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Monday 30 June 2008

i know you dont deserve this.


-first two periods, ENGLISH. mr cheng didnt come. uhuh. n JEROME TANG, a dear pet of my serern LP didnt wana lend me his PHY WKBK. ZZZ. how dare he disobey his MASTER. i've realized im somewhat "related" to this pet BECAUSE OF THIS LP I HAVE. -.-

-AFTER RECESS MATHS. some incident happened. i guess managing your problems properly wont lead to drastic things happening. please do think about the friends around you b4 doing it..
-geog. ms tan wasted a whole period explaining some things. uhuh.

-chinese. zeng lao shi went through e oral thing all frm e start.

-lunched in canteen.

-went opp court + sch court. played awhile in sch court until MICHEAL n gang went to steal e ball. -.-

-went mac to "pei" "shifu" n co. abit sian-ed. n sleepy as well. n yt, E CARTOON ON E WRAPPERRRRRRRRR~ that YELLOW THING. THAT _ IS DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU. trust me yt, it aint as bad as you thought. LOL. uhuh. actually they were kinda entertaining.. the wway they talk makes me LAUGH?!?! LOL. eh, but e ice-cream is wasted. wopps. ps. coz i didnt know that JUN KAI[?] really went to buy. LOl. but e icecream with FRENCH FRIES is GROSSSSSSS.

-went back sch to "REUNITE" with my BAG. -.- i had to walk one big round to get to THREE D. -.- coz e stairs are closed. sians. kind got a lil irritated with e gossiping ... please, can you try not to do that in front of me ? oh nvm. i shouldnt care...

-proceeded to e playground since we pass by. discussed about some things with y2... hmm... guessed it aint so simple.. & WWT. WENT. HOME. WITHOUT. TELLING. US. #$&#$&*#@*$ WTH ?!?! i thought she wont be the one answering lor? LOL?!?! WHY DIDNT YOU TELL US !?!?! ... whatever.



我始终无法在电话胯下之前的那一秒说“对不起”。
now i know how it feels.


那些心里话我不会忘记。
应该不会有人比你还更爱我。


遗忘
是最好的解药。
我想, 你也别无选择。

what we could have been, 19:00.
Sunday 29 June 2008

MY STOMACH HURTS.
coz of e over stuffing of FOOD ytd night. went to some restaurant at some hotel. forgot where it is. uhuh. i think im gona gain another TWO KG n reach dear 50. ZZZ. hate it luh. my bro lor. order so much. being such kind sis im helping him eat when my PARENTs are sitting over there n seeing us eat. -.- gosh. like, CAN YOU PLEASE HELP?!?! can you see that we're having sucha bad time. ZZZ. i decide not to continue eating after some time. while my dear bro was DETERMINE to eat coz he doesnt want to waste food. TSK. hes kinda implicating me lor. he can exercise as much as he want but I CANT. coz im lazy n i shld b controlling n not putting EXCESSIVE food into my stomach lor. it like i can feel the food above my stomach already. MY GOD. zzzz.

REPLIES.
Yiting.; ... whatever. i didnt notice that spelling error -.-
Yiting.; i thought you were quite active in bball... didnt know u could gain 4kg.lols.
wanteng; hahahaha. yt is going to have a WEDDING with TWEETYYY ! eh, u seemed very shocked. err.. NOT BAD. still underweight not ? LOL!
tricia[:; woppppps. changed alrdy . haha
Bryan; wahhhhh. haha. third not bad liao horr !
dERrick; thanks ! (:
lidong; eh. dots. not ps LOR. -.- i told u is not cfm already. LOls. bleah. -.-
Yiting.; wedding with TWEETY damn FUN? i know. my god. how was ur DONG FANG. LOl.. -.-
Yiting.; err. giki... no lor. if i saw him i might not say. u noe, STM? haha. glass did ask... just that u didnt hear.. if he didnt ask i wld go with thoven n gabriel.
Yiting.; i gave you her msn alreadyyyyyyy ! -.- if u didnt add too bad lor ! lols. anw, u aint rly SPAMMING. you noe, jerome is MORE. dont you agree ?




what we could have been, 21:26.
Saturday 28 June 2008

editedddd/
-badminton girls wore those fanciful clothing that night. SO CHIOOOO. yea. i saw MARIO ~!! LOls. terrorists n all. haha. so creative. but e costumes they rent aint cheap. uhuh.
-SAW DEAR JEANy. erherm. e seniors really damn enthu. especially 4E'07. LOL! i guess they missed KSS RIGHT ! yeayea. we will too. next time. haha.
-mass dance is spoiling my shoeeeeeee. LOl. coz u have to turn n all. its so rough. i dont quite rmb e steps. stm is acting on me. lols
-went back alone. COZ TRICIA went back with her DAD. -.- ! i could have gone with her since her hse is just opposite frm mine ?
-i almost stepped on a BLACK cat on my way home. great huh. coz it was in between two cars, im suppose to walk through them to get to e walkway. goddamn. heng didnt step on it lor. or else god knows what bad luck wld b brought upon me. -.-


during chem e other day, my test tube broke. it was an accident n im not VOILENT. neither is wf. iy happened because i went to put my testube on e table, n wf pulled e cloth[e test tube was touching e cloth]. n piang! it broke.

