Thursday 31 January 2008
我被动摇了。
到底什么才是事实？
谁是对？谁是错？
为什么会被影响？
因为心不镇定？
因为不够肯定？
麻木的心，该怎么判断真与假？
所感受到的，是友谊还是爱情。
不知道！
如果真能不去想，如果不用想，那该多好。
可以死了算了吗？
-.- [^childish 死不是解决的办法]
其实没有什么好解决的，
也许是想太多，
也许真的是错了？
i've been having a hard time thinking bout things. lots of things. i dont want others to influence me,but i simply just got influenced cause i dont know what to do.
any kind souls wld be KIND enough to give me the RIGHT advise ?
到底什么才是事实？
谁是对？谁是错？
为什么会被影响？
因为心不镇定？
因为不够肯定？
麻木的心，该怎么判断真与假？
所感受到的，是友谊还是爱情。
不知道！
如果真能不去想，如果不用想，那该多好。
可以死了算了吗？
-.- [^childish 死不是解决的办法]
其实没有什么好解决的，
也许是想太多，
也许真的是错了？
i've been having a hard time thinking bout things. lots of things. i dont want others to influence me,but i simply just got influenced cause i dont know what to do.
any kind souls wld be KIND enough to give me the RIGHT advise ?
what we could have been, 23:26.
trust.
1. reliance: confidence in and reliance on good qualities, especially fairness, truth, honor, or ability
2. position of obligation: the position of somebody who is expected by others to behave responsibly or honorably
frankly speaking i dont trust people easily.
if i did, i rly trust that u wont betray me.
you know what i mean right.
1. reliance: confidence in and reliance on good qualities, especially fairness, truth, honor, or ability
2. position of obligation: the position of somebody who is expected by others to behave responsibly or honorably
frankly speaking i dont trust people easily.
if i did, i rly trust that u wont betray me.
you know what i mean right.
what we could have been, 22:07.
Wednesday 30 January 2008
nowadays people are so stressed up..
n im having NO LIFE .
everydays routine is like, wakeup, school, cca/bball,go home, bath,eat, homework n homework, sleep.
zzzz. hate this man.
if only time wld pass slower... haixx. -.-
n im having NO LIFE .
everydays routine is like, wakeup, school, cca/bball,go home, bath,eat, homework n homework, sleep.
zzzz. hate this man.
if only time wld pass slower... haixx. -.-
what we could have been, 22:35.
mans, my hand is kinda injured. more like my elbow... cannot stretch fully or bend fully oni can bend normally.. like wth. zzz.. i was playing bball with them.. pluz when i defend or throw tt time with stretch.. wah super pain de can. is those sharp pain lo. den when we playing match tt time i suddenly feel vvv uncomfortable lah. den like wana vomit or wad den abit like out of breathe. last time play oso wont liddat. but dunoe why this time i "la1 dao4"[ying2 say it is] den bcome liddat... den i tolerate until like wana cry liddat sia. zzz. but i bet u guys dont noe. after tt wt accidentally step on my feet den i cannot take it liao. -.- i mean not bcoz she step vv hard or wad luh. some ppl even thought i was angry.. -.-......... den tt wyt FORCED ME go on court ! LOl. i so pathetic lah. use left hand... still ask me shoot... den tt wyt hor, finger injured still can play n catch ball sia. den we help her "ice" she down dere complain tt its pain... lol.
anws, we had our chem test tday... i just crapped alll e way.. nv rly study de lor... n tmr have geog test... i tot is tday.. btu i still didnt study ytd thou. -.- haiix....
JIAYOU NETBIIES!!
[edited.]
I WASNT FREAKING ANGRY WITH WT LAH !!! -.-
thou i look like i was.... but aiya ! i wasnt ! zzz. i wont angry coz she stepped on me ! coz i oso step on others too.. -.-.. but its kinda like "volcano" kinda "filled" to its brim le, den smth go "erupt" it. paiseh. i noe im using a lame "bi yu" but aiya, wadeva ~! n yt doesnt believe tt i wasnt angry... -.- and, im still xin tong for my chem book cans.. that time jiaying's bag was on top of my books n her water bottle leaked... -.- n like so many pages kena los.. sian diaos. mayb new chem bk bcome liddat... haiix..
ohya, i suddenly rmb e fri's trip... SERERN HAD TO DO A DAMN FUNNY DARE. shes suppose to say " HI! IM BAN MA[zebra] ! LOOK AT MY MATCHING STRIPS! U LIKE IT ? CALL XXXXXXXX !! " smth like tt. but she kinda just monotone-d it, n said it as thou she reading it frm a script. LOL. jiaqi or so said "dis version not nice, must do e full version" i think its yuting anw. lol. its DAMN FUNNY LAH CAN. MOCCA ADVERTISEMENT !!
anws, we had our chem test tday... i just crapped alll e way.. nv rly study de lor... n tmr have geog test... i tot is tday.. btu i still didnt study ytd thou. -.- haiix....
