bb court for quite some time eh ?
i feel rich(er) after days when i have my recess in the classroom. lOl.
PH reminds us of J_ ~ lols. Yt must have missedddddddddd him. haha. & that guy. hopefully he didnt rmb any of us. -.-
& Yt, dont freak out about the GAPS. its not KARMA. -.- just consult ur dentist.
ohyeah. guess what ? i realized ive got THREE scratches on my face this morning. LIKE, WTH??? Bro said that it isnt rly visible.. but i can feel the slight plain when i try to open my mouth. Zzz.
saying bout this i took my weight last friday. i think theres srsly smth wrong with the electronic machine cos i kinda lose weight. o.0 on a second thought. maybe its jus that my muscles had turned into fats n that explained why -.-....
Nvm...... Zzz.
i shall take the friday five quiz cos im influenced by Wyt !
haha.
i find my ans quite lol-ish. especially the 5th one for the previous week.
1. What is your morning routine?
>>wash up, pee(?), have breakfast
2. What is your nightly routine?
>>brush my teeth(?)
3. Do you like to listen to the radio when you sleep or have it quiet?
>>yes, if im bored n cant sleep
4. What do you like to sleep in?
>>my precious bed + warm blanket
5. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning?
>>Whats the time now LOl
1. What time of the day is your favourite, and why?
>>eh. SLEEPING TIME. cos i get to sleeeeeeeeeep. LOL
2. What's the best time to take a walk, and where to?
>>Evening. erm. no idea ? maybe some garden or smth...
3. When can you work best?
>>At night~
4. What to do on sunny mornings and stormy evenings?
>>sunny mornings-probably still sleeping, stormy evenings-play the piano
5. When you look outside right now, what do you see?
>>canal n some block of flats etc
TAGS
23 Aug 09, 19:50
Coconut: You should use Wp, so much more fun than blogger which dies more than half the time -.-
>>i think its quite complicated lor... i just went there to look around few days ago ~ lol
23 Aug 09, 19:49
Coconut: I thought it was obvious who I am... Apparently not to my dumb friends. There you go~~~~~~~
>>EH. i knew who u are okay. i was jus commenting about ur NAME. why on earth did u even chose COCONUT? lolssss. u remind me of Wf's head resembling a coconut when shes young ! LOL
Had some fun laughing out loud(not that loud for everyone to hear) at PIZZA HUT todayyyyyyyy with dumby blonde Wf & Yt ! havent been there since idk when. it used to be our usual hang out place ! haha... realized we havent been to e bb court for quite some time eh ?
i feel rich(er) after days when i have my recess in the classroom. lOl.
PH reminds us of J_ ~ lols. Yt must have missedddddddddd him. haha. & that guy. hopefully he didnt rmb any of us. -.-
& Yt, dont freak out about the GAPS. its not KARMA. -.- just consult ur dentist.
ohyeah. guess what ? i realized ive got THREE scratches on my face this morning. LIKE, WTH??? Bro said that it isnt rly visible.. but i can feel the slight plain when i try to open my mouth. Zzz.
saying bout this i took my weight last friday. i think theres srsly smth wrong with the electronic machine cos i kinda lose weight. o.0 on a second thought. maybe its jus that my muscles had turned into fats n that explained why -.-....
Nvm...... Zzz.
i shall take the friday five quiz cos im influenced by Wyt !
haha.
i find my ans quite lol-ish. especially the 5th one for the previous week.
1. What is your morning routine?
>>wash up, pee(?), have breakfast
2. What is your nightly routine?
>>brush my teeth(?)
3. Do you like to listen to the radio when you sleep or have it quiet?
>>yes, if im bored n cant sleep
4. What do you like to sleep in?
>>my precious bed + warm blanket
5. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning?
>>Whats the time now LOl
1. What time of the day is your favourite, and why?
>>eh. SLEEPING TIME. cos i get to sleeeeeeeeeep. LOL
2. What's the best time to take a walk, and where to?
>>Evening. erm. no idea ? maybe some garden or smth...
