Monday 28 July 2008
i dont belong here.
sometimes i really wonder. will it make a difference if i werent born to this world ?
yea.
there wont be unwanted troubles for you to solve.
you dont have to care/nag/scold an extra person.
things would be easier.
people say that we tend to cherish others more when they are gone.
but i guess, it wont be.
-maths CT last week. very very bad. loss of SIX marks for amaths due to careless mistake. three marks for emaths. coz i was too gan jiong n had no time for e last ques. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. my formula is CORRECT. i freaking missed out e last step. if not i will get full marks. goddamn.
-bb match opp sch was quite fun last week. haha. cant rmb much. but joel n cw joined. wy too. haha. so nan de she come sia. haha. we played monkey when both courts were occupied...
-cwc thing. its e preparation for us to go to e old folks home. kinda like amazing race. ran alot.. ms losiny joined our group. i was being fed by her. for e ice-cream bonus question. HOW FORTUNATE. (((((((((((: i thought i was gona pair with _, but thank god. i sound very bad.. but.. erm. i didnt say who is it. as you all know, OF COZ ITS YT ! LOL. oh forget it. haha. marie fell down at e slope... oh man. it really must have hurt alot right ? haiiyos.. we didnt make it to e second station. zzz. waited for zillion years until e bus came. but OMG-ed, its too full. so we ended up being e last one..
-PIANO-ed. i rmbed tt it was RAINING. i was standing outside the entrance n waiting for dear rain to stop. thank god my piano teacher came n SAVED me. (: yeah. if not i rly have no idea how am i suppose to get home coz the rain was bigger. lols. it feels great when the raindrops beat down on me. lols. but its freaking cold after a strong wind blowssssssssssssssssssssssss.
-chiong-ed to bel's hse to make the cake thing after hmt. the important things were done up arldy. all i have to do is SPREAD the mixture on e biscuit base. its HARD I TELL YOU. harder than oreo cheese cake. yea. went home prepared a lil. met bel n alisa first plus others at cwp. hmm.. the situation was kinda awkward actually.. lols... uhuh. -.- so yea. the people who went were alisa,belicia,thoven,jarrold,joel n jack[?]. of course. not forgetting the BIRTHDAY GIRL, xueli (: ! haha. we went to sit beside the "big candle"[mentioned by joel. its actually the "pole" holding e mrt track] n proceeded to cut the CAKE. its a pity we didnt take any photos. n I didnt take any photos of people. argh. -.- i manage to take e HALF EATEN CAKEEEEEEEe. only. zzz.
peach cheese cake. with e jelly layer on top. its nice ok ! the lighting is abit weird. but its so " ROMANTIC" celebrating under the lamppost.
went to pizza hut. it took damn long luh. zzz...
plates. so random. thoven started it. haha.
utensils ((:
it a $17 meal. i think we shared the cost n treated xueli ? lols.
-mrt/bus-ed home. thoven's PSP skills is *$#@*($&)#@* good. -.- a source of entertainment for us. haha. they send my home coz they we afraid of me getting "rapped" late in e night. -.- haha. thanks anw. glad we had a nice day yeah ? hope you guys had fun. (:
-saturday i slept for half a day coz i was too tired. -.- & yea. MY SLEEPING DISEASE IS CONTAGIOUS ALRIGHT ! hahaa.
-today... nothing much ? stayed back for eng ip n some hmwk-ing. yt wasnt feeling well.. she went back home.. so didnt went bb court ? lols.
-"chiong-ed" home again. coincidently met d_k on the way. erm dots. no comment.. -.-
NVM. i shall end my post here. buh-bye peepoooooos.
im tired of living.
give me a break will you?
my parents dont like me to use the com. saying that its a waste of time. yes, i agree with it sometimes. but its a tool for you to communicate with others. you cant possibly live without it. they say, theres always a telephone. but being such a introvert person, i dont like to use the telephone much, unless the other party calls n that person has something to talk about or smth. if not i dont think calling is a very good way for me.. so yea. that explains why i use sms n msn more often. so you get it now ? [no you dont]
"why you give those sian sian look"
"dont be like that." giving me a frown.
wth ? was that meant to be a console ?
i rather you not say anything than giving me such a comment thats making me feel worse.
"dont spend time on unnecessary stuffs like blogging n using msn."
i think if i dont have this blog. it would be much harder for me to cope. things would be bottled up inside me n nobody will know. one day i might just collapse and break down. maybe it seems impossible to you. but even if that happened. you wont see it.
yea.
there wont be unwanted troubles for you to solve.
you dont have to care/nag/scold an extra person.
people say that we tend to cherish others more when they are gone.
but i guess, it wont be.
-maths CT last week. very very bad. loss of SIX marks for amaths due to careless mistake. three marks for emaths. coz i was too gan jiong n had no time for e last ques. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. my formula is CORRECT. i freaking missed out e last step. if not i will get full marks. goddamn.
-bb match opp sch was quite fun last week. haha. cant rmb much. but joel n cw joined. wy too. haha. so nan de she come sia. haha. we played monkey when both courts were occupied...
-cwc thing. its e preparation for us to go to e old folks home. kinda like amazing race. ran alot.. ms losiny joined our group. i was being fed by her. for e ice-cream bonus question. HOW FORTUNATE. (((((((((((: i thought i was gona pair with _, but thank god. i sound very bad.. but.. erm. i didnt say who is it. as you all know, OF COZ ITS YT ! LOL. oh forget it. haha. marie fell down at e slope... oh man. it really must have hurt alot right ? haiiyos.. we didnt make it to e second station. zzz. waited for zillion years until e bus came. but OMG-ed, its too full. so we ended up being e last one..
-PIANO-ed. i rmbed tt it was RAINING. i was standing outside the entrance n waiting for dear rain to stop. thank god my piano teacher came n SAVED me. (: yeah. if not i rly have no idea how am i suppose to get home coz the rain was bigger. lols. it feels great when the raindrops beat down on me. lols. but its freaking cold after a strong wind blowssssssssssssssssssssssss.
-chiong-ed to bel's hse to make the cake thing after hmt. the important things were done up arldy. all i have to do is SPREAD the mixture on e biscuit base. its HARD I TELL YOU. harder than oreo cheese cake. yea. went home prepared a lil. met bel n alisa first plus others at cwp. hmm.. the situation was kinda awkward actually.. lols... uhuh. -.- so yea. the people who went were alisa,belicia,thoven,jarrold,joel n jack[?]. of course. not forgetting the BIRTHDAY GIRL, xueli (: ! haha. we went to sit beside the "big candle"[mentioned by joel. its actually the "pole" holding e mrt track] n proceeded to cut the CAKE. its a pity we didnt take any photos. n I didnt take any photos of people. argh. -.- i manage to take e HALF EATEN CAKEEEEEEEe. only. zzz.
peach cheese cake. with e jelly layer on top. its nice ok ! the lighting is abit weird. but its so " ROMANTIC" celebrating under the lamppost.
went to pizza hut. it took damn long luh. zzz...
plates. so random. thoven started it. haha.
utensils ((:
it a $17 meal. i think we shared the cost n treated xueli ? lols.
-mrt/bus-ed home. thoven's PSP skills is *$#@*($&)#@* good. -.- a source of entertainment for us. haha. they send my home coz they we afraid of me getting "rapped" late in e night. -.- haha. thanks anw. glad we had a nice day yeah ? hope you guys had fun. (:
-saturday i slept for half a day coz i was too tired. -.- & yea. MY SLEEPING DISEASE IS CONTAGIOUS ALRIGHT ! hahaa.
-today... nothing much ? stayed back for eng ip n some hmwk-ing. yt wasnt feeling well.. she went back home.. so didnt went bb court ? lols.
-"chiong-ed" home again. coincidently met d_k on the way. erm dots. no comment.. -.-
NVM. i shall end my post here. buh-bye peepoooooos.
im tired of living.
give me a break will you?
"why you give those sian sian look"
"dont be like that." giving me a frown.
wth ? was that meant to be a console ?
i rather you not say anything than giving me such a comment thats making me feel worse.
"dont spend time on unnecessary stuffs like blogging n using msn."
i think if i dont have this blog. it would be much harder for me to cope. things would be bottled up inside me n nobody will know. one day i might just collapse and break down. maybe it seems impossible to you. but even if that happened. you wont see it.
what we could have been, 20:56.
Monday 21 July 2008
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
my god my god. im glad it had passed.
the day i've been waiting for. FINALLY. passed.
a load is off my mind now. but i can say that didnt do well for it.
during recess, DEAR WY gave me a very "WOW" look.. dots lor. i kena pressurized u know. -.- i was thinking "what if i did badly? what if i cant pass?" or smth like that. wah. -.-
it rained. the weather was very cold.
prepared myself. headed to the exam venue. lrt didnt quite work again. the announcement said that all passengers had to get off the train. freaking helll. i was going to be late alright. the delay at keat hong made my heart thump faster. -.- i had this thought to get outta the train n run there man. -.-
actually i was quite calm before i went in.. the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach began to come in at the later part.zzz.
SCALEs.
F man. i didnt even get one coNLY GOT ONE CORRECT? too nervous. cant rmb. lol.]. i know thats damn ke bei. BUT WHmpletely correct[or maybe, i OY?!?! i practice at home is like 95% lor. i put in so much effort n it became like that ? WHY ARE MY FINGERS SO NAUGHTY? !!! god damn. he didnt even test me on broken chords. i think i've played too badly that he didnt even want to hear me play. -.-
PIECES.
first one. i couldnt even play properly. my left hand felt as if there werent any strength. some notes couldnt be heard n i started panicking. tempo was too fast. uneven-ess appeared. ending is crap. argh. i can see my fingers trembling on e keys itself.
second. the one which i thought i had most confidence in... got stuck. i think its becoz my teacher said i played one note wrongly in that specific part. so i was more aware of it.. but when i it came i cant even rmb how to play. it happened again when e examiner asked me to restart. i rly got nth to say.. -.- its really vv obvious bcoz that piece was a smooth flowing one. haiix.
the last one was played the best. the dynamics... idk... im afraid it didnt sound very obvious.. im glad i didnt make any mistakes...
SIGHT-READING.
the preparation time was quite long i think. its bcoz the piece was easy[it is but my sight reading isnt good]? hmm. but the ending.. i have no idea what am i pressing. -.- quite a few mistakes..
AURAL.
surprisingly e memorizing melody part was alright... (: its the FIRST time im getting it perfect ? e previous time when i was tested by my teacher all kana sai seh. -.- sight-singing was the most stupid thing ever. i was suppose to sing two bars one after e other. but bcoz i was _, i was still at the first bar when he moved on to the next. i didnt even notice until he started playing the next section. -.- whatever ~
went back with a heavy heart ranting all the way through sms. haiix..
i hope the examiner mean it when he says "well done".
pleaseplease, dont give me a glimpse of hope n tell me im going to retake it next year.
hmm.. is the luck charm useful ?
at least it can "boost" some confidence in me. though its fake. LOl. i dont care.