JIAYOU NETBIIES!!
[edited.]
I WASNT FREAKING ANGRY WITH WT LAH !!! -.-
thou i look like i was.... but aiya ! i wasnt ! zzz. i wont angry coz she stepped on me ! coz i oso step on others too.. -.-.. but its kinda like "volcano" kinda "filled" to its brim le, den smth go "erupt" it. paiseh. i noe im using a lame "bi yu" but aiya, wadeva ~! n yt doesnt believe tt i wasnt angry... -.- and, im still xin tong for my chem book cans.. that time jiaying's bag was on top of my books n her water bottle leaked... -.- n like so many pages kena los.. sian diaos. mayb new chem bk bcome liddat... haiix..
ohya, i suddenly rmb e fri's trip... SERERN HAD TO DO A DAMN FUNNY DARE. shes suppose to say " HI! IM BAN MA[zebra] ! LOOK AT MY MATCHING STRIPS! U LIKE IT ? CALL XXXXXXXX !! " smth like tt. but she kinda just monotone-d it, n said it as thou she reading it frm a script. LOL. jiaqi or so said "dis version not nice, must do e full version" i think its yuting anw. lol. its DAMN FUNNY LAH CAN. MOCCA ADVERTISEMENT !!
what we could have been, 20:02.
Monday 28 January 2008
也许是篇章所说的水仙花。
“她不曾对被人付出过哎，也不在乎别人所爱。
她，只沉浸在自己的世界里。”
when to buy new year clothes today... find it not VERYVERY nice leh. but i still bought it lah. hmm, yea.. sian. im not looking forward to cny.. coz i look different frm last year. lik wth lo. so mei lian jian ren. zzz. haix. nvm. i still have to do my hmwk anws. -.- ok shall stop here. bye ~
netballers, dont be disheartened cans. we still have next year ! thou mayb we wont have devi or yenteng already.. hmm...
应该是没勇气面对。
“她不曾对被人付出过哎，也不在乎别人所爱。
她，只沉浸在自己的世界里。”
when to buy new year clothes today... find it not VERYVERY nice leh. but i still bought it lah. hmm, yea.. sian. im not looking forward to cny.. coz i look different frm last year. lik wth lo. so mei lian jian ren. zzz. haix. nvm. i still have to do my hmwk anws. -.- ok shall stop here. bye ~
netballers, dont be disheartened cans. we still have next year ! thou mayb we wont have devi or yenteng already.. hmm...
应该是没勇气面对。
what we could have been, 00:43.
Saturday 26 January 2008
so near yet so far.
its only 2 pathetic goals.
so determined to win
but lost out due to our carelessness .
its only 2 pathetic goals.
so determined to win
but lost out due to our carelessness .
what we could have been, 20:38.
Friday 25 January 2008
OH YES ! IT LOADED ! LIKE AFTER ZILLION YEARS ?!?! all thanks to my internet. zzz.. its suppose to be fast de lor.. we paid e amnt of money for broadband service n wad we get is shit. might as well go for dial-up. my bro said that. i totally agree with that mans. n hes demanding a reply frm my dad coz of the underground wire prob of my hse as i said last time. but i doubt he'll do anyth bout it... coz its like rly UNDERGROUND of my hse lo... lik u have to dig up e tiles or smth like tt bah ? sian diao lah.