THURS.
-took height n weight for PE. ohmy, my height increased by 2cm ! provided its measured correctly. mayb theres smth wrong with tape. i gained weight too. as expected.. LOl. didnt exercise but i still ate alot. -.- 0.5kg is acceptable i guess... sians.
-had volleyball for e module thing. wow. my hand turned RED after hitting. no joke alright.
-chi period we had to practice our oral..zeng lao shi stopped at yt.. damn heng coz i was e next one. but still, what that has to be done, had to be done[i guess theres no grammatic errors..? maybe].
-kidol was great ! OPEN CATEGORY ? i think so. all were PROs can. im so envyy. lols.
-NETBALL was CANCELED. TSK ! i didnt even know until ada told me. coz of e damn it CFN REHEARSAL LUH! WTH. ada was damn PISSED lor. tsk. bring all e things alrdy den say is canceled. zzz..
-did some maths with yy in e library.
-went opp schs playground. [i know we're childish. whatever ~]
-wt came back from e old folks home n we play e board games that she brought there. its been ages since i last touched e plane chess thing.
-went back home to take my books for piano. didnt manage to change my clothes coz i was going to be late. i saw edmund.-raises eyes- and henry,xy,zy. -.-
-today was ok. at least i proved to my teacher that i CAN play fluently.. duh. a few more weeks to exam alrdy. if still cant play properly im so gona die alright. i think she was afraid for that piece of mine. but i can do it at home why cant i do it there eh ? im weird. i think i cant adapt to pianos well. but e grand piano wasnt sensitive enough. she agreed. lols. so we changed to e other room until that person who wanted to rent e room came. -.-
-i hate HIGH pedals. my teacher said i shld wear heels coz its easier to change pedals. -.- what if i trip when im walking in? it will be damn embarrassing. LOL. i dont think that happen anw. haha.
-oh man. i dont know why im so scared of things. probably its the lack of confidence. i saying "i cant do it, i cant do it" countless of times to my teacher last week. gosh. im giving myself pressure. i know its redundant but i cant help it. i cant restrain myself from thinking about all of those. I CANT DO IT. oh no. but if i know if i think that way i would definitely be like that. whywhywhy. why do people continue to be like that when they know that they shouldnt be ? i must overcome my fears. the invisible barrier within me.

FRIDAY.
-EA. the motivated ones took out their tbs. IM ONE OF THEM. erherm. my tb was on e table because i was too slow[ERHERm] to put it under. LOl.
-PE. volleyballlllllllll. teamed with glass,ihsan n derrick. thoven n gabriel asked me. i was asking yt to make e decision.. but in e end we went with glass n co coz they asked first. -.- sorry... -.- but who tell you all to be so slow. LOL.
-ok.. volleyball was suppose to be a fun game. but i wasnt really touching e ball actually. uhuh.
-chem. mr lim let us revise for our geog test. its so kind of him to do that.
-ANW. I HEARD SMTH FROM THAT _ MOUTH WHICH MADE ME RLY BU SHUANG. BITCH? ohmy. you are no better. dont say what is untrue to pollute PEOPLES MIND. for goodness sake. i thought u LOOKED KIND but yeah. i guess i shouldnt judge a person by their LOOKS YEA? tsk. what makes YOU think that PEOPLE are bitches. wht did THEY do. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU DAMN IT. i didnt do anything to you so stop behaving in such a manner, bad mouthing people as and when u like. im INSULTED. if i was so called b7-ing with my friends, FINE. i was just fooling around, WHAT HAS IT GOTTA DO WITH YOU? Wtf. TSK.
-if i flunked my test. its partially YOUR fault. ok, its just a TINY piece of it that im blamming you. but i could have reconfirmed my points n get it in my head n such if you werent distracting ME.
-ASSEMBLY. eldds performing.. uhuh.
-hmt lesson. i took an easy topic.. but couldnt elaborate. im just too nervous. haiix. i think i was grabbing e table, almost moving it around.. -.- i just cant think. sians. i hope i wont start erm-ing again when i go to e hall. haiix.
-went back to change for CFN.
- found out that my clothes doesnt match when i saw my reflection. -.- damn dui lian pls. called yt to rant all e way to cck. LOl.
-ate at pizza hut with e rebels for dinner. those two[yt n wt.] were rly late.
-surprisingly we werent vvv late for it. uhuh.
-nth much dis cfn. performance was ok. but wearing jeans n sitting on e ground hurts. -.- i wanted to wear mini skirt. -.-
-mass dance everybody went hyper. but not me. emo-ed for quite awhile. haha.


some photos wld be uploaded in e next post. (:

i dont understand myself.
you wont.
nobody will.

what we could have been, 16:49.

tags..