--------------------------
morning was freaking pissed coz i was LATE for school. i went FIVE minutes earlier yet i have to rush all the way coz of the LRT thats super slow like what. i was giving those WTF face which really shows that im very bu shuang. when ms low said having lrt as a reason, we had to serve our detention but the time will be shorten. i was like more ()*#$&#@$*@#$(# alrdy. thank god she finally let us off. OR ELSE...... [idk what will happen] lol.
THAT MONSTER/BABY/WHATEVER HELL NAME PERSON, WHEN TO DISTURB ME DURING ENG. im immune to ticklings alright. but not always. LOL. GO DI SIAO UR MASTER/MOTHER LUH. AIYO . when did it bcome MY TURN to be bullied. -.-
chinese. SIAN-ed. ym2 went through the wkshts. our class.. not much ppl do.. i think shes quite disappointed ? hmm yea.
my god my god. im glad it had passed.
the day i've been waiting for. FINALLY. passed.
a load is off my mind now. but i can say that didnt do well for it.
during recess, DEAR WY gave me a very "WOW" look.. dots lor. i kena pressurized u know. -.- i was thinking "what if i did badly? what if i cant pass?" or smth like that. wah. -.-
it rained. the weather was very cold.
prepared myself. headed to the exam venue. lrt didnt quite work again. the announcement said that all passengers had to get off the train. freaking helll. i was going to be late alright. the delay at keat hong made my heart thump faster. -.- i had this thought to get outta the train n run there man. -.-
actually i was quite calm before i went in.. the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach began to come in at the later part.zzz.
SCALEs.
F man. i didnt even get one coNLY GOT ONE CORRECT? too nervous. cant rmb. lol.]. i know thats damn ke bei. BUT WHmpletely correct[or maybe, i OY?!?! i practice at home is like 95% lor. i put in so much effort n it became like that ? WHY ARE MY FINGERS SO NAUGHTY? !!! god damn. he didnt even test me on broken chords. i think i've played too badly that he didnt even want to hear me play. -.-
PIECES.
first one. i couldnt even play properly. my left hand felt as if there werent any strength. some notes couldnt be heard n i started panicking. tempo was too fast. uneven-ess appeared. ending is crap. argh. i can see my fingers trembling on e keys itself.
second. the one which i thought i had most confidence in... got stuck. i think its becoz my teacher said i played one note wrongly in that specific part. so i was more aware of it.. but when i it came i cant even rmb how to play. it happened again when e examiner asked me to restart. i rly got nth to say.. -.- its really vv obvious bcoz that piece was a smooth flowing one. haiix.
the last one was played the best. the dynamics... idk... im afraid it didnt sound very obvious.. im glad i didnt make any mistakes...
SIGHT-READING.
the preparation time was quite long i think. its bcoz the piece was easy[it is but my sight reading isnt good]? hmm. but the ending.. i have no idea what am i pressing. -.- quite a few mistakes..
AURAL.
surprisingly e memorizing melody part was alright... (: its the FIRST time im getting it perfect ? e previous time when i was tested by my teacher all kana sai seh. -.- sight-singing was the most stupid thing ever. i was suppose to sing two bars one after e other. but bcoz i was _, i was still at the first bar when he moved on to the next. i didnt even notice until he started playing the next section. -.- whatever ~
went back with a heavy heart ranting all the way through sms. haiix..
i hope the examiner mean it when he says "well done".
pleaseplease, dont give me a glimpse of hope n tell me im going to retake it next year.
hmm.. is the luck charm useful ?
at least it can "boost" some confidence in me. though its fake. LOl. i dont care.
--------------------------
morning was freaking pissed coz i was LATE for school. i went FIVE minutes earlier yet i have to rush all the way coz of the LRT thats super slow like what. i was giving those WTF face which really shows that im very bu shuang. when ms low said having lrt as a reason, we had to serve our detention but the time will be shorten. i was like more ()*#$&#@$*@#$(# alrdy. thank god she finally let us off. OR ELSE...... [idk what will happen] lol.
THAT MONSTER/BABY/WHATEVER HELL NAME PERSON, WHEN TO DISTURB ME DURING ENG. im immune to ticklings alright. but not always. LOL. GO DI SIAO UR MASTER/MOTHER LUH. AIYO . when did it bcome MY TURN to be bullied. -.-
chinese. SIAN-ed. ym2 went through the wkshts. our class.. not much ppl do.. i think shes quite disappointed ? hmm yea.
what we could have been, 18:57.
Saturday 19 July 2008
photo that are take quite long ago..
thats during zonals period. erm. a lil weird. diaoo
netball (:
its written randomly on a TISSUE PAPER. surprisingly yt could read that. i thought i was very blur ? but now its clearer i guess. haha.
yt's nicely taken photo. my fringe is hanging around ~
on the seeeeeeeeeeeeeee sawwwwwwwwwwwwwww. -.-
shadow of me n yy
y2
CFN.
pizza hut. wanteng (:
tricia & serern blurred image again.
her[yt] drink
unglam ? no face girl combing hair LOL
those two are taken by yt. again.. john has a competitor. LOl. just that shes not in photography club. haha
random photos.
rainy days.
the record.
my pathetic broken clip.
randomness. didnt know how i got that
camera shy
farewell party.
thats during zonals period. erm. a lil weird. diaoo
netball (:
its written randomly on a TISSUE PAPER. surprisingly yt could read that. i thought i was very blur ? but now its clearer i guess. haha.
yt's nicely taken photo. my fringe is hanging around ~
on the seeeeeeeeeeeeeee sawwwwwwwwwwwwwww. -.-
shadow of me n yy
y2
CFN.
pizza hut. wanteng (:
tricia & serern blurred image again.
her[yt] drink
unglam ? no face girl combing hair LOL
those two are taken by yt. again.. john has a competitor. LOl. just that shes not in photography club. haha
random photos.
rainy days.
the record.
my pathetic broken clip.
randomness. didnt know how i got that
camera shy
farewell party.
what we could have been, 21:51.
Friday 18 July 2008
Wanfen; I SAW THAT ALRIGHTTTTTTT. i dont deserve that. if i do, you do. ok, from now onwards i'll continue saying u n YX. BLEAH.
Wanfen; i NEED MY SLEEPPPPPPPP. yesyes. im a VERY HEAVY sleeper.
[d]onald™; ORHOR. U CHEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. LOLOL !
dERrick; ooo. aiya as long as its some pleasant its alright to me (: lol
Yiting.; NOOB LAH U. still need me help u put as pmmmmmmmm. waste my SPACE. LOL
was suppose to upload the photos. -.- but its kinda late already... hmm... tmr bah.
Wanfen; i NEED MY SLEEPPPPPPPP. yesyes. im a VERY HEAVY sleeper.
[d]onald™; ORHOR. U CHEATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. LOLOL !
dERrick; ooo. aiya as long as its some pleasant its alright to me (: lol
Yiting.; NOOB LAH U. still need me help u put as pmmmmmmmm. waste my SPACE. LOL
was suppose to upload the photos. -.- but its kinda late already... hmm... tmr bah.
what we could have been, 23:10.
WOHHHHHHHHHHHHS. I'VE GOT THE FEEL ~ I'VE GOT THE FEELING ~~~~~~~~ yeahyeahyeah ~ wah, just now i got practice piano. wah i felt that i have total control of my fingersssss! ALL VERY CLOSE[whatever, theres always room for improvement] TO PERFECTION. for pieces. my scales omgggggggg no mistakes n such. only stumbled for once or twice for appegiosssssssssssssssssssssssss ! im so happy !! two more days for me to perfect everything. at least i might be able to perform 70% on e actual day. hmm.. im afraid of sight reading & aural..
WHY AM I HAVING STM ?!?! argh !
THURS.
cant rmb anything. zzz... except that we watched ms tan's wedding video. on jeany's account. LOL. the unglamness of yiting last year. muahahahaaaaa. CE we tried loading it again.. but er.. its very slow... decided to go for IT training since we[me n ada] didnt go for the earlier ones n our lesson is on e last day.. -.- ok.. YT & ADA PRANKED ME. in the toilet. at least its not e one beside 4A.. i actually forgot about e story mr lim told us until ada gave me an"omg im so not gona go in" face which totally reminded me of that. erm yea. THEY HID THEMSELVES IN THE TOILET CUBICLE. i suspect it anw. lols. but i still went out. haha.
the so called MANGA turned out to be some editing if our names using photoshop. dots lor. IT is a waste of time luh. -.-
left after 45+mins n met the others[venus was the only one there. + some late comers?] went to windemere condo for our farewell party. the function room was.. not very big ? nvm, mayb its all like that. so we waited for the other food to come n started setting up the place. uhuh..
juniors were playing some games.. that "shooting game" i forgot the name. anw, we heard ms tok describing how her husband proposed to her. LOLs man. its really funny. especially jocelyn? lol.
went to the games room. coach VS ms tok. melissa, jocelyn n ginny somesorta joined the game. haha. ms tok is ZHUN DE LOR. super accurate lah. coach was like saying she "shi chang" tday. the girls were freaking funny when they hit the ball ! HAHAH. blahblahblah ~ slacked around n our previous batch came.. hmm.. it had been quite some time since we've met them... yeap. before going for my piano. i've got a GREAT BIG HUG from coach n ms tok. it started with ada luh. haha. i wouldnt dare if it wasnt for her. lol. yeap. ms tok commented for us to study hard[i didnt rly hear properly.. kinda distracted.. by idk what. -.-] while ms yeo was asking me to eat more coz im very skinny? -.- lor. this is not considered as skinny luh.
i guess everybody had fun (:
piano was ok.. dad came to help me return my bks n fetch me back .
TODAY.
PE. matched against other girls.. oh man. i cant do digging. plus the angle was OFF n they[ i think its only yt] were forcing me to hit it backkkkkk ! -.- when its too high u cant possibly do that right... -.- later i injure my wrist again eh ! the ball went backwards.. so embarrassing. zzz... dont care luh.
THE CHEEEEEEEEENA PPL CAME. WYT dared me to say 我爱中国 which is a damn lame thing to do. -.-.. hmt.. watched that movie again. i swear that person can play very well ! we still hven handed up that stupid gua sha wksht. zzz.
netball Physical training. went to e gym to explore when waiting for the others. that treadmill thing is tiring ! i think i "over run" when its like walking speed but im running already. -.- aiyya idk how to use luh. -.- it makes e muscles very painful.. yuting completed her 2.4 in 8mins+ using the cycling thing. lol. ok.. 2.4 is like quite strenuous for me. coz of the "contraction" of muscles n blah. for me i cant really take it luh. not like yuting lo.. timing was better than e previous time -.- i was walking...
played captains ball. being e catcher is fun luh. mei xuan/mei hui 's hand is LONGGGGGGGGG. -.- my throws were quite sucky. zzz...... i got a face on hit by the ball anw. i hope i aint disfigured coz of that -.-.... am i the ball magnet or what ? TWO HITS for this week alrdy.OMG LOR. dots...
ok done. finished my blabberings already. (((((:
WHY AM I HAVING STM ?!?! argh !