SEC THREE LIFE SUCKS A HELL TIME MAN! can get stress until siao de lo..... i dun wana go to sec 4 !!! it'll b even worse than this. MUST MANAGE MY TIME WELL LEH. but i dont know how to.... haiix. cant finish my work on time n all. weekends have to chiong hmwk but always cannot finish coz of some stupid time wasted. zzz. n my cny clothes ! wadthehell. like seriously no time buy le lo. actually i bought one which i thought was quite casual. -.- sian diaos.
netball match on mon with SHUQUN. wow. 45-5 . thrashed them like nobodys buisness. no offence... keep up e good work! KRANJI NETBALL JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !! thurs's match against westwood was postponed to tmr coz of e rain. yeap. TMR'S THE DAYYYYYYYYYYY ~~~ i know they are quite.... strong[?] ... but still do ur best ppl ![obviously u will ! haha] must go second round hor !!!!! haha. n we'll miss e camp. but i dont care lah. if we can get into second round, camp is nth for us. lolol.
thurs late for piano again lah. wth. when we went back to sch still early de lor. den after we play vv late liao. zzz. i shld hv juz went back without them... but actually i didnt walk with them lo, coz i think i'll b late le. den zao off first. in e end still late... ohya. i rmbed a damn paiseh fall i had in e canteen. ZZZZ !!!!! i was reaching for e ball.... my left leg "split" to e front, n my left leg was kinda "folded"[as in lik how those korean sit luh]... i was STUNNED tio man. -.- so embarrassing alright !! e juniors saw it lah !!! wth ! n e bjorn fren e malay guy tot i step on e frisbee n fell.. zzz. it was bcoz e floor was slippery lor ! -.- wadeva. i have a bruise on my right knee now lah ! WTH !!!
tday went for e confucius dunoe wad talk thingy lah. tts for hmt lesson. yeap. i almost slept lah. mayb not bcoz e speaker was boring.. juz tt i was tired... lol. n i was sitting at e front row lor ! wadthe. if that uncle didnt brign us to e wrong place we might reach earlier n book e place bhind.. i rmbed that incident at RV !!! two bus collided with each other ! n we witnessed it lo. our bus leh. pluz another bus who knocked onto e roof.. -.- alot of accidents leh. that place kinda too small for buses? its sooooo steep n all.. anw, it was e same driver who brought us dere... lol. e high-tea was nice. ok.. nice coz im hungry bah? haha . e 6 of us share 2 pathetic plates man. tricia said we look like some hungry ghost... yeap.... went back to sch n play abit of bball... which i dont think i've played alot....
this reminds me of that time when we stayed back with juniors. as in sec 2 bballers... lol. it was A LIL more fun than tday bah. at least theres weixiang. LOLOL. n tricias DI... n sadrick ?idk how to spell lah. weixiang SUAN-ED me lo. but i dont care ! haha. juniors bullying seniors! thats an offence ! haha.
anw, CONGRATZ TO ALL SENIORS, SEC 4/5s WHO HAD GOT THEIR DESIRED RESULTS ! but for those who didnt, cheer up cans !
ok done. its 11++ now... tmr nidda wake up at normal timing... sian. bye ~
SEC THREE LIFE SUCKS A HELL TIME MAN! can get stress until siao de lo..... i dun wana go to sec 4 !!! it'll b even worse than this. MUST MANAGE MY TIME WELL LEH. but i dont know how to.... haiix. cant finish my work on time n all. weekends have to chiong hmwk but always cannot finish coz of some stupid time wasted. zzz. n my cny clothes ! wadthehell. like seriously no time buy le lo. actually i bought one which i thought was quite casual. -.- sian diaos.
netball match on mon with SHUQUN. wow. 45-5 . thrashed them like nobodys buisness. no offence... keep up e good work! KRANJI NETBALL JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !! thurs's match against westwood was postponed to tmr coz of e rain. yeap. TMR'S THE DAYYYYYYYYYYY ~~~ i know they are quite.... strong[?] ... but still do ur best ppl ![obviously u will ! haha] must go second round hor !!!!! haha. n we'll miss e camp. but i dont care lah. if we can get into second round, camp is nth for us. lolol.
thurs late for piano again lah. wth. when we went back to sch still early de lor. den after we play vv late liao. zzz. i shld hv juz went back without them... but actually i didnt walk with them lo, coz i think i'll b late le. den zao off first. in e end still late... ohya. i rmbed a damn paiseh fall i had in e canteen. ZZZZ !!!!! i was reaching for e ball.... my left leg "split" to e front, n my left leg was kinda "folded"[as in lik how those korean sit luh]... i was STUNNED tio man. -.- so embarrassing alright !! e juniors saw it lah !!! wth ! n e bjorn fren e malay guy tot i step on e frisbee n fell.. zzz. it was bcoz e floor was slippery lor ! -.- wadeva. i have a bruise on my right knee now lah ! WTH !!!