WANTENG: EHEHEH. wad my bro. I ALSO GOT DO LOR ! ZZZ !!! just that e measurement part its not. lols. i do e easier ones. lols. cake arh. next time we buy one for u wan? LOl.
Yiting.; jp.. if jp can join ur sis can join. LOl. but too bad her name on e ic isnt KAH yi. lols.
wanteng; YOU PIG none of my buisinessssssss lorr. lols ! i didnt pass it since i wasnt even in contact with you ! bleah. admit that u're a PIGie !
Yiting.; competition.. dots luh. u think i can slp infront of everybody meh. LOL. i need my NICE N COMFY BEDDDDDDDD. lols
`BERENICE': haha. she very emotional luh...
dERrick; LOls. if can think simple, i will bah.try to lor ? hmm. yea. there is but its whether im going to say my "troubles" out or not. lols. eh. vulgar arh. not saying u lahhh. u so guai. erherm. LOL.
Yiting.; blog about SC.. i dont want them to be DUI LIAN-ed. lolss. GIKI SUCKS ! LOL. eh. u can treat him as a punching bag. i dont mind. he deserved it anw.
lidong; ask me to smile need to put that >< DE MEH ! -.- lor.
Yiting.; you ALMOST DID FOR GOODNESS SAKE. if u spilled wt's milo i will also be e victim LOR.
lidong; who i ps? DONT TELL YOU. LOL. i think you MIGHT know. haha.
Yiting.; giki sucks luh. so tall. so skinny. so white. LOL. jk~ later u kill me. HHAA. tweety ROCKS ! urhem.
wanteng; wad change meeting place ? -.- wad lidong. -.- DONT TELL ME U JEALOUS. LOLOLOLOLOL.
Ruifen ♥; oh man. i forgot. stm rmb? LOL. n where ur jio-ingsssss too ? lol.
Yiting.; IM NOTTTTTTT A PERV. i dont molest ppl like you people do. LOL.


what we could have been, 16:03.
Wednesday 25 June 2008

MY FLU HAS RECOVERED. MY GOSH. its so freaking fast. LOL. told you i would recover before tomorrow right. haha. at least i felt that it isnt gona worsen. be glad.
i asked my bro to play bball with me at e court nearby. & OF COZ BEING SUCHA GREAT BRO HE SAID YES LUH. LOLS ! by e time i went there, i didnt sniff much already. uhuh. played abc with him with our very old ball which was bought a few few years ago. we didnt even play it lor. -.-..
ok.. i met this bunch of WSSS ppl there. they are DAMN CUTE/FUNNY. really. im like laughing like SIAO lor. sometimes bah. lols. n wearing my KSS uni BTW. -.- very dui lian eh ? zzz.. whatever~ i guess playing bball with my blouse HALF TUCKED IN is considered not bad. LOL. yea. i kept shooting.. initially my shots were rly.. er.. u know what luh. nvm. err. then suddenly the ppl there wanted to play full court. i didnt know they were starting.. this idk who guy STARTED TO SCOLD ME. say what, i "pa jiao"[eh wait, if i nv rmb wrongly, if i did, so sry eh ?]. ok luh. smtimes i rly reaction SLOW. i know. the other time at court e seniors was like that too. but didnt SCOLD. TSK LOR. want play cannot say properly har... NVM.. i wont to anything to you even if u scold me again. I DONT CARE. people like to be WOLS cannot MEH. BLEAH. -.-
hmm. but e wsss ppl still ok. they were damn comical pls. coz we were shooting at e other court. they suddenly go surround my bro sia. i was like "eh, zai na li ?" den i realized. ZZZ..
know what ? they became A GROUP OF FAN of him ! OMGGGGGGG ! i couldnt believe it. LOL. they started asking for my bros number and such. anw, according to me bro. they asked if WE[me n my bro] were steads. LOL. damn funny.
sian-ed at a corner while my bro played match with them. -.- kena PS ! LOL. nvm ~ haha. today i oso ps ppl.. SO SRY HOR... -.-...

wle. my dad v wth luh. i type halfway he go GL me. my mood totally ruined liao lor. esp my BLOGGING mood. damn.