THURS.
cant rmb anything. zzz... except that we watched ms tan's wedding video. on jeany's account. LOL. the unglamness of yiting last year. muahahahaaaaa. CE we tried loading it again.. but er.. its very slow... decided to go for IT training since we[me n ada] didnt go for the earlier ones n our lesson is on e last day.. -.- ok.. YT & ADA PRANKED ME. in the toilet. at least its not e one beside 4A.. i actually forgot about e story mr lim told us until ada gave me an"omg im so not gona go in" face which totally reminded me of that. erm yea. THEY HID THEMSELVES IN THE TOILET CUBICLE. i suspect it anw. lols. but i still went out. haha.
the so called MANGA turned out to be some editing if our names using photoshop. dots lor. IT is a waste of time luh. -.-
left after 45+mins n met the others[venus was the only one there. + some late comers?] went to windemere condo for our farewell party. the function room was.. not very big ? nvm, mayb its all like that. so we waited for the other food to come n started setting up the place. uhuh..
juniors were playing some games.. that "shooting game" i forgot the name. anw, we heard ms tok describing how her husband proposed to her. LOLs man. its really funny. especially jocelyn? lol.
went to the games room. coach VS ms tok. melissa, jocelyn n ginny somesorta joined the game. haha. ms tok is ZHUN DE LOR. super accurate lah. coach was like saying she "shi chang" tday. the girls were freaking funny when they hit the ball ! HAHAH. blahblahblah ~ slacked around n our previous batch came.. hmm.. it had been quite some time since we've met them... yeap. before going for my piano. i've got a GREAT BIG HUG from coach n ms tok. it started with ada luh. haha. i wouldnt dare if it wasnt for her. lol. yeap. ms tok commented for us to study hard[i didnt rly hear properly.. kinda distracted.. by idk what. -.-] while ms yeo was asking me to eat more coz im very skinny? -.- lor. this is not considered as skinny luh.
i guess everybody had fun (:
piano was ok.. dad came to help me return my bks n fetch me back .
TODAY.
PE. matched against other girls.. oh man. i cant do digging. plus the angle was OFF n they[ i think its only yt] were forcing me to hit it backkkkkk ! -.- when its too high u cant possibly do that right... -.- later i injure my wrist again eh ! the ball went backwards.. so embarrassing. zzz... dont care luh.
THE CHEEEEEEEEENA PPL CAME. WYT dared me to say 我爱中国 which is a damn lame thing to do. -.-.. hmt.. watched that movie again. i swear that person can play very well ! we still hven handed up that stupid gua sha wksht. zzz.
netball Physical training. went to e gym to explore when waiting for the others. that treadmill thing is tiring ! i think i "over run" when its like walking speed but im running already. -.- aiyya idk how to use luh. -.- it makes e muscles very painful.. yuting completed her 2.4 in 8mins+ using the cycling thing. lol. ok.. 2.4 is like quite strenuous for me. coz of the "contraction" of muscles n blah. for me i cant really take it luh. not like yuting lo.. timing was better than e previous time -.- i was walking...
played captains ball. being e catcher is fun luh. mei xuan/mei hui 's hand is LONGGGGGGGGG. -.- my throws were quite sucky. zzz...... i got a face on hit by the ball anw. i hope i aint disfigured coz of that -.-.... am i the ball magnet or what ? TWO HITS for this week alrdy.OMG LOR. dots...
ok done. finished my blabberings already. (((((:
what we could have been, 21:55.
Tuesday 15 July 2008
i just cant seem to smile like before.
TUES.
-jerome n se gao ai mei during ENG class[mr cheng didnt come for lesson, idk why]. PUH-LEEZEEEEE?!?! i was trying to do complete my letter... at the end of the day, i didnt even finish one para. GOSH.that "baby" was trying to tickle people. coz his tickling didnt have much effect on me, he decided to concentrate on tickling MY DEAREST LP. LOL. but, im not so gona get jealoussssssssss. LOL ~ overall it was quite entertaining to see them "da qing ma qiao-ing" (: LOL ~
-xx was stepping on my feet after eng. its PAIN alright ! of course. HE ISNT LIGHT in e first place.
-chem. i "get no balls"[ms tok loves that quote! I MISS HER !] at what ms zhang is saying in class. -.- our two periods of chem experiment on e explosive stuff was interesting.. jerome kena-ed e sparks during e explosion coz he was standing too close. so scaryyyyy..
-ate lunch at limbang food court after sch. it had been MONTHS since i ever stepped into that place. didnt eat macs coz yt had sore throat[ TELL ME YOU DIDNT GET UR FLU FRM ME. LOL.]
-LC. waited for HALF AN HOUR for the whole thing to start. -.- yes, it indeed is a waste of time.. the music reminds me of my bro. -.- you know, i always hear the music thats playing on his radio in e morning. -.- SYMPHONY 92.4 . actually not bad luh. can help us relax. overall the exam was... ok? idk luh. they keep saying our ans is wrong..
-i couldnt decide.. so,i tried flipping the coin ~ its either lam soon or opp sch. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET HEADS?!?! mayb it has rly gotta do with what i think ? ok fine. so i went opp sch while tricia n se went lamsoon to find bernard n co.
-I FREAKING GOT A HEAD SHOT WHILE RETURNING THE BALL. WTH. )($#&@$*$#(@! WEEWANTENGGGGGGGGGGG !!! WHY DID U HAVE TO MURDER ME?!?! n my pretty CLIP. im glad that i have new ones.. if not im gona go to sch with a broken clip on my hair. my god, IT RLY HURTS ALOT OK !! the impact all acting on the pin, transferring the pain to my HEAD ! it was a direct hit you know !!!! I COULDNT DESCRIBE THE PAIN. or, u can try experiencing it. i nearly cried! tears were half-brimming in my eyes LOR. god damn. PLEASE wt, nxt time dont anh throwwwwwwwwwwww ! -.-
-walked to lot1 with yy. saw xx n youkang on e way ? i thought they were going back to get ansong's ball? oh nvm.
i wonder how i always "flash" my smile around last time when i couldnt answer to things or whatsoever. -.-.. but now... i canttttt. argh. maybe ive not smiled properly for a long long long time..? hmm.. thats why my mouth become "stiff" alrdy. diaos. maybe somebody should come n teach me how to smile.
u know, those above was written ytd... i didnt manage to post it cos it was getting late n i have to flip through my maths bk. i wanted to post some photos too.. but i guess i cant post them tday again.. hmm.. i came across tricias blog tday n found out that she kinda felt the same way as i do. uhuh. such a coincidence.. -.-..
TODAY.
-i was very drowsy in class.. i think i've been getting dreams lately.. that explains why im so tired ! -.-
-CHI. a new movie ~ its about a violinist. SO COOL ! violin is hard to play.. especially when my hand keeps vibrating when i hold e bow..-.- the interesting part got cut off coz its our recess alrdy. plus that air filter thing is very irritating !
-mr tan came late coz of the k fitness thing. we lost some time coz of that.
-physics experiment. the same old thing we did last time. SO SIAN.
-english. the technology next few years.. the "com" in pen is a great invention i must say.. but me n se both agreed that having the real keyboard is better than having e sensor keyboard. lols. i said that maybe we wont even get to enjoy the privilege of having such things next time... coz we might be drowned. you know, e ice bergs n such...
-lunch-ed. -> cup noodles coz the canteen was too full.. i think there wont be anything left after we get to e front of the line luh.
-CT.. its considered easy compared to other test.. idk what to say.. i might even fail? i did every question.. but didnt complete one coz of e factorising. careless mistake i guess.. thats why i couldnt factorize ?
-met up with other three netbies[ada,shanice,shimin] to do e agar agar. se didnt go coz shes having her it training. so we were talking happily until we reach shanice's hse when her DOG greeted us with his barkings.. her mum was friendly.. n helpful too. had to boil e water for a longlonglong time[its 3 litres] n wait for e "agar agar strings" to dissolve.. -.-.. i didnt even see those "strings" before until tday when SHIMIN led me outta e wellllll. LOL. ok... our containers are too big... nvm.. we went back home at around 6+ when everything was completed.
-hope tmrs farewell would be fun. & memorable.
TUES.
-jerome n se gao ai mei during ENG class[mr cheng didnt come for lesson, idk why]. PUH-LEEZEEEEE?!?! i was trying to do complete my letter... at the end of the day, i didnt even finish one para. GOSH.that "baby" was trying to tickle people. coz his tickling didnt have much effect on me, he decided to concentrate on tickling MY DEAREST LP. LOL. but, im not so gona get jealoussssssssss. LOL ~ overall it was quite entertaining to see them "da qing ma qiao-ing" (: LOL ~
-xx was stepping on my feet after eng. its PAIN alright ! of course. HE ISNT LIGHT in e first place.
-chem. i "get no balls"[ms tok loves that quote! I MISS HER !] at what ms zhang is saying in class. -.- our two periods of chem experiment on e explosive stuff was interesting.. jerome kena-ed e sparks during e explosion coz he was standing too close. so scaryyyyy..
-ate lunch at limbang food court after sch. it had been MONTHS since i ever stepped into that place. didnt eat macs coz yt had sore throat[ TELL ME YOU DIDNT GET UR FLU FRM ME. LOL.]
-LC. waited for HALF AN HOUR for the whole thing to start. -.- yes, it indeed is a waste of time.. the music reminds me of my bro. -.- you know, i always hear the music thats playing on his radio in e morning. -.- SYMPHONY 92.4 . actually not bad luh. can help us relax. overall the exam was... ok? idk luh. they keep saying our ans is wrong..
-i couldnt decide.. so,i tried flipping the coin ~ its either lam soon or opp sch. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET HEADS?!?! mayb it has rly gotta do with what i think ? ok fine. so i went opp sch while tricia n se went lamsoon to find bernard n co.
-I FREAKING GOT A HEAD SHOT WHILE RETURNING THE BALL. WTH. )($#&@$*$#(@! WEEWANTENGGGGGGGGGGG !!! WHY DID U HAVE TO MURDER ME?!?! n my pretty CLIP. im glad that i have new ones.. if not im gona go to sch with a broken clip on my hair. my god, IT RLY HURTS ALOT OK !! the impact all acting on the pin, transferring the pain to my HEAD ! it was a direct hit you know !!!! I COULDNT DESCRIBE THE PAIN. or, u can try experiencing it. i nearly cried! tears were half-brimming in my eyes LOR. god damn. PLEASE wt, nxt time dont anh throwwwwwwwwwwww ! -.-
-walked to lot1 with yy. saw xx n youkang on e way ? i thought they were going back to get ansong's ball? oh nvm.
i wonder how i always "flash" my smile around last time when i couldnt answer to things or whatsoever. -.-.. but now... i canttttt. argh. maybe ive not smiled properly for a long long long time..? hmm.. thats why my mouth become "stiff" alrdy. diaos. maybe somebody should come n teach me how to smile.
u know, those above was written ytd... i didnt manage to post it cos it was getting late n i have to flip through my maths bk. i wanted to post some photos too.. but i guess i cant post them tday again.. hmm.. i came across tricias blog tday n found out that she kinda felt the same way as i do. uhuh. such a coincidence.. -.-..