tday went for e confucius dunoe wad talk thingy lah. tts for hmt lesson. yeap. i almost slept lah. mayb not bcoz e speaker was boring.. juz tt i was tired... lol. n i was sitting at e front row lor ! wadthe. if that uncle didnt brign us to e wrong place we might reach earlier n book e place bhind.. i rmbed that incident at RV !!! two bus collided with each other ! n we witnessed it lo. our bus leh. pluz another bus who knocked onto e roof.. -.- alot of accidents leh. that place kinda too small for buses? its sooooo steep n all.. anw, it was e same driver who brought us dere... lol. e high-tea was nice. ok.. nice coz im hungry bah? haha . e 6 of us share 2 pathetic plates man. tricia said we look like some hungry ghost... yeap.... went back to sch n play abit of bball... which i dont think i've played alot....
this reminds me of that time when we stayed back with juniors. as in sec 2 bballers... lol. it was A LIL more fun than tday bah. at least theres weixiang. LOLOL. n tricias DI... n sadrick ?idk how to spell lah. weixiang SUAN-ED me lo. but i dont care ! haha. juniors bullying seniors! thats an offence ! haha.
anw, CONGRATZ TO ALL SENIORS, SEC 4/5s WHO HAD GOT THEIR DESIRED RESULTS ! but for those who didnt, cheer up cans !
ok done. its 11++ now... tmr nidda wake up at normal timing... sian. bye ~
what we could have been, 22:37.
Saturday 19 January 2008
WED
i couldnt recall anything except for bball !! -.- STM LUHHHHHHHH. wth. played bball with yt,tricia,wt, se, yuting, yy, sam, jiaqi, ansong, yuri n blahblahblah ppl. too many liao lah, dun wana write all down.. borrowed bball frm e ssc... but tt ball lik lan dao ~ no friction, too bouncy already... err, first match like not bad leh. LOl. for me lah. coz i normally no mood to play or anh play de.... so nan de rite. haha. n that samuel calls me a MA[horse] . -.- den everybody started calling me tt. lik, wth ! lol. i dont care ! yiting is HE MA LOR. sam is shui ma ! se is ban ma ! actually can let cch be ban ma de ! lOl. hai ma is wanteng rite ! lol. too bad tricia had to go for band.... cant play with us. haha . they kept commenting about my "yao li"["waist power"] luh ! diao lor. its because i cant balance thats why i have to kinda bend back wad... zzz.... thats not horse skills either . -.- haha. anw, play e second match with bball girls +danielc n aloy on the other team. wah den some of us jus stand there n watch e game bah ? lik me lo. Lol. after go home liao . lol.
THURS
our first match for zonal.... sian diaosssssssssssss. we VS ctss. our team lik so "off form" that day lah... idk wad happen to them....... mayb they're having pressure or they just dont hv e mood for match... haiix.. alot of mistakes made.. so wasted cans... its like normally u all oso wont play like these wad...haiix. nvm.. actually they shld smtimes try to pass it to nadia when they are at e goal-third... coz e defenders wasnt ready to sandwich her so u can smhow loop it to her ?? idk lah. mayb can try to throw longer passes to each other coz short pass will take longer time n might also get intercepted? aiyya. but smtimes when u look at others play n u comment alot, when u play like so diff to make things perfect.. hmm. lose already also cant do anyth liao, so just try ur best for e next match k ! im sure u can do alot better than that ! JIAYOU EVERYBODYYYYYYYY !!!!
FRIDAY
eng test. that horses thing. i think i flunked it. srsly.... i cant simply think of words lah. even e easiest word i also cannot think of words to substitute. haiix. maths test ytd, same thing lor. i didnt even revise on binomial expansion... zzz. hmt test. e bao zhang thingy... haiix. i anh do de.. + my handwriting.. mayb cant b deciphered bah ? smmore is e 2A'07 class help to mark n comment de leh.. i crapped for e whole section lo. wah diao. netball training. I FORGOT TO BRING MY PE. AGAIN. second time liao lor... tsk... lik every fri forget to bring de lah.. last year oso nv forget b4... -.- i guess i shld try to put my pe inside first n not wait for e next day when im rushing to sch. -.- zzzzzzzzzzzz !! i even brought my shoes along... that one most probably wont forget de lah... coz when i wear my shoe n see e shoe bag dere will just take de lo. unless im VERYVERY late till i dun hav time to pack my shoes. yea. so me n se do medicine ball pass n all.. when they doing e attacking thing we just shoot at e pole there. but my finger hor.. that "peeled" part isnt recovering at all lah... sian diao. den i'll hv to put plaster there.. haix. yea. arnd 5 we went to e bball court to play... wah they love to surround me n hitting e ball lo.. n i love to hug e bball in my hands. -.- i prefer netball. lol. hmm... thats all.....went back tgt with them lo...