3. When can you work best?
>>At night~
4. What to do on sunny mornings and stormy evenings?
>>sunny mornings-probably still sleeping, stormy evenings-play the piano
5. When you look outside right now, what do you see?
>>canal n some block of flats etc
TAGS
23 Aug 09, 19:50
Coconut: You should use Wp, so much more fun than blogger which dies more than half the time -.-
>>i think its quite complicated lor... i just went there to look around few days ago ~ lol
23 Aug 09, 19:49
Coconut: I thought it was obvious who I am... Apparently not to my dumb friends. There you go~~~~~~~
>>EH. i knew who u are okay. i was jus commenting about ur NAME. why on earth did u even chose COCONUT? lolssss. u remind me of Wf's head resembling a coconut when shes young ! LOL
what we could have been, 18:52.
Sunday 23 August 2009
暧昧。
hmmm... Ctrl F5 does solve blogger's problem man ~ i wonder why they havent do smth bout this prob. o.0
i should change to WORDPRESS. lols. i have one actually. jus that i dont use it. -.-
-stuck-
dont know what i should blog about.
mayb jus some updates about school ?
it seems pretty alright? im not so sure about it now.
chinese prelim starts on nxt thurs. n after the sept holidays(which wont be one) we'll be having all the other subjects.
i think im influenced by my hum. subjects. -.- i was like talking about being brain drained cos of it. Crappy.
okay i dont feel like typing.
-.-
Tags.
22 Aug 09, 11:13
wt: the her is you la.
>> Zzz... okay... u are one mean person mannn. kill ur frens. im "ESTHER" u know. i'll get my revenge LOL
19 Aug 09, 17:27
Coconut: I think the Ang Moh was mesmerized by you~
>>Er... like no ??? smiling doesnt mean anything... mayb its jus to fake n make me think that i scored well. o.0 n whats with your name??
hmmm... Ctrl F5 does solve blogger's problem man ~ i wonder why they havent do smth bout this prob. o.0
i should change to WORDPRESS. lols. i have one actually. jus that i dont use it. -.-
-stuck-
dont know what i should blog about.
mayb jus some updates about school ?
it seems pretty alright? im not so sure about it now.
chinese prelim starts on nxt thurs. n after the sept holidays(which wont be one) we'll be having all the other subjects.
i think im influenced by my hum. subjects. -.- i was like talking about being brain drained cos of it. Crappy.
okay i dont feel like typing.
-.-
Tags.
22 Aug 09, 11:13
wt: the her is you la.
>> Zzz... okay... u are one mean person mannn. kill ur frens. im "ESTHER" u know. i'll get my revenge LOL
19 Aug 09, 17:27
Coconut: I think the Ang Moh was mesmerized by you~
>>Er... like no ??? smiling doesnt mean anything... mayb its jus to fake n make me think that i scored well. o.0 n whats with your name??
what we could have been, 11:45.
Wednesday 19 August 2009
18 Aug 09, 16:01
gjp: thank you for what hahah. okay jk thank you for clarfying then. lol yes i will be there(to kill her)
>>WHOS THE HER???
17 Aug 09, 15:24
Saša: THERE FOR HER COS NOBODY KILLING HER OR ANYTHING LOL
>>YES THERE WILL BEEEE.
17 Aug 09, 15:24
Saša: WTH WT U NEVER THANK ME LA WIN LOR THEN THIS KF IS -.- NOBODY SAY HER LOR SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE
>>LOLLLL. U SOUND LIKE U ARE LOR. n i was the only one who didnt know ur blog :(
17 Aug 09, 00:53
wt: kahfong thanks and you dont think so much too. i will be there for you always :)
>>lols. cant help it. n now im thinking but oral stuff. ARGHHHHHH. ZZZ
16 Aug 09, 17:22
Cow: Then I have no clue on what's going on.
>>o.000
16 Aug 09, 17:21
Cow: Your post... Why would I be angry when I don't think you're talking about me. If you are though...
>>i thought u were saying bout me in ur THAT post ? lols...
Edit/ THANKS PPL(FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME GOODLUCK, ESPECIALLY YOU TWO). IT DID HELP (:
gjp: thank you for what hahah. okay jk thank you for clarfying then. lol yes i will be there(to kill her)
>>WHOS THE HER???
17 Aug 09, 15:24
Saša: THERE FOR HER COS NOBODY KILLING HER OR ANYTHING LOL
>>YES THERE WILL BEEEE.