fine. i shall conclude what happened after the match with a " MY SHOOTING WAS VERY ZHUN FOR ABC."and some elabs. uhuh. i wasnt joking dude. silent chops. no kao ban.. chio de lor. you all shld have seen it. lols. -.- idk why tday cant kao ban. but e ball went in anw. even me myself was shocked ! yes. and e ws ppl was like "so pro!". im so flattered. LOLS. none of such happened during ordinary days. im so sad. -.- ok... around seven some GUYs came to KOPE e court away. DOTS?!?! he was THREATENING US fro goodness sake. but we were being such KIND souls. we could have said we were there first. N ASK THEM TO GO SOMEWHERE ELSE. dont think they very BIG SIZE, BBALL SKILLS NOT BAD, VERY BIG GANG CAN COME HERE THREATEN LOR. at least ASK. NICELY. we would give it to you. without ppl feeling BU SHUANG-ed. of coz i am not BU shuang-ed YET.
well...

ohya. KIDOLs were not bad ! guitarist plus some singers. yeap... tmr will b for open categories. but my voting ticket.. er.. didnt use it.. lols. dont wana be baised. coz its quite diff to chose e best. yea...
theres PE tmr. dunoe if we wld get ultimate frisbee.. or mayb, softball or such. we wont get netball or bball. SAD HUH. -.-

i forgot what happened ytd. -.-
whatever. dont care already. lols.

END HERE. mayb if i rmb any funny/special event i might post. LOL

OHYA. yt is DUMB[opps, sry.., but its STUPID U NOE ! LOl.] cause she always spills milo.

YT N WT ARE PERVERTS. YES. ok. fullstop. lols.

what we could have been, 21:02.

Sians. im at home now. i have nth to do. i felt sleepy but i dont feel like sleeping now. came back from sch. wasnt feeling very well coz of my runny nose.. -.- nobody went court today. LOls. hmm yea.. e weather is damn hot. but im not switching on e fan. coz of my runny nose. i dont wana on aircon coz im SAVING EARTH. and my flu will get worse. lols.
i dont feel like blogging. i feel like going out of e house. -.- went fajar b4 coming home.. wah i srsly walk very slow. its like u put ur ONE feet slowly in front of you, den another. SO LAME. but whatever lor. lols.initially wanted to go rent piano. LOLS. but too bad i didnt bring my card. sian. tmr im going for piano one hour earlier. so that we have more time to go through e exam stuffs coz my teacher is having her wedding n all before e exam. so yea. better make sure i can pull through. LOL. of coz i can, without e unnecessary errors of course.
dont wana blog already. SIAN.

what we could have been, 15:55.
Monday 23 June 2008

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
after so long. yeah. didnt appeared to be much different from before i guess. the previous day i was having insomnia. -.- i slept at 1+-2 after some chionging of compo and laid on e bed for another one hour or so? SAD MAN. i had to get up for school after 3hrs++ lor. awwww. thank god i've ironed my unis e night before. lols. but my bag wasnt packed. -.- wadeva. felt very SIAN-ed mans. nth much during lessons. except the part that lyt mention about e exhibition of BRAINLESS foetus, some with brains hanging our from their head.. -.- e womb thing which was VERY DISGUSTING too ! i forgot e cyclops thing. i wasnt rly listen to it. -.-.. hahaha..yang mehs lesson... my gawd.. haiix. and i got to noe, Os COMING ! NEXT WEEK?!?!? its oral. IM SO LOUSY AT IT. $%$#^#@*$&*
did my hmwk opposite school. ohman,the stench from e dustbin STUNK doesnt it. TSK. i couldnt breathe man. im so in need of FRESH AIR MY GOD. i SUNTAN-ED under the sun when we switched places. zzz. i dun wana b darker. went home after some shootings again with yingying. yeap. thats all. blah ~

& my piano exam is coming. IM SO STRESSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDd.


btw just happen to have this convo with somebody just now.
then yea, i suddenly realized that i dont trust people easily like i used to now. i will start having lots of doubts about this person and stuffs. yea. i dont know. some people just make me feel that way. for people like jeany n derrick[wooopps ?], i knew that they were the right person to trust the moment i knew them. maybe that my institution. den wols de have the image of "simple minded-ness" bah? maybe thats why i think that i wont have to think so complicatedly when im communicating. but of course this person might be quite vulgar n dirty in actual fact i think. LOL. but hmm.. appeared to be a good person to me at least. yea.. ok random. maybe im just thinking too much. but sometimes things aint as simple as it is? you never know. haha. but still, im glad that some frens were there went i needed them. haha (:


COUNTDOWN.
TWENTY EIGHT DAYS to the MAJOR event of may life.
ok im exaggerating. but it IS something important to me .
-.-


what we could have been, 22:23.
Friday 20 June 2008

went opp sch tday.
did physics.. omggggggg. L3 is crazy. YES, THE HOD IS CRAZY ! -.- its like so SUPER ALOT LOR. ok.. spend the last few minutes playing a lil bball.. my gawd. no feel, all cant go in. so pek chek. haiixxxx . -.- two more days till school reopens ! man. im so gona die. GOD, GIVE ME MY 25th HOUR ! LOL. so lame lah. tmr no need go out of my hse liao. duh ? lol..
ANW, PEOPLE, I CANT SMS TILL END OF E MONTH. DONT ASK ME TO REPLY.. SRSLY..-.-
i will read but i wont reply.

ER ok. end here.


对不起。
应该是我不配。


不要对我那么好
我怕我承受不起

what we could have been, 23:31.
Wednesday 18 June 2008

goshhhhhhhhhhhhh.
the corridor of my house is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO dangerous ! wana noe why ?

TADAH.
[aw, too bad,i've remove that picture due to some reasons. hahah]

see the pillar there ? ITS A POTENTIAL HIDING PLACE FOR BAD FELLAS TO HIDE !!!! :((((((((
you wont know whether theres a MONSTER[my younger bro claims that its MONSTER] behind..

YES.
OMFG !!!!!!!!!! IM SO SCARED ! -.-
when school reopens im so gona die. im bound to be rushing out in e morning, so i'll take e stairs. AND OMG. wad if im late n e corridor light is switched OFF ?!?! & WAD IF SOME DAMN GUY IS WAITING BEHIND THAT STUPID WALL GETTING READY TO POUNCE ON ME ?!?!

i should really prepare some hairspray or wadsoeva spray that can make his eyes blind when he comes kidnapping/or wadeva else me. i've always thought my comb in my pocket might be a weapon.. but after some thought i think that its NOT SHARP ENOUGH !! LOl ! ohman. but too bad im not some vain person that would bring such thing to school. -.- er, to me, comb is still ok. lol.i think i should just bring my hp, IN CASE of... erm yea. stalkers?[i still rmb smb stalked me last year or is it during sec one ?] wadeva. even if i got caught during spot check i HAVE MY REASONS. and yea, its for my safety YEA. if got KIDNAPPED, NOBODY WOULD KNOW if i dont bring it RIGHT! SO YA.. PRECAUTIONS! btw even if i shout/scream, i dont think anybody can hear already.. since e empty areas we had last time were cemented already. SO SAD. its not that cooling anymore too. hmm... my neighbors cant hear me too. coz i only have ONE neighbor on my level, and they always close their door.

IF I EVER GOT KIDNAPPED, & GOT SOLD TO SOME RANDOM COUNTRY, DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH[oh no, if im really gone, you MUST miss me. (lamez)]

ohyea. btw the residents in my block complained already. i was playing the piano and was being forced to open e door when my neighbor pressed my house's doorbell repeatedly.. i actually wanted to scold e person [i thought it was mum n there was no need for her to do that as if its some emergency] for interrupting me you noe.. but i realized its the auntie and people are crowding outside when i opened e door... they were waiting for my dad to complain..zzz.. so my dua pai dad came after i dont know how long[he wasnt at home.]

[THIS ONE TOO ! i dont wana be stalked. LOL.]
erm, this picture should be clearer.

my dad cracked some LAME joke infront of that idk who.
dad: the design of this thing is so bad [looks at that out of place grey thing at the corner]. it looks like some SAFE where you can put MONEY in it.
-.-... LAME LORRRRR. it made me n my bro BURST OUT LAUGHING !! i think its with my dads tone luh. haha. we're still laughing at this joke right now. haha.

ok enough of this. i've written like, SO MUCH on this. haha.
stop hereeeeee. BBYE .

what we could have been, 19:02.
Monday 16 June 2008

tags.
tricia[:; errr.... of coz if u noe that wld happen obviously u wld wear.. BUTTT. u cant predict the future.. SO!!! must have preventions right ~~~ like me loRRR! LOL. but u still got t_ e second time.. wy _ too.. oh nvm.. lets not rake up e past ~ but thank god wy wont come my blog. haha.
jeanle; eh ? imagine what ? which one u saying ?
Yiting.; SRY LUHHHHHHHH.... too bad. who tell u to slp... haha. u cld have occupied urself with other things to do rather than slp.. haha. but actually is watch with u ppl de lor... but u 're all too slow n blah. den suan liao lor.. lols.
Yiting.; wadeva... LAUGHLAUGHLAUGH... go die la ! LOLOL.
Yiting.; OMG?!?! u thought its a REAL one too?!?! .... i didnt expect u to be like dear henry.. SO BLUR N OMG LORRRRRRR. lol. why wld a REAL grand piano have erm. CRYSTALS on it ?!?!? ... n i dont think theres some gold grand piano actually.. haha. if im gona buy one i wld take white or black.. NOT gold ! haha. eh. fyi. i DIDNT buy that myself.. so yea.. n its for DECORATION purposes.. haha.
Yiting.; waste money.. dots..