i couldnt recall anything except for bball !! -.- STM LUHHHHHHHH. wth. played bball with yt,tricia,wt, se, yuting, yy, sam, jiaqi, ansong, yuri n blahblahblah ppl. too many liao lah, dun wana write all down.. borrowed bball frm e ssc... but tt ball lik lan dao ~ no friction, too bouncy already... err, first match like not bad leh. LOl. for me lah. coz i normally no mood to play or anh play de.... so nan de rite. haha. n that samuel calls me a MA[horse] . -.- den everybody started calling me tt. lik, wth ! lol. i dont care ! yiting is HE MA LOR. sam is shui ma ! se is ban ma ! actually can let cch be ban ma de ! lOl. hai ma is wanteng rite ! lol. too bad tricia had to go for band.... cant play with us. haha . they kept commenting about my "yao li"["waist power"] luh ! diao lor. its because i cant balance thats why i have to kinda bend back wad... zzz.... thats not horse skills either . -.- haha. anw, play e second match with bball girls +danielc n aloy on the other team. wah den some of us jus stand there n watch e game bah ? lik me lo. Lol. after go home liao . lol.
THURS
our first match for zonal.... sian diaosssssssssssss. we VS ctss. our team lik so "off form" that day lah... idk wad happen to them....... mayb they're having pressure or they just dont hv e mood for match... haiix.. alot of mistakes made.. so wasted cans... its like normally u all oso wont play like these wad...haiix. nvm.. actually they shld smtimes try to pass it to nadia when they are at e goal-third... coz e defenders wasnt ready to sandwich her so u can smhow loop it to her ?? idk lah. mayb can try to throw longer passes to each other coz short pass will take longer time n might also get intercepted? aiyya. but smtimes when u look at others play n u comment alot, when u play like so diff to make things perfect.. hmm. lose already also cant do anyth liao, so just try ur best for e next match k ! im sure u can do alot better than that ! JIAYOU EVERYBODYYYYYYYY !!!!
FRIDAY
eng test. that horses thing. i think i flunked it. srsly.... i cant simply think of words lah. even e easiest word i also cannot think of words to substitute. haiix. maths test ytd, same thing lor. i didnt even revise on binomial expansion... zzz. hmt test. e bao zhang thingy... haiix. i anh do de.. + my handwriting.. mayb cant b deciphered bah ? smmore is e 2A'07 class help to mark n comment de leh.. i crapped for e whole section lo. wah diao. netball training. I FORGOT TO BRING MY PE. AGAIN. second time liao lor... tsk... lik every fri forget to bring de lah.. last year oso nv forget b4... -.- i guess i shld try to put my pe inside first n not wait for e next day when im rushing to sch. -.- zzzzzzzzzzzz !! i even brought my shoes along... that one most probably wont forget de lah... coz when i wear my shoe n see e shoe bag dere will just take de lo. unless im VERYVERY late till i dun hav time to pack my shoes. yea. so me n se do medicine ball pass n all.. when they doing e attacking thing we just shoot at e pole there. but my finger hor.. that "peeled" part isnt recovering at all lah... sian diao. den i'll hv to put plaster there.. haix. yea. arnd 5 we went to e bball court to play... wah they love to surround me n hitting e ball lo.. n i love to hug e bball in my hands. -.- i prefer netball. lol. hmm... thats all.....went back tgt with them lo...
what we could have been, 21:59.