TODAY.
-i was very drowsy in class.. i think i've been getting dreams lately.. that explains why im so tired ! -.-
-CHI. a new movie ~ its about a violinist. SO COOL ! violin is hard to play.. especially when my hand keeps vibrating when i hold e bow..-.- the interesting part got cut off coz its our recess alrdy. plus that air filter thing is very irritating !
-mr tan came late coz of the k fitness thing. we lost some time coz of that.
-physics experiment. the same old thing we did last time. SO SIAN.
-english. the technology next few years.. the "com" in pen is a great invention i must say.. but me n se both agreed that having the real keyboard is better than having e sensor keyboard. lols. i said that maybe we wont even get to enjoy the privilege of having such things next time... coz we might be drowned. you know, e ice bergs n such...
-lunch-ed. -> cup noodles coz the canteen was too full.. i think there wont be anything left after we get to e front of the line luh.
-CT.. its considered easy compared to other test.. idk what to say.. i might even fail? i did every question.. but didnt complete one coz of e factorising. careless mistake i guess.. thats why i couldnt factorize ?
-met up with other three netbies[ada,shanice,shimin] to do e agar agar. se didnt go coz shes having her it training. so we were talking happily until we reach shanice's hse when her DOG greeted us with his barkings.. her mum was friendly.. n helpful too. had to boil e water for a longlonglong time[its 3 litres] n wait for e "agar agar strings" to dissolve.. -.-.. i didnt even see those "strings" before until tday when SHIMIN led me outta e wellllll. LOL. ok... our containers are too big... nvm.. we went back home at around 6+ when everything was completed.
-hope tmrs farewell would be fun. & memorable.
what we could have been, 20:18.
Monday 14 July 2008
im listening to songgggggggs ! i rmbed JJs 豆浆油条.. coz my bro wants to hear it. -.- its a nice song yea. its been like how many years back then already. i use to listen to songs when i play maple last time.. n the songs reminded me of my CHILDHOOD DAYS. it really brought back lots of memories luh. haha.
alright. netball meeting during e reading time... ok.. our new coach wants our netball training to be one mon,wed,& fri. -.- i think its quite time consuming for me bah? only tues & thurs free. but theres one day that everyone of us is free->tues n we're gona play bb. plus. that day my class has late dismissal. thurs.. im having piano lesson. so yea. i think i should go home early to finish my work since im not free during e night ? my goddd. my schedule would b packed like dunoe what. or maybe i should change my piano day. but i dont think there will be free slots unless smb quits? hmm..
eng "test". so sian-ed. idk how to write. but we're continuing tmr. geogy test was ()*$@%$)@#$*() . i couldnt rmb e content ! i think i mixed up everyth.. -.- shucksss. whatever ~ hmm.. we wont be having MATHS TMR[YEAHHHHHH !] coz of chinese LC. everyone wld be leaving early. except for US. -.- oh mannnnnn. so yeah. we did LC practices for chinese. lamez.
alot of things happen after sch. mainly its just a mission to find wt. yea. those ppl thought shes still in sch n IM the only one that thinks that she might not be.. n TADAH. when we went opp sch, dear wt was sitting at e round table. SEE. I TOLD YOU SO. YOU PPL IGNORED ME. whatever.
blahblahblah. ok, gtg. END HERE.
JIAYOUJIAYOU FOR LC EVERYBODYYYYYYYY (:
countdown: SEVEN more days to piano exam.
alright. netball meeting during e reading time... ok.. our new coach wants our netball training to be one mon,wed,& fri. -.- i think its quite time consuming for me bah? only tues & thurs free. but theres one day that everyone of us is free->tues n we're gona play bb. plus. that day my class has late dismissal. thurs.. im having piano lesson. so yea. i think i should go home early to finish my work since im not free during e night ? my goddd. my schedule would b packed like dunoe what. or maybe i should change my piano day. but i dont think there will be free slots unless smb quits? hmm..
eng "test". so sian-ed. idk how to write. but we're continuing tmr. geogy test was ()*$@%$)@#$*() . i couldnt rmb e content ! i think i mixed up everyth.. -.- shucksss. whatever ~ hmm.. we wont be having MATHS TMR[YEAHHHHHH !] coz of chinese LC. everyone wld be leaving early. except for US. -.- oh mannnnnn. so yeah. we did LC practices for chinese. lamez.
alot of things happen after sch. mainly its just a mission to find wt. yea. those ppl thought shes still in sch n IM the only one that thinks that she might not be.. n TADAH. when we went opp sch, dear wt was sitting at e round table. SEE. I TOLD YOU SO. YOU PPL IGNORED ME. whatever.
blahblahblah. ok, gtg. END HERE.
JIAYOUJIAYOU FOR LC EVERYBODYYYYYYYY (:
countdown: SEVEN more days to piano exam.
what we could have been, 21:39.
Sunday 13 July 2008
replies for tags.
Yiting.; high cg... ERHERM. we aint blind for godness sake. BLEAH. anw, whne im young i dont look like ppg. its just that im CHUBBY. not FAT. they wont kill me, coz they're nice (: LOL. not rly... hmm..
hengwei; where gotttttt. u can bai fa bai zhong meh? hmm.. but u frm bball team.. if u can, its expected. haha.
lidong; lameZ.
wanteng; shes saying bout my baby photo.. im not P_ OK ! -.-..
Yiting.; erm. too much info? im just telling everyone my embarrassing momments. LOL. so dui lian.haha. but not everybody knows. lol.
Yiting.; whats g&o ? hmm... ok.. thats how u get that funny honeypot name eh ? anw, how did he disgrace us kranjians ? i think u disgrace us more. LOL.
lidong: thanks, but im not admitting that im a FISHMONGER alright. -.-
hengwei; erm.. i've got cough now. how sad. thanks yea (:
lidong; WHATTTTTTTT. im not a fishmonger so why am i selling fishes ? lols. i TREAT U BADLY? where got. eee. why u so lousy de. get "bullied" by ur tudi.. lolol.
[d]onald™; i know manga sucks...especially when i cant draw.. -.-
wanteng; opps. i typed wrongly... what ? Banga ? ...
Yiting.; im always giving tmi (: coz i wana disgust you guys. LOL.
Yiting.; .. typed wrongly again.. -.- when can all my spelling errors n such stop. -.-
Wanfen; erm... LOl. u get what i mean... lol. im just having fun teasing ppl. coz im always getting teased. MUST BE FAIR RIGHT. LOL.
Wanfen; eeeeeeee.. it doesnt have a NICE smell judging by what u ppl said-> "whats that smell? ammonia ?" lol.
lidong; why not YOU. its not my fault thats its raininggggg.
Yiting.; wow. nice name.. hariek.. LOL.
Wanfen; ... HONEYPOT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSs[coz u ppl said bout _ & him]. yeap. its cca bah. & WOW? U CAN WAKE UP ?!?!?
jeanle; i did read.. but i guess it wasnt that in depth ? -.-... didnt notice bah..
Yiting.; high cg... ERHERM. we aint blind for godness sake. BLEAH. anw, whne im young i dont look like ppg. its just that im CHUBBY. not FAT. they wont kill me, coz they're nice (: LOL. not rly... hmm..
hengwei; where gotttttt. u can bai fa bai zhong meh? hmm.. but u frm bball team.. if u can, its expected. haha.
lidong; lameZ.
wanteng; shes saying bout my baby photo.. im not P_ OK ! -.-..
Yiting.; erm. too much info? im just telling everyone my embarrassing momments. LOL. so dui lian.haha. but not everybody knows. lol.
Yiting.; whats g&o ? hmm... ok.. thats how u get that funny honeypot name eh ? anw, how did he disgrace us kranjians ? i think u disgrace us more. LOL.
lidong: thanks, but im not admitting that im a FISHMONGER alright. -.-
hengwei; erm.. i've got cough now. how sad. thanks yea (:
lidong; WHATTTTTTTT. im not a fishmonger so why am i selling fishes ? lols. i TREAT U BADLY? where got. eee. why u so lousy de. get "bullied" by ur tudi.. lolol.
[d]onald™; i know manga sucks...especially when i cant draw.. -.-
wanteng; opps. i typed wrongly... what ? Banga ? ...
Yiting.; im always giving tmi (: coz i wana disgust you guys. LOL.
Yiting.; .. typed wrongly again.. -.- when can all my spelling errors n such stop. -.-
Wanfen; erm... LOl. u get what i mean... lol. im just having fun teasing ppl. coz im always getting teased. MUST BE FAIR RIGHT. LOL.
Wanfen; eeeeeeee.. it doesnt have a NICE smell judging by what u ppl said-> "whats that smell? ammonia ?" lol.
lidong; why not YOU. its not my fault thats its raininggggg.
Yiting.; wow. nice name.. hariek.. LOL.
Wanfen; ... HONEYPOT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSs[coz u ppl said bout _ & him]. yeap. its cca bah. & WOW? U CAN WAKE UP ?!?!?
jeanle; i did read.. but i guess it wasnt that in depth ? -.-... didnt notice bah..
what we could have been, 20:24.
Saturday 12 July 2008
i've neglected my blog for threeeeeeeeeeee + DAYs. im so guilty. not. haha.
hmm.. for the past few days.. i guess nth much rly happened..
i just know that
-i missed two trainings this week. coz i was sick.. the other was because i went JJC. -.-.. but i did go for ytds training ok.. my 2.4km.. still ok i guess.. my nose dried up after running. it was quite difficult to run too.. coz e phlegm inside my lungs[?? i have no idea where was it LOL. doesnt matter.] were "vibrating" when im breathing. it gave a ticklish feeling after staying in my throat for quite some time.. -.-... erm.. nvm. too much elaboration on such irrelevant stuffs. hmm..
-GEOG TEST WAS POSTPONED. to mon. god damn. i didnt study for my maths coz of that. ZZZ !
-went JJC. that place.. erm.. seems to be quite old already. they claim one of the good things they have are air-conditioned classrooms? but it contributes to GLOBAL WARMING ! lols. n they have this gaming cca.. where other jcs dont have... hmm... saw smb that looks like PPG/HAIRYEGG? my god. honeypot isnt looking at _ ok ! -.-... stop assuming.. LOOKING DOESNT MEAN ANYTH. coz i ALWAYS look at people. but i dont _ EVERYBODY I LOOK.. lols. -we're having eng proposal letter "test"[i hope its gona b an open book] & that geog test next mon. PLUS ANOTHER MATHS CT ON WED?!?! ...
-bballed awhile after netball with eugene & chaowei for e guys, n e usuals for e girls. just that wy stayed too. np ppl came after some time..
-discussed about e farewell party that will be held next thurs at yuzhen's condo. oh man. i have no idea where is it.. coz i didnt go for e farewell during sec1.. -.- anw, some of us are doing erm, agar agar ? its quite easy to do i think... yea. we'll be blowing balloons too ! lols . im gona bring my piano stuff for next week...