17 Aug 09, 15:24
Saša: WTH WT U NEVER THANK ME LA WIN LOR THEN THIS KF IS -.- NOBODY SAY HER LOR SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE
>>LOLLLL. U SOUND LIKE U ARE LOR. n i was the only one who didnt know ur blog :(
17 Aug 09, 00:53
wt: kahfong thanks and you dont think so much too. i will be there for you always :)
>>lols. cant help it. n now im thinking but oral stuff. ARGHHHHHH. ZZZ
16 Aug 09, 17:22
Cow: Then I have no clue on what's going on.
>>o.000
16 Aug 09, 17:21
Cow: Your post... Why would I be angry when I don't think you're talking about me. If you are though...
>>i thought u were saying bout me in ur THAT post ? lols...
Edit/ THANKS PPL(FOR THOSE WHO WISHED ME GOODLUCK, ESPECIALLY YOU TWO). IT DID HELP (:
what we could have been, 16:26.
i just came back from school few moments ago.
im done with oral. stuttered my way through(as usual) n sidetracked a few times. pretty bad i can say. on my way home the oral THINGY keep coming back to me.. all e ideas i havent thought of during that point of time jus popped up inside my head.
the topic was freaking easy i can say. i was in that booklet ! i practiced it last night !!! but i didnt manage to rmb the answers. ....
being the first isnt always good. my ideas sucks. its cliche. & sounds stupid. WHY CANT MY HEAD FUNCTION FASTER. hate it.
the caucasian guy was smiling as if theres no tmr. thats not a rly good sign. -.- normally examiners have a different expression as what the mark shows. haix.
picture & conversation sucks totally. i didnt finish preparing & i didnt manage to say what im suppose to say. -.- examiner cut me off without me having a proper ending. HAIX.
its didnt went well, all i can hope is that my written paper will help me pull it back up again.
TODAY SUCKS. & i dont have my phone to rant to e others. zzz.
chinese night study later. GOTTA GO N GET ME PHONEEEEEE. haha.
i want dinner too !!!
im done with oral. stuttered my way through(as usual) n sidetracked a few times. pretty bad i can say. on my way home the oral THINGY keep coming back to me.. all e ideas i havent thought of during that point of time jus popped up inside my head.
the topic was freaking easy i can say. i was in that booklet ! i practiced it last night !!! but i didnt manage to rmb the answers. ....
being the first isnt always good. my ideas sucks. its cliche. & sounds stupid. WHY CANT MY HEAD FUNCTION FASTER. hate it.
the caucasian guy was smiling as if theres no tmr. thats not a rly good sign. -.- normally examiners have a different expression as what the mark shows. haix.
picture & conversation sucks totally. i didnt finish preparing & i didnt manage to say what im suppose to say. -.- examiner cut me off without me having a proper ending. HAIX.
its didnt went well, all i can hope is that my written paper will help me pull it back up again.
TODAY SUCKS. & i dont have my phone to rant to e others. zzz.
chinese night study later. GOTTA GO N GET ME PHONEEEEEE. haha.
i want dinner too !!!
what we could have been, 16:17.
Tuesday 18 August 2009
ME(MY) ORAL IS TMR.
gosh.
it cant be trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i have a phobia for oral. ever since primary school ? nor its WORST. especially after having the experience of screwing up for my chi one.
please god, dont let me freak out !
may lady luck be with me ~ i need more of the crapping skills though. at least crap relevantly.
zzz. i might be having the bpghs teachers for my examiners. heard that they are v strict. & some teachers like to dao ppl. perhaps this year wld be diff from e previous. -.-
HOPEFULLY I WONT MISS OUT ANY WORD/MISS READ FOR MY PASSAGE READING ! which i think is e stronger ones compared to e latter. :(
Kk. thats all. needa study for CHEM too.
BYE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHOSE TAKING THEIR ORALS YEAH.
gosh.
it cant be trueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i have a phobia for oral. ever since primary school ? nor its WORST. especially after having the experience of screwing up for my chi one.
please god, dont let me freak out !
may lady luck be with me ~ i need more of the crapping skills though. at least crap relevantly.
zzz. i might be having the bpghs teachers for my examiners. heard that they are v strict. & some teachers like to dao ppl. perhaps this year wld be diff from e previous. -.-
HOPEFULLY I WONT MISS OUT ANY WORD/MISS READ FOR MY PASSAGE READING ! which i think is e stronger ones compared to e latter. :(
Kk. thats all. needa study for CHEM too.
BYE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHOSE TAKING THEIR ORALS YEAH.
what we could have been, 21:46.