what we could have been, 20:21.

ohman~ the weather is GOOD today ~
& i slept until four. new record eh ? but hey, its not because im a PIG ok[partially yes actually..] E DAY BEFORE YTD I WENT TO SLEEP AT SEVEN+ N WOKE UP FIVE HOURS LATER.. know why ? COZ being such filial children, me n my dear bro went to make a FATHER'S DAY CARD like i mentioned previously.. yeap.
heres the PICS, the HARD WORK & EFFORT WE'VE MADE FOR DIS GODDAMN CARD ~!!

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we had to stick e double sided tape on it coz we found out that we dont have any glue stick left at home.. -.- that took us A LOT of time .

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my dear bro working on it.

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second pic of him.

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the word happy under the light which he thought was kinda nice. haha. monstrous hand yea ? LOl

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change of plans~

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ended up with THIS..

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cover page

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the inside with some drawings of mine... -.-

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the back.. looks funny.. with my KFc name coz i didnt have a nickname like my bro. ZZZ..

oh well... it spend us half a day completing it...it may look real plain n not very nice.. but it isnt easy to make alright. didnt expect it to be that hard actually. we practically took ONE BIG ROUND coz our plan didnt work out.. so we had to kinda follow the sample that we took frm e net. zzz... waste of my SLEEPING time. i had to sneak into my bros room to continue doing the card in e middle of e night after carving e words when they were out shopping in the afternoon. den e next morning when we'r quite done except for e drawing part, my MUM very the EXTRA LORRR. come in n nag.. zzz. so dots..

and yea. my bro came in my room at around 10+ and tried waking me up to give the card.. -.- but to no avial he CANT. lol. yea. finally after two hrs i got up. LOl.

den ytd my cousins n aunts came to my hse.. coz it was my bros bday.. younger bro.. yeap. very crowded luh. n noisy. haiyo.. -.- hmm.. at some point of time.. i was sitting on e sofa.. watching the tv... e next few moments i think i dozed off.. haha. yea. so diaosss. i just didnt have enough slp luh. after that my aunts started to wake me up to have dinner.. -.- i looked like some zombie walking around lor. theres quite some leftovers and dey said i had to eat everyth up since i was e last one.. ZZZ LORRR. its rly alot luh. but they were just joking... if not i think i surely zao off or jus skip my dinner liao. LOL.

shall put up two photos only~
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my parents with my bro..

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the DELICIOUS CAKE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my gawd~ its so nice n chocolatyyyyyyyyy !

(:

what we could have been, 19:15.
Saturday 14 June 2008

THURS.
went to watch KUNGFU PANDA with my fren. yea. not a bad movie luh. SHIFU IS SOOOOOOOOO CUTE PLS. haha ! and of coz, the panda too. lol. flabby fats ~ lolssss. i rmb e part where e panda got his noodles below his nose.. so funny ! haha. but im so deprived of slp LOR. bargain for one hr only. wad a WASTE ~~ haha. i know im very piggy. but, wadeva.
went to opposite schs court. initially was doing some chinese n stuffs.. after that played a lil bball. but my shooting sucks ! too long didnt play alrdy. but i rmb i've got 5 consecutive shoots till 2 point n they started playing bullets. -.-
anw, I DIDNT WEAR MINI SKIRT TO PLAY PURPOSELY OK. ZZZZ !!! its just im so lazy to take off my skirt n i look weird if im wearing fbt with my outside top. PLUS. I'VE GOT MY FBTs UNDERNEATH LORRR. -.- !!! im not that dumb or wadsoever u call that. im not like tricia. not saying shes dumb... err.. LOL. paiseh . hmm. it was kinda hot too, coz i forgot to bring my rubber band along. it feels like im some siao char bo playing dwn dere u noe. wf n yt keep calling me ZHEN ZI LOR. i dont float lor. thou ziyang once said i looked lk i am. -.- ... oh forget it ~
ohya. & PPL DONT MISUNDERSTOOD ME N WADEVA LOR. especially YT n WF. i have ppl asking me about wadeva THINGY ALRDY LOR. so what the heck .
ok, at around 7 went macs for dinner.it was a fast meal since i didnt have much time alrdy n im gona b LATE. ok. actually, im always late. -.-... erm. i've got my door list alrdy. my exam date wld b on 21/7 !!!!!!!!! OH NO !!!!!!!! im getting the jitters alrdy !!! :( MY GAWDDDDDDDD. this is so scary ! i hope im not gona have the same kinda thing over again for this year. gosh. and im e last candidate ! its nto gona be good.. after all the pro ones infront... AHHHHHHHHH !!!! man, pray for me. PRAY !!