-LC is next tues. wth ? so fast..
-watch GUA SHA[the treatment] ytd.. finished the whole thing already. except for e 3D ppl who went for their PARLIAMENT trip. yeap. hmm.. its quite a moving... yeap. the part where the father climbed up the pipe was REALLY funny. haha. the child speaks english really well..lol. coz of the environment i guess? haha
-& oh great. im having cough now ? -.-... yesyes, my immune system sucks. whatever.
ok end here. CYA (:
thanks bro for the chewing gums![in case you didnt hear me] (:
"而我已经分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情"
hmm.. for the past few days.. i guess nth much rly happened..
i just know that
-i missed two trainings this week. coz i was sick.. the other was because i went JJC. -.-.. but i did go for ytds training ok.. my 2.4km.. still ok i guess.. my nose dried up after running. it was quite difficult to run too.. coz e phlegm inside my lungs[?? i have no idea where was it LOL. doesnt matter.] were "vibrating" when im breathing. it gave a ticklish feeling after staying in my throat for quite some time.. -.-... erm.. nvm. too much elaboration on such irrelevant stuffs. hmm..
-GEOG TEST WAS POSTPONED. to mon. god damn. i didnt study for my maths coz of that. ZZZ !
-went JJC. that place.. erm.. seems to be quite old already. they claim one of the good things they have are air-conditioned classrooms? but it contributes to GLOBAL WARMING ! lols. n they have this gaming cca.. where other jcs dont have... hmm... saw smb that looks like PPG/HAIRYEGG? my god. honeypot isnt looking at _ ok ! -.-... stop assuming.. LOOKING DOESNT MEAN ANYTH. coz i ALWAYS look at people. but i dont _ EVERYBODY I LOOK.. lols. -we're having eng proposal letter "test"[i hope its gona b an open book] & that geog test next mon. PLUS ANOTHER MATHS CT ON WED?!?! ...
-bballed awhile after netball with eugene & chaowei for e guys, n e usuals for e girls. just that wy stayed too. np ppl came after some time..
-discussed about e farewell party that will be held next thurs at yuzhen's condo. oh man. i have no idea where is it.. coz i didnt go for e farewell during sec1.. -.- anw, some of us are doing erm, agar agar ? its quite easy to do i think... yea. we'll be blowing balloons too ! lols . im gona bring my piano stuff for next week...
-LC is next tues. wth ? so fast..
-watch GUA SHA[the treatment] ytd.. finished the whole thing already. except for e 3D ppl who went for their PARLIAMENT trip. yeap. hmm.. its quite a moving... yeap. the part where the father climbed up the pipe was REALLY funny. haha. the child speaks english really well..lol. coz of the environment i guess? haha
-& oh great. im having cough now ? -.-... yesyes, my immune system sucks. whatever.
ok end here. CYA (:
thanks bro for the chewing gums![in case you didnt hear me] (:
"而我已经分不清, 你是友情, 还是错过的爱情"
what we could have been, 18:17.
Tuesday 8 July 2008
im "giddy" right not... coz of the medicine i've taken.. wah. just now the panadol was somehow "stucked" at my throat ! argh! -.- i think i've got mild fever. 37.5 ? still ok i guess.. lols. but i didnt went for netball.. ms yeo was like " i can see, the m_ coming out." zzz.. -.- yucks man.. how could she have said that. -.- anw, i used like, around 4 packets of tissue ? i wasted yt's one.. kinda lost it on my way to chem lab. n thank god i have my blocked nose.. i wont have to smell AMMONIA ! yea ! haha. chem experiments are FUN! lols. uhuh. anw, didnt went home straight due to y2's disappearing act... nvm. i rested on wt's bag. my godddddd. its so comfortable. -.- ok. but dear yy have to complete her work. so i just went back with tricia. i thought i was recovering when i was in e lrt.. -.- i seems to me that i felt alright.. but i e somehow got worse when i went back. ARGH. -.-
anw, thanks for the strepsils eh. drank some water.. though u ppl kept telling me to drink MORE. but it hurts when e water is going dwn the throat u noeeeeeee. argh !
no mood to post.. haiix.. hope i can get well soon yea. haha.
NOT FAIR!!! 3D & 3E is getting MUSIC TECH. WTH?!?! n we got smth lame like, MANGA OR SMTH?!?! wth. i cant draw luh pls. i prefer that music tech thing lor. its SO easy !! i rmbed meddling e keyboard thing last yr. LOL.
anw, thanks for the strepsils eh. drank some water.. though u ppl kept telling me to drink MORE. but it hurts when e water is going dwn the throat u noeeeeeee. argh !
no mood to post.. haiix.. hope i can get well soon yea. haha.
NOT FAIR!!! 3D & 3E is getting MUSIC TECH. WTH?!?! n we got smth lame like, MANGA OR SMTH?!?! wth. i cant draw luh pls. i prefer that music tech thing lor. its SO easy !! i rmbed meddling e keyboard thing last yr. LOL.
what we could have been, 20:23.
Monday 7 July 2008
im having a bad flu. mayb its coz of the small drizzle ? hmm.. didnt expect myself to get sick so easily.. my throat was painful in the morning.. coz i think the m_ flow backwards from my nose to my throat.. -.- i know its gross n all.. erm yea...
cia morning called me... meet up at cck n walked to the "lam soon" court. i actually didnt know it had that name until i somehow saw the lamsoon cc sign nearby.. uhuh. i was very purple-ish. with a matching shirt n water bottle. LOL. the shirt was very baggy.. n kinda erm, ugly. LOl. nvm ~ & yt, stop calling me the cowwwwwwww. lols. full court-ed with bernard n gang. erm theres, ye xun[ WF !!!], yong hong, eugene, richard, bernard, yeehwee[?] for their team[did i leave out any? hmm..].. yt,wt,wf,cia,se n me for ours... yea..
it was rly fun ! yea.. but e hoop there. erm.. quite diff to shoot in.. as usual we kena pwn-ed for full court. then we changed to half since some ppl wanted to play. i saw one familiar face.. lols. but tricia scored alot.. we didnt count luh.. lols. played till it started to raining.. the guys didnt wana continue too. i think they're exhausted after playing for so long.. lols. went 7-11 coz se wanted to have some ucp noodles.. i played my QUADRAPOP. which isnt e musical notes version. how sad. -.- i still prefer the musical one. lol. saw, some kranjians[PPG!!].. n hengwei. he didnt even recognise us? LOl. bus-ed back home. saw aloy went we were walking to e station. -raised eyes n shouted vv loudly to tricia- lols. i saw brownie at e control station in e morning too. but TWO cock eye-d didnt see.. they didnt even hear me ? lol.. nvm ~.
uhuh.
so i ended up getting this GOD DAMN FLUUUUU ! ARGH.
didnt have much appetite for dinner actually.. haiixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
my whole body is colddddddddd ! i hope im not gona get fever.. i think i wont...
it usually heals after one night. LOL. unless its rly vv srs ? hmm..
end here. cya peeps.
WHENS THE FAREWELL PARTY ?!?! -.-
im not showing that im happy that coach is leaving alright. zzz.
fyi. cant sign in through msn after the day when my hse power tripped. damn. im gona try fixing it again someday.
cia morning called me... meet up at cck n walked to the "lam soon" court. i actually didnt know it had that name until i somehow saw the lamsoon cc sign nearby.. uhuh. i was very purple-ish. with a matching shirt n water bottle. LOL. the shirt was very baggy.. n kinda erm, ugly. LOl. nvm ~ & yt, stop calling me the cowwwwwwww. lols. full court-ed with bernard n gang. erm theres, ye xun[ WF !!!], yong hong, eugene, richard, bernard, yeehwee[?] for their team[did i leave out any? hmm..].. yt,wt,wf,cia,se n me for ours... yea..
it was rly fun ! yea.. but e hoop there. erm.. quite diff to shoot in.. as usual we kena pwn-ed for full court. then we changed to half since some ppl wanted to play. i saw one familiar face.. lols. but tricia scored alot.. we didnt count luh.. lols. played till it started to raining.. the guys didnt wana continue too. i think they're exhausted after playing for so long.. lols. went 7-11 coz se wanted to have some ucp noodles.. i played my QUADRAPOP. which isnt e musical notes version. how sad. -.- i still prefer the musical one. lol. saw, some kranjians[PPG!!].. n hengwei. he didnt even recognise us? LOl. bus-ed back home. saw aloy went we were walking to e station. -raised eyes n shouted vv loudly to tricia- lols. i saw brownie at e control station in e morning too. but TWO cock eye-d didnt see.. they didnt even hear me ? lol.. nvm ~.
uhuh.
so i ended up getting this GOD DAMN FLUUUUU ! ARGH.
didnt have much appetite for dinner actually.. haiixxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
my whole body is colddddddddd ! i hope im not gona get fever.. i think i wont...
it usually heals after one night. LOL. unless its rly vv srs ? hmm..
end here. cya peeps.
WHENS THE FAREWELL PARTY ?!?! -.-
im not showing that im happy that coach is leaving alright. zzz.
fyi. cant sign in through msn after the day when my hse power tripped. damn. im gona try fixing it again someday.
what we could have been, 20:16.
Sunday 6 July 2008
l; ... ok... misunderstandings.. DONT CRY LUH. i oso know if we tell others ur face wld b gone.. -.-
Yiting.; WT AGREED THAT CCH IS MORE SHUAI PLS ! ITS YOU ! YOUYOUYOU ! YOU IRRITATED HER SAYING THAT GIKI LOOKS BETTER !!!!!! SHE ANGRY COZ CCH IS HER FRENNNNNN U LIDDAT SAY HER FRENNNNN ! LOL
Yiting.; i wont give u bu shuang face lor ? u didnt even try how wld u noe ? -.- i was WAITING FOR YOU TO CALLLLLLL ! oh nvm ~
Yiting; pieces goodddddddd ! i wish i could turn back timeeeeeeee ! then i can pester my mum to let me learn earlier ! lols
Yiting; err. my "injuries" all ok already. i guess so. at least it wasnt dislocated. or it didnt have blue blacks forming. if my finger is RLY SPRAINED like, dylan those kind, it wld affect alrighttt.
Yiting.; you ARE childish. GROW UP MANNNNNNNN. FOURTEEN ISNT CONSIDERED A CHILD ! u dont get urself a child price when u go to restaurants ok ! LOL.
l; YA LOR. HER BALANCING SKILLS SO LAN ! PLUS U CAN ALWAYS RUNNNNN. aiyyo. LEGS SO LONG FOR WHAT ? NV PUT TO GOOD USE ! LOLS !!!
Yiting.; the attacking one is always e most relaxed one~ haha. i just need to get some stickers n TADAH. its done ~ hahaa.
Wanfen; hamster is hamster. LOL. u noe, the small small animal that curls into a ball when it sleeps? LOLOL. erm, that one ? u said smth like that when we were walking up e stairs. erm, n i rephrased it.. haha.