Sunday 16 August 2009
Tags..
15 Aug 09, 23:03
Cow: But I'd rather side with who I think am right. Or are right.
>>yeah. i wanted to say that inside.. but i was afraid i wld get some violent objection from you or something.
15 Aug 09, 23:02
Cow: It's the friend love so don't worry. Anyw, you are right and I am still biased. Lol sorry
>>nah. its okay. i knew it anw. its very ur style~ friend love... how wld i know.. u are a TRANSEXUAL, u see. i cant be sure. lols.
15 Aug 09, 23:02
dude: eh y so emo. cheer up lah. btw nt i dunwan pass 2 u. coz i didnt noe u can sht better outside. Lol.
>>i understand lah. cos we didnt rly play much before mah. haix.. trying to not be. thanks yeah.
15 Aug 09, 23:01
Cow: I have very limited smses. I just wanted to say I love you for the post.
>>Zzzz... mushy lah hor. but you'r great (: well, u might not love me that much after seeing my most recent post o.0
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May the blackforest cake im eating now help me solve my two problems.
15 Aug 09, 23:03
Cow: But I'd rather side with who I think am right. Or are right.
>>yeah. i wanted to say that inside.. but i was afraid i wld get some violent objection from you or something.
15 Aug 09, 23:02
Cow: It's the friend love so don't worry. Anyw, you are right and I am still biased. Lol sorry
>>nah. its okay. i knew it anw. its very ur style~ friend love... how wld i know.. u are a TRANSEXUAL, u see. i cant be sure. lols.
15 Aug 09, 23:02
dude: eh y so emo. cheer up lah. btw nt i dunwan pass 2 u. coz i didnt noe u can sht better outside. Lol.
>>i understand lah. cos we didnt rly play much before mah. haix.. trying to not be. thanks yeah.
15 Aug 09, 23:01
Cow: I have very limited smses. I just wanted to say I love you for the post.
>>Zzzz... mushy lah hor. but you'r great (: well, u might not love me that much after seeing my most recent post o.0
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May the blackforest cake im eating now help me solve my two problems.
what we could have been, 09:07.
Superficial (?)
i read a particular entry last night.. which i was initially unsure was about me.
then, i recalled/realized/confirmed that it IS about me. uh huh.
ive been thinking a lot since. i knew i couldnt say it straight out face to face, so yeah. im posting it here.
theres this slight misunderstanding i can say. i NEVER did treat anyone like a sand picked out from the street -.- the part bout e "someone to just laugh with". i think i thought it was like that. meaningless. at that point of time it felt like all we did is like just an everyday routine. nothing like what all other ppl shared. sometimes, i ask myself, why the concerns i get werent coming from those who were supposedly, the ones closes.
it was abnormal how i treated ppl this way. i admit. i isolated my myself from that circle. didnt want to continue the way how i felt that my piece didnt fit in. was the change not drastic enough for somebody to realize something was wrong ?
u didnt know how i felt. never asked. never tried to.
forget it. i dont exactly recall why i sorta you know, revert back to my old self.
maybe i thought it wasnt that important anymore? maybe i had wanted to make more memories for others to kept & i'ld rather put in more to make an effort to be involved?
still, sorry to those whom i treated badly during that period.
i believe this is the so called bridge to the second phase.
things aint getting better now though. with all the "funny funny stuff" coming.
i think theres seriously one big problem with most of us. not knowing how to ask why, and the unwillingness to say.
idk how it should be resolved cos it happened to happened to me too.
hmm.. -dont know what to say-
i'll end this post alrdy, cos i cant take it anymore.
i read a particular entry last night.. which i was initially unsure was about me.
then, i recalled/realized/confirmed that it IS about me. uh huh.
ive been thinking a lot since. i knew i couldnt say it straight out face to face, so yeah. im posting it here.
theres this slight misunderstanding i can say. i NEVER did treat anyone like a sand picked out from the street -.- the part bout e "someone to just laugh with". i think i thought it was like that. meaningless. at that point of time it felt like all we did is like just an everyday routine. nothing like what all other ppl shared. sometimes, i ask myself, why the concerns i get werent coming from those who were supposedly, the ones closes.
it was abnormal how i treated ppl this way. i admit. i isolated my myself from that circle. didnt want to continue the way how i felt that my piece didnt fit in. was the change not drastic enough for somebody to realize something was wrong ?