Wednesday 16 January 2008
todays a super emotional day.
just now was jocelyn, now its my aunt.
haiix... for that jocelyn thingy... hmm, jus feel tt coach vv wad lor... she ask e shooters to shoot 3/5 consecutive shots, if miss den we all have to do push ups/situps/running from one end to e other. its like FIVE CONSECUTIVE SHOTS leh. they so stressed up lah... their thinking wld b like: i have to shoot it in or else i will cause my other team mates to hv e punishment. and, they'll b putting alot of stress n blah... but its ok lah, u dont have to feel bad or wadeva coz we're doing e situps n blah thou its quite tiring. we wont blame u de... just try ur best lah... i know she abit nt on form tday... bt nvm luh. take it as we having physical training lo. lolol. and my ankle hurts.. zzz. not bcoz of e running n stuffs.. just suddenly feel those kinda sharp pain... haiix. anw, i changed my shoe... new balance de... i still prefer my nike shoe. -.- nvm. netball ended lik 6.35??? i reached home arnd 7.40... and after bathing plus eat, 9+++++ le lor.
my aunts case now like vv sad... -.- coz my uncle had an accident... den now still in hospital.. so they have to rush dere mah, den i gotta bring my other aunt's kids frm my aunts hse coz their parents are both overseas. zzz... saddening man. hope nothing goes wrong for them bah.... my cousins now making noise say wana go back there to sleep.. sian diao...
my hmwks not done. im having a bad time !! shldnt have blogged right. but cant help it...SO MANY DAYS NV BLOG LE... alot of things wana say.. but no time. lolol.
-NETBALL TOURNAMENT STARTS THIS THURS !!
-E ENG TEST IS POSTPONED !!! [frm last week until ytd, until fri ? lol]
i just hate "use ur own words compre" cause i simply cant get e hang of it. zzz. mr cheng made it sound SOOOOO easy but i rly cant do it. vocab vv lan mah. no words to replace... -.-
-IM SRY FOR CAUSING YT TO GET CAUGHT FOR ANKLE SOCKS
[coz i changed place with her, and she was at e prefect side. ]
-I LAUGHED E HELL OUTTA MYSLEF DURING MATHS.
[coz smthing was uber funny till i laugh until my tummy hurts. lol. that HICCUP THINGY. WAS. SO. FREAKING. FUNNY. srsly . n fyi. laugh is kinda contagious eh ? as in when smb laughs, n u see tt person laughing, u'll also laugh. haha. blah ...]
-I HAVE A GRAND PIANO IN MY PIANO STUDIO !!!!!
[SO COOL RITE ! last week i was like: WOW !!! A GRAND PIANO ! i didnt touch one b4 lo... so its alright for me to be so exicited rite ! hahah. but that piano is so HARD to play . my notes went missing... zzz. as in when i play no sound came out. -.-]
- I WATCHED DAN IN REAL LIFE YTD.
[ that show is boring. wasted our money to watch it luh.. i can already predict e ending of e story le lor... -.- not much climax......]
-WE PLAYED CAPTAINS BALL INSTEAD OF E RUNNING E BLEEP TEST TDAY !
[ im sry marie, i scratched ur hand.. -.-our guys so pathetic, highest lvl was 7..somemore choir de lor... daddy lehhhhh. haha. ansong is damn pro to run till lvl 11 for tt test luh . but i think he can still run. lol.]
-WAS ALMOST LATE FOR SCH !
[i saw alisa n xuanying one lrt. we 3 walked tgt... kinda in a quite slow pace compared to wad i normally did. but rly lor, i too use to walk in tt speed to sch le... coz i scared late mah.. but if im scared tt i'll b late i shld b goin earlier rite. but too bad, i cant do it coz i love sleeping. -.- i suddenly rmb tt i was late for twice last yr. lol. once i was at e gate there. e other time, was e last day of sch... i shldnt hv bothered to come to sch on tt day rite... stilll hv detention de leh. lolol]
-I HAVE TO DO MY HMWK NOWWWWWWWW!
haha. cya peeps .
just now was jocelyn, now its my aunt.
haiix... for that jocelyn thingy... hmm, jus feel tt coach vv wad lor... she ask e shooters to shoot 3/5 consecutive shots, if miss den we all have to do push ups/situps/running from one end to e other. its like FIVE CONSECUTIVE SHOTS leh. they so stressed up lah... their thinking wld b like: i have to shoot it in or else i will cause my other team mates to hv e punishment. and, they'll b putting alot of stress n blah... but its ok lah, u dont have to feel bad or wadeva coz we're doing e situps n blah thou its quite tiring. we wont blame u de... just try ur best lah... i know she abit nt on form tday... bt nvm luh. take it as we having physical training lo. lolol. and my ankle hurts.. zzz. not bcoz of e running n stuffs.. just suddenly feel those kinda sharp pain... haiix. anw, i changed my shoe... new balance de... i still prefer my nike shoe. -.- nvm. netball ended lik 6.35??? i reached home arnd 7.40... and after bathing plus eat, 9+++++ le lor.