oh fyi. i had this very random/stupid/lame convo with I-D-K WHO who claim that shes tonys sis YTD NIGHT.
i've used a damn hostile attitude towards her.. wwwopps ?
i've showed it to xx n derrick since im kinda chatting with them. my bro showed his fren that too. -.- !!
ok heres the convo.

that person: why does your name say a website
that person: something like words-arecheap.blogspot.com
me: thats my pm who are you anw
that person: i am tony's liltle sister
me: huh/.
me: who is TONY?!?!
that person: i think u've added the wrong person..
that person: my brother
me: ERR...
that person: is this april t.
that person: i'm deleteing you
me: no....
me: u mean u DIDNT know ?
me: ok
me: nvm..
me: lols ..

thats like SO FUNNY?!?! its not like she had JUST added me u know. its been months and shes telling me shes deleting me.. should I be the one DELETING her? oh... nvm. haha. i shall not say anymore...

ohman. the seniors can go to ms tans wedding.. SO SAD THAT WE CANT GO EH? nvm.. forget it ~ not like i've wanted VERY MUCH to go anw. haha. hmm.. this ms tan.. always building RAPPORT with our class.. den our lesson will delay n delay ~ of course with the help of the guys in our class luh. -.- lols. but at least not as stonish as 2B. haha.

yeap. tmr's FATHER'S DAY. me n my bro is trying to do some pop up cards by ourselves.. err.. yea. hope we succeed yea ? hmm. this year like very special eh? haha. no luh. i think we shld b fair to both mah. do for mothers day shld also do for fathers day. LOL.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS IN ADVANCE ! (:
and of course, WANFEN TOO ! HAHA.

TAGS. seems like its been very long since i've replied.
'bro': thanks ! (:
Wanfen: thanks too!
Yiting.; eh ya. i rmb. ur dunks i nice de lor. n its easier to maintain than mine. but, i still like mine ! haha.
Yiting.; wow. nobody ask u to wake up that early.. lols.
Yiting.; u come help us luh ! down dere saysaysay.. haha. too bad ~ zhong dan gao jiu zhong lorrrr ! i zhong more than u leh.
'bro': im not zhiling luh !!
Wanfen; wt was chasing u luh. -.-..
Yiting.: erm. its e ninepm show. e bian zou qu i think.
'bro'; wont lah. next day ok liao. thanks to my frens luh. haha. but they kinda got mixed up with the two events. nvm.. haha.
Yiting.; i didnt insult lor. its like SO UGLY n plus idk how to use. n i get rly pissed n blah LOR.
Yiting.; ya luh. almost the same.. lols. u spotted me.. which one is it ? haha.
Yiting.;eh. not precious moments. its another shop name... n its precious THOTS or smth. but its still not that shop. lol. i forgot. haha. the grand piano is SUPER CHIO DE LOR. & btw, mr HENRY CHUA even thought its e real one. -.- he blur de luh. haha. its WILL take up alot of space. mayb must remove e marble table in my living room ba ? but i think i wont get one luh. its so exp plus im not some great pianist.. haha...
Yiting.; you young.. u'ld b old some day. like 3 mnths later or so. lol. yes. i LET DOWN MY HAIR.
Yiting.; i wont update on that luh. so bo liao. nth much anw ~ unless u wan me to say that some child almost got bitten by it and fullstop. lols.
wanteng; aiya nvm luh. urs is no that often. mine is. its not only e band ticket im saying.. hmm.. nvm..
ser ern laopo!; lolss. ur wish is so belated ! lol. nvm, thanks anw (:
HengWei; EHEH. call me auntie har ! NAUGHTY BOY !!! im not an AUNTIE !

blogging is a VERY good way of keeping things down... yea. especially when im smb whos having stm. im glad i had this blog anw. haha. (:


也许,旁观者清?

也许,感动多过爱的意义。

希望选择了,不会再次后悔所做过的决定。

what we could have been, 21:08.
Thursday 12 June 2008

i really hate myself for being so fickle minded all the time.
how do i change ?
how can i be more decisive?
how can i stay on to what i am thinking ?

HOW?HOW?HOW?

*(#&$^()#$&@

H just asked me whether i can go for band concert[which is tmr]. i wanted to go initially since Ma had another extra ticket. i called up yt to ask if she wants to go. & the next moment i suddenly changed my mind. so i told them that i wont be going and i've made up my mind. i feel so bad n all when i knew H is going alone by himself. -.-..