Yiting.; WT AGREED THAT CCH IS MORE SHUAI PLS ! ITS YOU ! YOUYOUYOU ! YOU IRRITATED HER SAYING THAT GIKI LOOKS BETTER !!!!!! SHE ANGRY COZ CCH IS HER FRENNNNNN U LIDDAT SAY HER FRENNNNN ! LOL
Yiting.; i wont give u bu shuang face lor ? u didnt even try how wld u noe ? -.- i was WAITING FOR YOU TO CALLLLLLL ! oh nvm ~
Yiting; pieces goodddddddd ! i wish i could turn back timeeeeeeee ! then i can pester my mum to let me learn earlier ! lols
Yiting; err. my "injuries" all ok already. i guess so. at least it wasnt dislocated. or it didnt have blue blacks forming. if my finger is RLY SPRAINED like, dylan those kind, it wld affect alrighttt.
Yiting.; you ARE childish. GROW UP MANNNNNNNN. FOURTEEN ISNT CONSIDERED A CHILD ! u dont get urself a child price when u go to restaurants ok ! LOL.
l; YA LOR. HER BALANCING SKILLS SO LAN ! PLUS U CAN ALWAYS RUNNNNN. aiyyo. LEGS SO LONG FOR WHAT ? NV PUT TO GOOD USE ! LOLS !!!
Yiting.; the attacking one is always e most relaxed one~ haha. i just need to get some stickers n TADAH. its done ~ hahaa.
Wanfen; hamster is hamster. LOL. u noe, the small small animal that curls into a ball when it sleeps? LOLOL. erm, that one ? u said smth like that when we were walking up e stairs. erm, n i rephrased it.. haha.
what we could have been, 21:55.
YTD
went for my tuition in e morn. i dragged myself off the bed as BOTH my hse phone was ringing. super irritating. it happened that one was my dad, the other was my mum. -.- uhuh. came back for lunch. headed out to e bball court near my hse to play bball with mr mvp[lols]. that kid is PRO luh. 3pointer damn chio. haha. we played 2vs2 with some quite pro kiddos[erm, i suppose they are younger than me. they SHOULD be]. a girl n a guy. shld b siblings i guess. won them 11-10. zzz... i gave ONE pathetic shot. opps. sry ~ i know i didnt help much.. dots.. but i kope-d some balls? aiya but i just i cant shoot luh. dontttttttt let me shoot. during matches. yea. my slippers didnt have much friction so i went sliding when i tried to brake. -.- god damn. i needa buy SLIPPERS! my hair was swaying around like what. should have tied it but was lazy.. -.- it bcame entangled plus WET ?!?! i realized my stamina DROPPED like IDK what. FREAKING HELLLLLLLLL. i think the next time i run 2.4, another 1 min will b added. zzz. i felt some STRAIN[OMGOMGOMG.] during e match. partly its because of my jumpings.. everytime i try to reachhhhhhhhh out for e ball i could feel e energy being sapped away from me.. ARGH. i shouted _ on court. MY GOD. how could i. -.- whatever. my LAST ABC SHOTS WERE DAMN ACCURATE ! but e last time i went there was more. haha. EVEN MR MVP AGREED THAT HE COULDNT DO AS FAST ! LOL. seeeeeeee! i told you i could b ZHUn de lor. haha. i think i like that court alot. LOL. everytime go there will have this kinda incident. haha.
ok. after my DAMN CHIO THREE POINT[ i shot it in one try, mygodmygod] i went home to bathe. proceeded to my aunts hse for some steamboat dinner. it was my cousins bday. yea. e blueberry cake was delicious ! i LOVE CAKES. but it'll make me fat. LOl.yes, i AM getting fat. -.- nvm ~ overall the trip there was.. erm.. quite dots.. haha. nvm. my younger cousins are still as adorable. LOL. i know my elder bro wont agree. he says that they're biased. LOL. coz they like me more than him, LOL. hes always getting bullied. HOW SAD? LOL. too bad im not e one. hahaaa.
ok. end my post here. T
MR IS YOUTH DAYYYYYYYY !!
THE CELEBRATION OF US BEING YOUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!
wohhoo ~
n i might go bball-ing ! with my beloved friends n mayb the np guys? haha
went for my tuition in e morn. i dragged myself off the bed as BOTH my hse phone was ringing. super irritating. it happened that one was my dad, the other was my mum. -.- uhuh. came back for lunch. headed out to e bball court near my hse to play bball with mr mvp[lols]. that kid is PRO luh. 3pointer damn chio. haha. we played 2vs2 with some quite pro kiddos[erm, i suppose they are younger than me. they SHOULD be]. a girl n a guy. shld b siblings i guess. won them 11-10. zzz... i gave ONE pathetic shot. opps. sry ~ i know i didnt help much.. dots.. but i kope-d some balls? aiya but i just i cant shoot luh. dontttttttt let me shoot. during matches. yea. my slippers didnt have much friction so i went sliding when i tried to brake. -.- god damn. i needa buy SLIPPERS! my hair was swaying around like what. should have tied it but was lazy.. -.- it bcame entangled plus WET ?!?! i realized my stamina DROPPED like IDK what. FREAKING HELLLLLLLLL. i think the next time i run 2.4, another 1 min will b added. zzz. i felt some STRAIN[OMGOMGOMG.] during e match. partly its because of my jumpings.. everytime i try to reachhhhhhhhh out for e ball i could feel e energy being sapped away from me.. ARGH. i shouted _ on court. MY GOD. how could i. -.- whatever. my LAST ABC SHOTS WERE DAMN ACCURATE ! but e last time i went there was more. haha. EVEN MR MVP AGREED THAT HE COULDNT DO AS FAST ! LOL. seeeeeeee! i told you i could b ZHUn de lor. haha. i think i like that court alot. LOL. everytime go there will have this kinda incident. haha.
ok. after my DAMN CHIO THREE POINT[ i shot it in one try, mygodmygod] i went home to bathe. proceeded to my aunts hse for some steamboat dinner. it was my cousins bday. yea. e blueberry cake was delicious ! i LOVE CAKES. but it'll make me fat. LOl.yes, i AM getting fat. -.- nvm ~ overall the trip there was.. erm.. quite dots.. haha. nvm. my younger cousins are still as adorable. LOL. i know my elder bro wont agree. he says that they're biased. LOL. coz they like me more than him, LOL. hes always getting bullied. HOW SAD? LOL. too bad im not e one. hahaaa.
ok. end my post here. T
MR IS YOUTH DAYYYYYYYY !!
THE CELEBRATION OF US BEING YOUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !!
wohhoo ~
n i might go bball-ing ! with my beloved friends n mayb the np guys? haha
what we could have been, 20:52.
Friday 4 July 2008
TAGS.
wanteng; small gas is DIRECT TRANSLATION LOR. lolssss. CCH IS MORE SHUAI THAN GIKI RIGHT ? YES WT, we all agree, other than YT.
lidong; erm ? wadwad.. eh, i got PAY BACK leh. be CONTENTED DUDEEEEE. lols. n i have to take my bag lor.
Yiting.; u yi jiao ta how mani boat sia...erm, tweety.. u can have CCH. but not GIKI. (: yes, she went home without me ! she left me n yy there ALONEEEEE.. erm, rly what.. e stairs at e soccer cage n classroom block is locked.. i have to walk to e foyer. OF COURSE IM GRATEFUL LUH. im not so wang en fu yi pls. lols.
Yiting.; i know you ppl wont be that bad to ps my bag. LOL. n me. u cna always contact me if u wana go back right ? ...
lidong; whatever ~ you look _ ! LOL. i didnt say that word. LOL. JUST JOKING. dont take it too seriously yea, HAMSTER.
'bro'; thanks for your tag yea. at least i know you've been here. haha.not emo liao luh. thanks for concern too. (: haha.
lidong; err. lively ? LOL? ok..-.- CHOCOLATE WAFFLE?!?! im not your SERVANT MR ! unless you gimme service charge. LOL. but think i so free like u meh ? haha. bleah. i wont buy it for you. LOLs.
dERrick; oh man. its sucha pity that i didnt see ur tag before i went.. lolss. uhuh. o lvl oral. SIAN-ess.
edmund; haha. ya lor. maybe too far u cannot see. haha. HOW U NOE MY BLOG DE HUH? -.- link frm smb ?
Yiting.; LOLS. REALLY?!?! u fail ? den ur other components must be good ? eh, but MUST BE GOOD WAD. lolsss. if not rly very xun4 leh. LOL. coz u all learn frm young, i didnt. lolss.
Yiting.; you'll get ur merit for goodness sake. zzz.
wanteng; uhuh. ME TOO. i NEED my merit.
jeanle; YOU GET DISTINCTION DOESNT MEAN THAT I CAN RIGHTTTTTTT. you KOU3 CAI2 gd oso not ME RIGHTTTT.I SO PRESSURIZED LOR. !!!!
Yiting.;err, not PPG. why wld i call him HAMSTER? i dont even noe him? lols. ya luh i know luh. u've explained it to me alrdy. lols.
Yiting.; i know its retarding.. its so stupid n embarrassing ! ()#$&&%$# alot of ppl see LOR ! ZZZ !
wanteng; yeayea. my paper.. no confidence luh.. -.-..
jeanle; wow. u replied ! i was typing e replies but new tags came. -.- err.. got chance eh ? i rly hope so. MY AAAAAAAAA !
Wanfen; no luh ! i said hamster got distinction right ? PPG ONLY LOWER SEC RIGHT? he cant take olvl. lolol
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im so suay today. i SPRAINED THREE parts of my body. my wrist while playing VOLLEYBALL. im suppose to hit e ball at e area further up from e thumb but i went to hit it at e tip of my hand. the whole impact of e ball acted on my wrist. so i kinda sprained it. buts it better now. at least i dont feel e cracking thing of my bone plus the sharp pain when im turning it. left thumb n right index finger got sprained when playing full court with npcc guys. -.-srsly, im not joking that it totally HURTS alot. i hope its not gona affect my piano exam. which is two weeks frm now. i felt e pain when i was playing BROKEN CHORDS. damn it. i guess if i can endure for awhile it would be fine bah ? hmm.. shld i not touch bball until my exam ends? hmm..
my eye is SWOLLEN. -.- from ytd. im not a GOLDFISH k!
WOOHOO. we did have eng test tday.. didnt have time luh. so it ended up being our holiday hmwk. -.- PE.. as i've said, i sprained my wrist. zzz. it was quite ok at first[first two balls only..zzz] but after some time e balls went crooked n blah. yong hong.. not bad not bad.. lols.