my aunts case now like vv sad... -.- coz my uncle had an accident... den now still in hospital.. so they have to rush dere mah, den i gotta bring my other aunt's kids frm my aunts hse coz their parents are both overseas. zzz... saddening man. hope nothing goes wrong for them bah.... my cousins now making noise say wana go back there to sleep.. sian diao...
my hmwks not done. im having a bad time !! shldnt have blogged right. but cant help it...SO MANY DAYS NV BLOG LE... alot of things wana say.. but no time. lolol.
-NETBALL TOURNAMENT STARTS THIS THURS !!
-E ENG TEST IS POSTPONED !!! [frm last week until ytd, until fri ? lol]
i just hate "use ur own words compre" cause i simply cant get e hang of it. zzz. mr cheng made it sound SOOOOO easy but i rly cant do it. vocab vv lan mah. no words to replace... -.-
-IM SRY FOR CAUSING YT TO GET CAUGHT FOR ANKLE SOCKS
[coz i changed place with her, and she was at e prefect side. ]
-I LAUGHED E HELL OUTTA MYSLEF DURING MATHS.
[coz smthing was uber funny till i laugh until my tummy hurts. lol. that HICCUP THINGY. WAS. SO. FREAKING. FUNNY. srsly . n fyi. laugh is kinda contagious eh ? as in when smb laughs, n u see tt person laughing, u'll also laugh. haha. blah ...]
-I HAVE A GRAND PIANO IN MY PIANO STUDIO !!!!!
[SO COOL RITE ! last week i was like: WOW !!! A GRAND PIANO ! i didnt touch one b4 lo... so its alright for me to be so exicited rite ! hahah. but that piano is so HARD to play . my notes went missing... zzz. as in when i play no sound came out. -.-]
- I WATCHED DAN IN REAL LIFE YTD.
[ that show is boring. wasted our money to watch it luh.. i can already predict e ending of e story le lor... -.- not much climax......]
-WE PLAYED CAPTAINS BALL INSTEAD OF E RUNNING E BLEEP TEST TDAY !
[ im sry marie, i scratched ur hand.. -.-our guys so pathetic, highest lvl was 7..somemore choir de lor... daddy lehhhhh. haha. ansong is damn pro to run till lvl 11 for tt test luh . but i think he can still run. lol.]
-WAS ALMOST LATE FOR SCH !
[i saw alisa n xuanying one lrt. we 3 walked tgt... kinda in a quite slow pace compared to wad i normally did. but rly lor, i too use to walk in tt speed to sch le... coz i scared late mah.. but if im scared tt i'll b late i shld b goin earlier rite. but too bad, i cant do it coz i love sleeping. -.- i suddenly rmb tt i was late for twice last yr. lol. once i was at e gate there. e other time, was e last day of sch... i shldnt hv bothered to come to sch on tt day rite... stilll hv detention de leh. lolol]
-I HAVE TO DO MY HMWK NOWWWWWWWW!
haha. cya peeps .
what we could have been, 02:01.
Sunday 6 January 2008
"只要在你身邊 我就省掉思念
時間只用來眷戀
我要在你身邊 盡情浪費喜悅
也許一待就永遠 "
時間只用來眷戀
我要在你身邊 盡情浪費喜悅
也許一待就永遠 "
what we could have been, 00:18.
Thursday 3 January 2008
i've just reached home. i seriously gotta chiong my chinese cause yangmm says tt we hv to hand it in by tmr. zzz... but e paper says its next week LOR !! zzz. nvm.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ~~
reached sch when e flag raising is about to start... -.- i think they change timing or wad lor. last time i reach cck at 7.15 still can make it to FR... now i earlier by 5+mins oso gonna b late already... sian lah. why must my hse be so damn far from e sch man... but i dun wana move hse.. lol. live here for so many years le... wont bear to leave de wadddd. lol. ok. den erm. sat with perlyn coz shes alone at e back of 3C? n i was quite surprise why she was in my class lor... n after e eng lesson she found out tt she went into e wrong class... lol. ohya anw, my mentors are MR BENNY LIM & MS LOSINY !!! not bad rite... but i think mr lim can b quite fierce... i still rmb tt time during FR he shouted at a guy... chem... no mr lim.. lol. he teach those sub sci de.. ours is LYT....he explained alot about olvl thing. oh wait was it him ? or its mr tan. -.- stm again. i cant rmb e names of e teacher.. zzz... n tday serern was telling me that she told me who was her teacher alrdy but i freaking forgot. lol. e maths teacher ms toh YR didnt come, mr tan took over her period. physics.. LLL. <- our physics teacher. i forgot her name again ! argh...