u didnt know how i felt. never asked. never tried to.
forget it. i dont exactly recall why i sorta you know, revert back to my old self.
maybe i thought it wasnt that important anymore? maybe i had wanted to make more memories for others to kept & i'ld rather put in more to make an effort to be involved?
still, sorry to those whom i treated badly during that period.
i believe this is the so called bridge to the second phase.
things aint getting better now though. with all the "funny funny stuff" coming.
i think theres seriously one big problem with most of us. not knowing how to ask why, and the unwillingness to say.
idk how it should be resolved cos it happened to happened to me too.
hmm.. -dont know what to say-
i'll end this post alrdy, cos i cant take it anymore.
what we could have been, 08:27.
Saturday 15 August 2009
LONG OVER DUED TAGS
Cow: Haha hi I want to comment on a lot of things but I'm having some difficulties haha k bye :-)
>>u can always sms me (:
13 Aug 09, 23:48
HZ: KAHFONG!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
>>lols. im here luh.no need to bold.. lols
13 Aug 09, 16:01
gjp: :D
>>(:
9 Aug 09, 22:16
Sean.Y: shifu :D
>>ur hand recover liao mah... maybe after Os then play with u ? o.0 haha..
1 Aug 09, 15:34
LAOPO!!: hey! nice blogskin! XD
>> haha thanks yeah !
31 Jul 09, 16:46
Saša: Kf your first reply to me.. I believe it's OTHERS and not other ha ha ha
>> erm. i guess so ? i kinda........ forgot. lols
31 Jul 09, 15:49
wt: me!!!!!!!!!!!1
31 Jul 09, 15:49
wt: no i dont have to have personal space with ms lee. omg kf you so selfish!!!! how can you go without
>> LOL. i didnt which means im not selfish ! haha
30 Jul 09, 17:00
Saša: Wt.. actually I was the first 'cos I was talking to Kf when she changed the skin. Lol.
>>LOL.
30 Jul 09, 16:02
wt: haahahha i am the first to realise!!!!! PRIZEPRIZEPRIZE!!! KOREA TICKET!!!!!!!!!!!
>>okay lah. i draw for you lolss
30 Jul 09, 16:02
wt: omg youchanged bs!!!
>> u were super slow ~
28 Jul 09, 16:48
wt: i am so good to walk you to the traffic!!! hahah okay thanks for pei-ing me :D
>>haha YOU ARE WELCOME ! LOL. thanks for pei-ing me too
22 Jul 09, 14:55
Saša: what, i wasn't. it was wf impersonating me!!!!!!!! U MUST GO KOBE NO ONE ELSE ALREADY EVEN AFTER I PUT AS MY PM (okay there was only 1 guy online LOL) NOBODY WANTED TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can
>> i could alrighttttt? or i thought i was. what was e reason ? i forgot -.-
Cow: Haha hi I want to comment on a lot of things but I'm having some difficulties haha k bye :-)
>>u can always sms me (:
13 Aug 09, 23:48
HZ: KAHFONG!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
>>lols. im here luh.no need to bold.. lols
13 Aug 09, 16:01
gjp: :D
>>(:
9 Aug 09, 22:16
Sean.Y: shifu :D
>>ur hand recover liao mah... maybe after Os then play with u ? o.0 haha..
1 Aug 09, 15:34
LAOPO!!: hey! nice blogskin! XD
>> haha thanks yeah !
31 Jul 09, 16:46
Saša: Kf your first reply to me.. I believe it's OTHERS and not other ha ha ha
>> erm. i guess so ? i kinda........ forgot. lols
31 Jul 09, 15:49
wt: me!!!!!!!!!!!1
31 Jul 09, 15:49
wt: no i dont have to have personal space with ms lee. omg kf you so selfish!!!! how can you go without
>> LOL. i didnt which means im not selfish ! haha
30 Jul 09, 17:00
Saša: Wt.. actually I was the first 'cos I was talking to Kf when she changed the skin. Lol.
>>LOL.
30 Jul 09, 16:02
wt: haahahha i am the first to realise!!!!! PRIZEPRIZEPRIZE!!! KOREA TICKET!!!!!!!!!!!
>>okay lah. i draw for you lolss
30 Jul 09, 16:02
wt: omg youchanged bs!!!