MATHS. I RECEIVED STICKERSSSSSSSSSS. for handing up my hmwk ! (: its characters from spongebob. but dun have main character. oni PATRICK. haha. yea. i get second for similarity n congruence triangles. -.- tio stun. but our class so lan. dun even have an A* grade for such test.. -.-... no assembly tday. everybody was busy playing with the stickers that was given to us to celebrate youth day. btw, we got mini m&ns. lols. HENRYYYYYYY !!! bad example huh ! stick that thing on my hair let CHILDISH ppl like YT learn ! lols. we were fooling around while waiting for zeng lao shi ? lols. a bunch of siao gi nas. poor yt was bullied by us.. haha. both of her hands were held up by wt/wf? i dont rmb. n "kind" me had to play along with them n so, i went to take some from henry n paste it on her. LOL. but she did it on me first ! LOL. childish ~!
early dismissal. no hmt ~ ate lunch n went bball court while waiting for time to pass. n an embarrassing happened...i think nobody saw ? -.- n she tripped herself while attempting to trip yt ? i didnt even know what they were doing lor.. -.- but i kinda laughed? erm, like, its my natural reaction lor. didnt mean to laugh["mock", if u thought we were] at you luh.
dont need upset k... we're all close friends, its just between ourselves right? dont think too much k. think if it happened to me or yt, you will laugh like SIAO de lor. i think you wont even stop..? -.-.. at least i calm myself down when we were in e canteen. hmm, nvm...
THE PARLIAMENT HOUSE ~~ watched a video... i thought i was ok luh. i didnt rly pay attention to it. all i know is that the seats are very comfortable ! LOL. yesyes. so softttttt. haha. i saw ROLAND TAN LOOK ALIKE in e video ! HAHA. damn funny. to me at least. toured around the area.. its BIGGGGG. i rmbed the "LAMB" HAIRRRRRRR. haha i was talking about it during ss ! haha ! we went to the whats-that-called? a place where members of the parliament debate. ARGH. I HATE MY STM THING. #*(@$&#$ we saw important people down thereeee ! The Speakerrrrrrr ! with i think two other frm another country ? they were freaking friendly lor. still wave to us sia !!! my godddd ! haha. n its so embarrassing that they can actually hear the noise that we make from downstairs.. -.- we didnt noe that it wasnt sound proof lor ! -.-
i slept when we went back to sch.. some of them went off by themselves coz of the dance concert. i think jerome took a SNEAK SHOT OF ME?!?! but he denied. damn. hes up to no good lor. you better not send it JTYL! #)$(*&#$@%
bball-ed at multi purpose court. im so sorry if scratched/slapped any of you. -.- trying to kope e ball but to no avail.. uhuh... -.- but i managed to snatch one from yonghong. LOL. n two more from bryan n bernard[i think so..?] while they're dribbling! WOHOOO. but now didnt have much strength to throw properly. normally long passes are considered my forte ? maybe. but tday all vv sloppy n didnt even reach e person lo. ps, ppl.. n sry for clashing with richard n bernard too. -.- kena bang by bernard sia. so bony. eh _ , ask him eat more leh. -.- lor.
idk why nowadays people are like that. e other time we had _ incident. now the people around me starts to get emotional n stuff like that. im glad my lvl of tolerance is quite high when i face friendship problems. thought my moodswings are very fast, i usually dont express it out. "the hidden self behind one's facade" uhuh. wanfen said smth like that. yea. but please dont take things for granted. if you know that people is always giving in to you but you're not doing the same thing, can you at least try doing some self reflection yourself and not be self centered . erm, im not pin pointing at anybody, but my "you" just represent as a subject.
hmm, judging from the happenings around me.. i think its kinda pathetic..
take it easy.
just cool down n forget it.
the roller coaster of emotions.
sometimes i try to do it, but its so hard. i want to forget it but you keep adding oil to the fire. f. thinking about how i used to TRY remaining calm by not saying anything, i suddenly feel that the action of keeping quiet might simply meant that i was guilty and so you have the chance to continue giving me a tongue lashing LECTURE. god damn. im so gona tell you, you're wrong.
wanteng; small gas is DIRECT TRANSLATION LOR. lolssss. CCH IS MORE SHUAI THAN GIKI RIGHT ? YES WT, we all agree, other than YT.
lidong; erm ? wadwad.. eh, i got PAY BACK leh. be CONTENTED DUDEEEEE. lols. n i have to take my bag lor.
Yiting.; u yi jiao ta how mani boat sia...erm, tweety.. u can have CCH. but not GIKI. (: yes, she went home without me ! she left me n yy there ALONEEEEE.. erm, rly what.. e stairs at e soccer cage n classroom block is locked.. i have to walk to e foyer. OF COURSE IM GRATEFUL LUH. im not so wang en fu yi pls. lols.
Yiting.; i know you ppl wont be that bad to ps my bag. LOL. n me. u cna always contact me if u wana go back right ? ...
lidong; whatever ~ you look _ ! LOL. i didnt say that word. LOL. JUST JOKING. dont take it too seriously yea, HAMSTER.
'bro'; thanks for your tag yea. at least i know you've been here. haha.not emo liao luh. thanks for concern too. (: haha.
lidong; err. lively ? LOL? ok..-.- CHOCOLATE WAFFLE?!?! im not your SERVANT MR ! unless you gimme service charge. LOL. but think i so free like u meh ? haha. bleah. i wont buy it for you. LOLs.
dERrick; oh man. its sucha pity that i didnt see ur tag before i went.. lolss. uhuh. o lvl oral. SIAN-ess.
edmund; haha. ya lor. maybe too far u cannot see. haha. HOW U NOE MY BLOG DE HUH? -.- link frm smb ?
Yiting.; LOLS. REALLY?!?! u fail ? den ur other components must be good ? eh, but MUST BE GOOD WAD. lolsss. if not rly very xun4 leh. LOL. coz u all learn frm young, i didnt. lolss.
Yiting.; you'll get ur merit for goodness sake. zzz.
wanteng; uhuh. ME TOO. i NEED my merit.
jeanle; YOU GET DISTINCTION DOESNT MEAN THAT I CAN RIGHTTTTTTT. you KOU3 CAI2 gd oso not ME RIGHTTTT.I SO PRESSURIZED LOR. !!!!
Yiting.;err, not PPG. why wld i call him HAMSTER? i dont even noe him? lols. ya luh i know luh. u've explained it to me alrdy. lols.
Yiting.; i know its retarding.. its so stupid n embarrassing ! ()#$&&%$# alot of ppl see LOR ! ZZZ !
wanteng; yeayea. my paper.. no confidence luh.. -.-..
jeanle; wow. u replied ! i was typing e replies but new tags came. -.- err.. got chance eh ? i rly hope so. MY AAAAAAAAA !
Wanfen; no luh ! i said hamster got distinction right ? PPG ONLY LOWER SEC RIGHT? he cant take olvl. lolol
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im so suay today. i SPRAINED THREE parts of my body. my wrist while playing VOLLEYBALL. im suppose to hit e ball at e area further up from e thumb but i went to hit it at e tip of my hand. the whole impact of e ball acted on my wrist. so i kinda sprained it. buts it better now. at least i dont feel e cracking thing of my bone plus the sharp pain when im turning it. left thumb n right index finger got sprained when playing full court with npcc guys. -.-srsly, im not joking that it totally HURTS alot. i hope its not gona affect my piano exam. which is two weeks frm now. i felt e pain when i was playing BROKEN CHORDS. damn it. i guess if i can endure for awhile it would be fine bah ? hmm.. shld i not touch bball until my exam ends? hmm..
my eye is SWOLLEN. -.- from ytd. im not a GOLDFISH k!
WOOHOO. we did have eng test tday.. didnt have time luh. so it ended up being our holiday hmwk. -.- PE.. as i've said, i sprained my wrist. zzz. it was quite ok at first[first two balls only..zzz] but after some time e balls went crooked n blah. yong hong.. not bad not bad.. lols.
MATHS. I RECEIVED STICKERSSSSSSSSSS. for handing up my hmwk ! (: its characters from spongebob. but dun have main character. oni PATRICK. haha. yea. i get second for similarity n congruence triangles. -.- tio stun. but our class so lan. dun even have an A* grade for such test.. -.-... no assembly tday. everybody was busy playing with the stickers that was given to us to celebrate youth day. btw, we got mini m&ns. lols. HENRYYYYYYY !!! bad example huh ! stick that thing on my hair let CHILDISH ppl like YT learn ! lols. we were fooling around while waiting for zeng lao shi ? lols. a bunch of siao gi nas. poor yt was bullied by us.. haha. both of her hands were held up by wt/wf? i dont rmb. n "kind" me had to play along with them n so, i went to take some from henry n paste it on her. LOL. but she did it on me first ! LOL. childish ~!
early dismissal. no hmt ~ ate lunch n went bball court while waiting for time to pass. n an embarrassing happened...i think nobody saw ? -.- n she tripped herself while attempting to trip yt ? i didnt even know what they were doing lor.. -.- but i kinda laughed? erm, like, its my natural reaction lor. didnt mean to laugh["mock", if u thought we were] at you luh.
dont need upset k... we're all close friends, its just between ourselves right? dont think too much k. think if it happened to me or yt, you will laugh like SIAO de lor. i think you wont even stop..? -.-.. at least i calm myself down when we were in e canteen. hmm, nvm...
THE PARLIAMENT HOUSE ~~ watched a video... i thought i was ok luh. i didnt rly pay attention to it. all i know is that the seats are very comfortable ! LOL. yesyes. so softttttt. haha. i saw ROLAND TAN LOOK ALIKE in e video ! HAHA. damn funny. to me at least. toured around the area.. its BIGGGGG. i rmbed the "LAMB" HAIRRRRRRR. haha i was talking about it during ss ! haha ! we went to the whats-that-called? a place where members of the parliament debate. ARGH. I HATE MY STM THING. #*(@$&#$ we saw important people down thereeee ! The Speakerrrrrrr ! with i think two other frm another country ? they were freaking friendly lor. still wave to us sia !!! my godddd ! haha. n its so embarrassing that they can actually hear the noise that we make from downstairs.. -.- we didnt noe that it wasnt sound proof lor ! -.-
i slept when we went back to sch.. some of them went off by themselves coz of the dance concert. i think jerome took a SNEAK SHOT OF ME?!?! but he denied. damn. hes up to no good lor. you better not send it JTYL! #)$(*&#$@%
bball-ed at multi purpose court. im so sorry if scratched/slapped any of you. -.- trying to kope e ball but to no avail.. uhuh... -.- but i managed to snatch one from yonghong. LOL. n two more from bryan n bernard[i think so..?] while they're dribbling! WOHOOO. but now didnt have much strength to throw properly. normally long passes are considered my forte ? maybe. but tday all vv sloppy n didnt even reach e person lo. ps, ppl.. n sry for clashing with richard n bernard too. -.- kena bang by bernard sia. so bony. eh _ , ask him eat more leh. -.- lor.
idk why nowadays people are like that. e other time we had _ incident. now the people around me starts to get emotional n stuff like that. im glad my lvl of tolerance is quite high when i face friendship problems. thought my moodswings are very fast, i usually dont express it out. "the hidden self behind one's facade" uhuh. wanfen said smth like that. yea. but please dont take things for granted. if you know that people is always giving in to you but you're not doing the same thing, can you at least try doing some self reflection yourself and not be self centered . erm, im not pin pointing at anybody, but my "you" just represent as a subject.
hmm, judging from the happenings around me.. i think its kinda pathetic..
take it easy.
just cool down n forget it.
the roller coaster of emotions.
sometimes i try to do it, but its so hard. i want to forget it but you keep adding oil to the fire. f. thinking about how i used to TRY remaining calm by not saying anything, i suddenly feel that the action of keeping quiet might simply meant that i was guilty and so you have the chance to continue giving me a tongue lashing LECTURE. god damn. im so gona tell you, you're wrong.
what we could have been, 20:23.