NETBALL. physical training. 2.4km... my shoe spoilt diao ! zzz. i have to change it to kappa. OHYA. gosh. i almost forgot about e kappa shoes thing ! hmm.. u noe tues night i went to buy my shoes at sunshine after going CWP... very last min lah. den e person tell me tt shoe 7 no stock. so i ask whether hv size 6 anot.... they oso say dun hv... cant possibly ask me to wear size 8 rite... size 7 already a lil loose liao... sian.. so have to buy e strap one lor ! sian .. i hate tt straps shoe lah.. so diff to walk... u noe e front part dere hor, very easy to bend luh. as in have those dent which i obviously dont want it to be there. -.- lik so wth lor... i look so stupid with tt shoe.. plus these 2 days i wear quite high socks.. zzz. yea. den during training tt time i was like so erm. xintong[???] to see my shoe get bend... its e first day oni lor bcome liddat liao.. zzzz... i cant walk properly or jump.. e skipping ropes tripped over my feet for zillion times luh. wah i tt time abit pissed liao lor. zzz. den we play basketball with e juniors...
^ those up dere i forgot to post one actual day...
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL ~~
reached sch when e flag raising is about to start... -.- i think they change timing or wad lor. last time i reach cck at 7.15 still can make it to FR... now i earlier by 5+mins oso gonna b late already... sian lah. why must my hse be so damn far from e sch man... but i dun wana move hse.. lol. live here for so many years le... wont bear to leave de wadddd. lol. ok. den erm. sat with perlyn coz shes alone at e back of 3C? n i was quite surprise why she was in my class lor... n after e eng lesson she found out tt she went into e wrong class... lol. ohya anw, my mentors are MR BENNY LIM & MS LOSINY !!! not bad rite... but i think mr lim can b quite fierce... i still rmb tt time during FR he shouted at a guy... chem... no mr lim.. lol. he teach those sub sci de.. ours is LYT....he explained alot about olvl thing. oh wait was it him ? or its mr tan. -.- stm again. i cant rmb e names of e teacher.. zzz... n tday serern was telling me that she told me who was her teacher alrdy but i freaking forgot. lol. e maths teacher ms toh YR didnt come, mr tan took over her period. physics.. LLL. <- our physics teacher. i forgot her name again ! argh...
NETBALL. physical training. 2.4km... my shoe spoilt diao ! zzz. i have to change it to kappa. OHYA. gosh. i almost forgot about e kappa shoes thing ! hmm.. u noe tues night i went to buy my shoes at sunshine after going CWP... very last min lah. den e person tell me tt shoe 7 no stock. so i ask whether hv size 6 anot.... they oso say dun hv... cant possibly ask me to wear size 8 rite... size 7 already a lil loose liao... sian.. so have to buy e strap one lor ! sian .. i hate tt straps shoe lah.. so diff to walk... u noe e front part dere hor, very easy to bend luh. as in have those dent which i obviously dont want it to be there. -.- lik so wth lor... i look so stupid with tt shoe.. plus these 2 days i wear quite high socks.. zzz. yea. den during training tt time i was like so erm. xintong[???] to see my shoe get bend... its e first day oni lor bcome liddat liao.. zzzz... i cant walk properly or jump.. e skipping ropes tripped over my feet for zillion times luh. wah i tt time abit pissed liao lor. zzz. den we play basketball with e juniors...
^ those up dere i forgot to post one actual day...
what we could have been, 15:51.
Wednesday 2 January 2008
no time to blog. sorry. tmr cansss .
but,
I HATE MY KAPPA SHOES!!!
i'll tell u why tmr. =]
but,
I HATE MY KAPPA SHOES!!!
i'll tell u why tmr. =]
what we could have been, 22:26.