>> u were super slow ~
28 Jul 09, 16:48
wt: i am so good to walk you to the traffic!!! hahah okay thanks for pei-ing me :D
>>haha YOU ARE WELCOME ! LOL. thanks for pei-ing me too
22 Jul 09, 14:55
Saša: what, i wasn't. it was wf impersonating me!!!!!!!! U MUST GO KOBE NO ONE ELSE ALREADY EVEN AFTER I PUT AS MY PM (okay there was only 1 guy online LOL) NOBODY WANTED TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can
>> i could alrighttttt? or i thought i was. what was e reason ? i forgot -.-
what we could have been, 18:52.
Ignorance is a bliss,
Life had been real bad these days. lots of things happened. small things ? big things ?
for some(okay 1 in particular), gave some advices which i werent even sure it was helpful. but yeah. i glad i was part of ur "SOS" dude (:
Sometwo, i had to guess this guess that, not knowing if my assumptions were right. why ? cos i was told nothing by anyone except from some "outsider". oh well, everyone has their reasons, im clear about that too.
somethree, i didnt know what to say. although these small secrets were made known to me but i felt that it was a lil absurd. i was shocked. i act like i didnt know. it didnt matter to me anyway. i accept you for who you are.
somefour, idk if im suppose to be glad cos i told you those stuff. im more afraid that u would be bias cos u always tend to be a lil unknowingly.. but i think u tried ur best to not be luh. so ya. hmm..theres nobody who should be very right or very wrong. but all i can say is. both are wrong.
yes, its fine they act like this cos they too, are humans.
Life complicates as we become older ?
its hard to be frank because we know that we'll hurt the feelings of others if we do it the wrong way.
you know what ? 做人难，做好人更难。
we have to think about this, think about that, cause n effect etc. its so tiring.
no wonder people wana commit suicide. but on a second thought, if u have the courage to commit suicide, why dont you have e courage to live?
Fyi, i actually once had e thought of commit suicide. or should i say not once, but many times.
thinking that everything will end e moment ur heart stops beating ? it isnt true. we will leave those who care for us(family n friends) to live their lifes in our shadow cleaning all the "烂摊子". so obviously, if you love them, you would continue living rather than bring misery to everyone.
okay im a lil sidetracking...
haix. i hope things can be resolved asap. if everyone give in to one another things wld be easier. having understanding is not enough. each party must first learn not to be stubborn. giving in is another thing. wanting to give in is another thing.
okay im such a crappy person.
it reminds me of that incident. i cant believe that thinking back, i realized acted so foolishly on my own will. was it worth it ? idk. i was betting on it wondering if it'll work out. i had to ditch a friend to get closer to the other party. which in other words. betray. i was seen like that. i didnt mind its e only chance im given when they asked. you know ? like, now or never ? its hard to say. i had it planned. tryin to be a spy for both parties. being a hypocrite. it sucks. nobody knew. nobody cared anw.
those ppl reading this would go something like "i dont know u are so sly" or smth like "you acted on your own accord, nobody told u so"
i felt that i was self centered. i didnt bother.
shant talk about this any longer. im getting emotional. or, i already am.
realized girls play basketball differently as compared to those who are really playing that area of sports ? okay actually the girl part might only apply for me.
i went to play bb just now. despite my pile of hmwk. then this dude didnt wana pass to me despite nobody blocking me. -.- e reason was because im not close to e hoop. -.- nvm. we abit no mo4 qi4... wasnt very active. practically standing there n waiting for e ball to come which never did. oh well...think was a lil moody n stuff like that.
anw, nice game (: although i cause u to run like shit. sorry(if u will ever see this) -.-
ohyes. & i owe you twooooooooo treats!
was suppose to come back half happy but now everythings gone. Zzz.
im gona go bathe.
Life had been real bad these days. lots of things happened. small things ? big things ?
for some(okay 1 in particular), gave some advices which i werent even sure it was helpful. but yeah. i glad i was part of ur "SOS" dude (:
Sometwo, i had to guess this guess that, not knowing if my assumptions were right. why ? cos i was told nothing by anyone except from some "outsider". oh well, everyone has their reasons, im clear about that too.
somethree, i didnt know what to say. although these small secrets were made known to me but i felt that it was a lil absurd. i was shocked. i act like i didnt know. it didnt matter to me anyway. i accept you for who you are.
somefour, idk if im suppose to be glad cos i told you those stuff. im more afraid that u would be bias cos u always tend to be a lil unknowingly.. but i think u tried ur best to not be luh. so ya. hmm..theres nobody who should be very right or very wrong. but all i can say is. both are wrong.
yes, its fine they act like this cos they too, are humans.