Thursday 3 July 2008
oral today was a total screw up. my first olvl paper is a GONER already.
im having a heavyyyyyyy heart right now. from the time when i stepped out of the hall i suppose.
how great can a mental block be during ORALS? goddamn.
my passage was alrdy vv jialat when i make stupid mistakes like stumbling over words n thinking that e 挥霍 is hui jia[?!?!]. it sounded rly wrong luh. but i was like, eh, that one not huo yuan jia meh, den without much COMMON SENSE i have no idea why i thought its JIA? when its two completely diff thing. MY GODDDDDDD. how could i have made his kind of error. two words pronounced wrongly plus another two mistakes. it was not as well readddddddd as compared to e time when i was practicing ! ARGHHHHHHH.
conversation is worse. its about youth olympics. i didnt speak for VERY LONG. & ppl.. stop having e misconception that i spoke for 7mins+ when i stoned for 1+ min without saying a thing. rmb to minus off the reading passage alright.
oh my. can u imagine how sad is my situation ? HOW AWKWARD IT IS TO STARE AT EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG N NOT SAYING A WORD?!?! i practically ans their three questions ONLY. not much elaboration. i cant THINK. i kena brain freeze-d after my first line lor. i've read about this article for quite a few times but i was MONTHS AGO?!?! my stm problem is also workin on me at e moment FYI. # *$& ^%$@)* i didnt say about ECONOMIC GROWTH !! I REALIZED THAT WHEN I WENT OUT ! damn. that an impt point lor.
i really wonder how did that HAMSTER scrape through with a distinction. maybe times are diff now. it'll b not as easy...
btw i was fumbling with my file thing during convo coz i was too nervous. e button sound is obviously making me even more nervous when i couldnt think of anything. plus during e testing with zeng lao shi my mind oso alrdy not that clear liao. maybe like shen zhi bu qing liddat. idk luh. i dont even know what im thinking, what im saying, what THEY are saying. im just not very into the situation. haiix.
gosh. great chunk up above eh ?
anw, thanks people for your consoles yea.. maybe i should try not to think about it again. its really preventing me from moving on. JIAYOU FOR WRITTEN PAPER. i hope oral wont pull me down that much.. i fear my A would start drifting away.. I WANT MY A ! getting one should be something easy. for a hmt student. BUT. i have no idea whether im up to it.
-chem-ed at the lab. mr lim did some experiments. the mixing of chemicals looks funnnnnn !
-PE . VOLLEYBALLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! my hand still hurts ! the ball is going all over e place.. n i accidentally hit a few ppl.. THE GREEN MONSTER IS ON E OTHER TEAM -.- together with the SMALL WAIST GUY. paired with jiaying. its FUN DE LOR ~ hahaha. mr yeo was like asking us to write the 3 steps of volleyball for our geog class test. VERY LAME. haha.
-GEOG ISNT FUN. god damn. i studied for oral n i had no time for this damn thing. in the end all that i've studied cant be used. -.- i hope i didnt do badly for this test.. we having another one nxt thurs. ZZZ LOR.
-yt thought its recess n went to change.. -.- ! yes wf, i think shes still in her LOWER SEC time.
-cube-d during recess. seems quite diff to turn.. i mean its not like joels FLEXI cube. haha. maybe wy can put some lubricant in it.
-left at 12.45 for our oral thing. thought we could have skipped some maths. -.-..
-ORAL.
-i did a damn stupid thing in e library. i think im not in my right mind. -.- damn.. IM SO CCH-y. argh. i thought i could never do such a thing, -.- . too bad im just despo to get outta e library. LOL.
-went to look around at e quadrangle for e netbiies.. found that they were preparing for the board thing for coach n ms tok. uhuh. its meant to be a surprise for them.. n WHY MUST THEY LEAVE SO SOON?!?! WHY DID COACH DO THAT?!?! we are so pathetic. -.- we got abandoneddddddd. -.- nvm i'll stop that. erm. kinda helped in e cutting n drawing of hearts.. sian-ed. -.- actually theres nth much to do luh.. so me n ada went home afterwards..
ok thats the end of my rantings about my O-M-G-W-T-F ORAL. n my boring life. #*($&&%0
im trying real hard to believe in myself.
im having a heavyyyyyyy heart right now. from the time when i stepped out of the hall i suppose.
how great can a mental block be during ORALS? goddamn.
my passage was alrdy vv jialat when i make stupid mistakes like stumbling over words n thinking that e 挥霍 is hui jia[?!?!]. it sounded rly wrong luh. but i was like, eh, that one not huo yuan jia meh, den without much COMMON SENSE i have no idea why i thought its JIA? when its two completely diff thing. MY GODDDDDDD. how could i have made his kind of error. two words pronounced wrongly plus another two mistakes. it was not as well readddddddd as compared to e time when i was practicing ! ARGHHHHHHH.
conversation is worse. its about youth olympics. i didnt speak for VERY LONG. & ppl.. stop having e misconception that i spoke for 7mins+ when i stoned for 1+ min without saying a thing. rmb to minus off the reading passage alright.
oh my. can u imagine how sad is my situation ? HOW AWKWARD IT IS TO STARE AT EACH OTHER FOR SO LONG N NOT SAYING A WORD?!?! i practically ans their three questions ONLY. not much elaboration. i cant THINK. i kena brain freeze-d after my first line lor. i've read about this article for quite a few times but i was MONTHS AGO?!?! my stm problem is also workin on me at e moment FYI. # *$& ^%$@)* i didnt say about ECONOMIC GROWTH !! I REALIZED THAT WHEN I WENT OUT ! damn. that an impt point lor.
i really wonder how did that HAMSTER scrape through with a distinction. maybe times are diff now. it'll b not as easy...
btw i was fumbling with my file thing during convo coz i was too nervous. e button sound is obviously making me even more nervous when i couldnt think of anything. plus during e testing with zeng lao shi my mind oso alrdy not that clear liao. maybe like shen zhi bu qing liddat. idk luh. i dont even know what im thinking, what im saying, what THEY are saying. im just not very into the situation. haiix.
gosh. great chunk up above eh ?
anw, thanks people for your consoles yea.. maybe i should try not to think about it again. its really preventing me from moving on. JIAYOU FOR WRITTEN PAPER. i hope oral wont pull me down that much.. i fear my A would start drifting away.. I WANT MY A ! getting one should be something easy. for a hmt student. BUT. i have no idea whether im up to it.
-chem-ed at the lab. mr lim did some experiments. the mixing of chemicals looks funnnnnn !
-PE . VOLLEYBALLLLLLLLLLLLLL ! my hand still hurts ! the ball is going all over e place.. n i accidentally hit a few ppl.. THE GREEN MONSTER IS ON E OTHER TEAM -.- together with the SMALL WAIST GUY. paired with jiaying. its FUN DE LOR ~ hahaha. mr yeo was like asking us to write the 3 steps of volleyball for our geog class test. VERY LAME. haha.
-GEOG ISNT FUN. god damn. i studied for oral n i had no time for this damn thing. in the end all that i've studied cant be used. -.- i hope i didnt do badly for this test.. we having another one nxt thurs. ZZZ LOR.
-yt thought its recess n went to change.. -.- ! yes wf, i think shes still in her LOWER SEC time.
-cube-d during recess. seems quite diff to turn.. i mean its not like joels FLEXI cube. haha. maybe wy can put some lubricant in it.
-left at 12.45 for our oral thing. thought we could have skipped some maths. -.-..
-ORAL.
-i did a damn stupid thing in e library. i think im not in my right mind. -.- damn.. IM SO CCH-y. argh. i thought i could never do such a thing, -.- . too bad im just despo to get outta e library. LOL.
-went to look around at e quadrangle for e netbiies.. found that they were preparing for the board thing for coach n ms tok. uhuh. its meant to be a surprise for them.. n WHY MUST THEY LEAVE SO SOON?!?! WHY DID COACH DO THAT?!?! we are so pathetic. -.- we got abandoneddddddd. -.- nvm i'll stop that. erm. kinda helped in e cutting n drawing of hearts.. sian-ed. -.- actually theres nth much to do luh.. so me n ada went home afterwards..
ok thats the end of my rantings about my O-M-G-W-T-F ORAL. n my boring life. #*($&&%0
im trying real hard to believe in myself.
what we could have been, 22:15.
Wednesday 2 July 2008
ORALLLLLLLLLL !!! ITS TMR ! IM SCARED! cant help it ! ARGHHHHHHHHHH.
i know to some ppl they might think its manageable.. BUT I CANT ! wah. u know my piano teacher was like saying "you dont have to be scared ! its just an exam, u go there n say a few things n u get the marks ! isnt that good?" she was referring to piano exam luh, but it may be applied here. -.- HAIXXXXXXXXXXXX. i wonder what e topic wld be..-.- i better not go "ermermerm" AGAIN ! i have this habit every time ! i feel like banging myself to e wall mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn. den i wnt have to take tmrs oral. -.-
PLUS I HAVE GEOG CLASS TEST.
we wanted to postpone e test.. but ms tan said she WILL NOT do it. coz she gave us e question beforehand. BUT SO WHAT?!?! we still have to memorize right?!?! ISNT IT THE SAME?!?!?! just that we got ONE LIL advantage of knowing e ques. i dont mind NOT KNOWING if she postponed it LOR. whatever.
my left eye is hurting. i think i shld sleep early tday since im having oral. uhuh.
hmm, i think i'll better get going.
WISH EVERYONE LUCK YEA. (:
butterflies in my stomach.
i know to some ppl they might think its manageable.. BUT I CANT ! wah. u know my piano teacher was like saying "you dont have to be scared ! its just an exam, u go there n say a few things n u get the marks ! isnt that good?" she was referring to piano exam luh, but it may be applied here. -.- HAIXXXXXXXXXXXX. i wonder what e topic wld be..-.- i better not go "ermermerm" AGAIN ! i have this habit every time ! i feel like banging myself to e wall mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn. den i wnt have to take tmrs oral. -.-
PLUS I HAVE GEOG CLASS TEST.
we wanted to postpone e test.. but ms tan said she WILL NOT do it. coz she gave us e question beforehand. BUT SO WHAT?!?! we still have to memorize right?!?! ISNT IT THE SAME?!?!?! just that we got ONE LIL advantage of knowing e ques. i dont mind NOT KNOWING if she postponed it LOR. whatever.
my left eye is hurting. i think i shld sleep early tday since im having oral. uhuh.
hmm, i think i'll better get going.
WISH EVERYONE LUCK YEA. (:
butterflies in my stomach.
what we could have been, 20:54.