Life complicates as we become older ?
its hard to be frank because we know that we'll hurt the feelings of others if we do it the wrong way.
you know what ? 做人难，做好人更难。
we have to think about this, think about that, cause n effect etc. its so tiring.
no wonder people wana commit suicide. but on a second thought, if u have the courage to commit suicide, why dont you have e courage to live?
Fyi, i actually once had e thought of commit suicide. or should i say not once, but many times.
thinking that everything will end e moment ur heart stops beating ? it isnt true. we will leave those who care for us(family n friends) to live their lifes in our shadow cleaning all the "烂摊子". so obviously, if you love them, you would continue living rather than bring misery to everyone.
okay im a lil sidetracking...
haix. i hope things can be resolved asap. if everyone give in to one another things wld be easier. having understanding is not enough. each party must first learn not to be stubborn. giving in is another thing. wanting to give in is another thing.
okay im such a crappy person.
it reminds me of that incident. i cant believe that thinking back, i realized acted so foolishly on my own will. was it worth it ? idk. i was betting on it wondering if it'll work out. i had to ditch a friend to get closer to the other party. which in other words. betray. i was seen like that. i didnt mind its e only chance im given when they asked. you know ? like, now or never ? its hard to say. i had it planned. tryin to be a spy for both parties. being a hypocrite. it sucks. nobody knew. nobody cared anw.
those ppl reading this would go something like "i dont know u are so sly" or smth like "you acted on your own accord, nobody told u so"
i felt that i was self centered. i didnt bother.
shant talk about this any longer. im getting emotional. or, i already am.
realized girls play basketball differently as compared to those who are really playing that area of sports ? okay actually the girl part might only apply for me.
i went to play bb just now. despite my pile of hmwk. then this dude didnt wana pass to me despite nobody blocking me. -.- e reason was because im not close to e hoop. -.- nvm. we abit no mo4 qi4... wasnt very active. practically standing there n waiting for e ball to come which never did. oh well...think was a lil moody n stuff like that.
anw, nice game (: although i cause u to run like shit. sorry(if u will ever see this) -.-
ohyes. & i owe you twooooooooo treats!
was suppose to come back half happy but now everythings gone. Zzz.
im gona go bathe.
what we could have been, 18:01.
Friday 14 August 2009
its been N days since i blogged. actually its one week plus ?
i'll just do some random updates since time is limited.
Last Friday; 7Aug
we had our NDP celebration in school... or shld i say, the classroom. theres also e leaders day thing? which none of us except for those who are involved can see. o.0
practically slacked n did nothing? except for touching some of Yt's books n that pledge wksht.
our class totally NOT ENTHU at all. can it be helped anw ?
4E won the best class deco. o.0 did went to see it... it was quite amazing actually....durians for esplanade ? haha
went to watch UP with CIA n Se... cos its TRICIA'S 16th BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLLLL ! hope u like that muddy looking thing okay ! although i am suppose to play a part in helping to make. lols oh well~ SIXTEEN YEARS OLD LIAO HOR. must be mature like how u look ! dont always bitchy me lehhhh. you know i'll bitch u back although i dont like. lols
still, hope u like e company ! (:
bout that movie. its considered a touching one for an animation..
13AUG
ITS MEEEEEEEEE BROS BDAY ! HAPPY 19TH ! though u had a bad day at camp n even got heat rash, U'LL HAVE A HAPPY CELEBRATION!!!!!!!!! do enjoy e cake (: n e sorta "impromtu" birthday cookie -.-
YTD
its the day where all e test come in. SS? ENG? MATHS? CHEM?
is it four ? cant rmb cos e impression i have is THURS IS A TEST DAY. god.
i think i screwed up this week's test though.. compared to e previous..
went for Ms Lai's oral preparation thing. didnt finish preparing for it though she gave us ten mins... cos of that YT luh. LOL! in e end i stammered my way through. especially picture description. very impromtu... n i cant do it.
saying bout that. mine is next wed ? n im e FIRST? -faints-
there are pros n cons.. but more of e disadvantages....
Jc talk next... some Ex kss ppl came back... shared some opinions of how they feel bout their sch..they were very funny ?? LOL.
most of e time Yt, Wf n i were like (half)drifting off to our wonderland ?
waited for 25+++mins. super ZZZZ... they said 20mins lor... -.- nvm.. i shld be glad tt there transport for me.. Anw, thanks Yt for accompanying me ~ not like that Wf, zhong se qing you.. HMPH ! LOL
TODAY
its a crappy day i can say.
i only know that im SUPER PISSED for that instance when some particular teacher caught me for me socks. for e first time in KSS i raised my voice like a crazy woman. maybe its pms but i srsly think that she should at least process my reasoning in her head.. its not lik its my fault e SOCKS AINT DRY??? wth.
so i should go n buy those SOCKS early in e morning when no shops are opened ? puh-lease. common sense tells u e answer.
im making sense aint i. -rolls eye-
those arnd me got scared. especially Wyt. LOL. SEE. ANGRY KF=MONSTER KF so dont freaking make me angry.
had subway for lunch. talked bout the primary school days... i still rmb them you know ! haha...
okay ive gotta gooooooo. BYE !
PICTUREs
Se has no skills..
i cant see my eyes -.-
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BLOGGER SUCKS. i cant resize the photos ! -.-
i'll just do some random updates since time is limited.
Last Friday; 7Aug
we had our NDP celebration in school... or shld i say, the classroom. theres also e leaders day thing? which none of us except for those who are involved can see. o.0
practically slacked n did nothing? except for touching some of Yt's books n that pledge wksht.
our class totally NOT ENTHU at all. can it be helped anw ?
4E won the best class deco. o.0 did went to see it... it was quite amazing actually....durians for esplanade ? haha
went to watch UP with CIA n Se... cos its TRICIA'S 16th BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLLLL ! hope u like that muddy looking thing okay ! although i am suppose to play a part in helping to make. lols oh well~ SIXTEEN YEARS OLD LIAO HOR. must be mature like how u look ! dont always bitchy me lehhhh. you know i'll bitch u back although i dont like. lols
still, hope u like e company ! (:
bout that movie. its considered a touching one for an animation..
13AUG
ITS MEEEEEEEEE BROS BDAY ! HAPPY 19TH ! though u had a bad day at camp n even got heat rash, U'LL HAVE A HAPPY CELEBRATION!!!!!!!!! do enjoy e cake (: n e sorta "impromtu" birthday cookie -.-
YTD
its the day where all e test come in. SS? ENG? MATHS? CHEM?
is it four ? cant rmb cos e impression i have is THURS IS A TEST DAY. god.
i think i screwed up this week's test though.. compared to e previous..
went for Ms Lai's oral preparation thing. didnt finish preparing for it though she gave us ten mins... cos of that YT luh. LOL! in e end i stammered my way through. especially picture description. very impromtu... n i cant do it.
saying bout that. mine is next wed ? n im e FIRST? -faints-
there are pros n cons.. but more of e disadvantages....
Jc talk next... some Ex kss ppl came back... shared some opinions of how they feel bout their sch..they were very funny ?? LOL.
most of e time Yt, Wf n i were like (half)drifting off to our wonderland ?
waited for 25+++mins. super ZZZZ... they said 20mins lor... -.- nvm.. i shld be glad tt there transport for me.. Anw, thanks Yt for accompanying me ~ not like that Wf, zhong se qing you.. HMPH ! LOL
TODAY
its a crappy day i can say.
i only know that im SUPER PISSED for that instance when some particular teacher caught me for me socks. for e first time in KSS i raised my voice like a crazy woman. maybe its pms but i srsly think that she should at least process my reasoning in her head.. its not lik its my fault e SOCKS AINT DRY??? wth.
so i should go n buy those SOCKS early in e morning when no shops are opened ? puh-lease. common sense tells u e answer.
im making sense aint i. -rolls eye-
those arnd me got scared. especially Wyt. LOL. SEE. ANGRY KF=MONSTER KF so dont freaking make me angry.
had subway for lunch. talked bout the primary school days... i still rmb them you know ! haha...
okay ive gotta gooooooo. BYE !
PICTUREs
Se has no skills..
i cant see my eyes -.-
edit/
BLOGGER SUCKS. i cant resize the photos ! -.-
what we could have been, 20:53.