I HATE IT !! HATE IT !! WHY CANT I DO IT? WHY DID IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PPL CAN CHOSE BETWEEN A YES/NO N ALL BUT I... !!! ZZZ. #*$&@#$%(@($8

i really hate this feeling luh. when you make some decision you have to broad over it for a long time. n start regretting about what you've done. its damn stupid de lor. evrytime oso like that. TSK.

#$^@#$&^_32*%$#

what we could have been, 23:33.
Wednesday 11 June 2008

YTD.
went to make my ic... at eh. lavender there. wah i forgot to bring e photo that e sch took for us sia. though im taking it there but i WANTED TO BRING. WTH. it ended up that im having a VERY BAD day coz of it. the damn photo taker very WTF. & my DAD too. i know my fringe isnt suppose to be covering my EYEBROWS and thats why i went to put water on it to make it stick on my forehead ABOVE it. BUT MY FATHER IDK WTH IS WRONG WITH HIM HE JUST INSISTED ON ME PINNING MY HAIR LIKE SOME NOOB(they threw a damn "bobby pin" at me n wanted me to use it.). TSK. if i HAVE to pin my hair[using THAT pin], i would rather USE MY SCHS PHOTO FOR gODNESS SAKE. HENG i brought my OWN PIN. TSK. so i had my hair PINNED up like im in sch. only e front n i look weird. my hairs in a mess with strands of hair floating around in e back part. TSK. of course. with my FORCED SMILE[that might look natural]. #*%$^@()#
i was fuming all the way until KK HOSPITAL where we're suppose to fetch my younger bro from his eyes check up. anw, i would have to thank n apologize to Wols De for being my Chu1 Qi4 Tong4 at the moment or else the whole place would be burning. LOL.
in conclusion i FREAKING HATE MY IC PHOTO. DAMN IT.
shopped at centre point with my mum.
saw THIS THING in robinsons.
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LOL. isnt that the pattern on e tee yt gave ? i was so HIGH when i saw that mans. LOL. imagine me wearing with THAT. LOL. i guess it'll b too small. since its for babies. lolss

& this when i came dwm frm e escalator.
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spot the animals. anyone thats familiar ? too bad i couldnt catch e CHIMPANZEE.

AND OHMY. TATTY[me-to-you] BEARS !!! ALOTALOTALOT IN THAT i-forgot-what-shop ! ZZZ ! ITS SUCHA PAIN TO SEE ALL THESE BUT U CANT BUY IT ! i couldnt resist the temptation n shot some of those with my hp !!
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eh kinda blur.
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BIG ONES !!!!!!!! awwwwwww. its just SO EXPENSIVE that a tiny one cost like fifteen bucks. NOT FAIRRRRRRRRR!!! why aint i RICH ? IF NOT I COULD HAVE OWNED E ENTIRE SHOP OF TATTY !!! ZZZZZZZZZ ! LOL. AND I CAN BUY A GRANDPIANO TOO! LOL.

ok.. went for dinner at bk timah. i kinda saw some familiar faces. -.- i think one graduated kranjian n mayb xuesi's bro ? lol. didnt have much appetite anw. blah. it started raining n such. SO COLDDDDDDD ! -.- thank god my shoes wasnt stained. mayb it was ? didnt check.

hmm. SO SRY YT,WF N WT !! for not going to play wit u all.. -.- kinda last min ps-ing? i actually wanted to go. hmm..

what we could have been, 22:39.
Monday 9 June 2008

those[below] are suppose to be posted a few days ago.
oh my, am i being labeled as some attitude problem girl whos ranting on some blog of mine ? ohyeahohyea? wadever. its up to you to read anw. i just wana blog.

FYI

if im in a NOT-SO-GOOD-MOOD[not emo but more towards angry. you'll know it when u see it.] ,
and u freaking ask me some irritating questions,
i'll either shut my mouth tight[like theres gold inside. whatever],
o
r i might just give you some forced answers outta nowhere.
OR maybe if you freaking do/say/give some stupid[when im in a bad mood, every lil thing can be considered stupid to me.] things to me. i might just lose control and just go WTF, BLAHBLAHBLAH.
ohyeah? that doesnt sound very drastic eh ? dont forget the BLAHS on top. but i believe i can control n wont go to the extent of doing those BLAHS. there might be some exceptions though. thats when i dont even feel like control anymore eh?
&
dont ever probe into unnecessary stuffs or whatever[anything that will make me go mad] when im in that im-not-in-a-very-good-mood time.
you should know how im gona react if you're being sucha smart alec.
please people, stop being an arshe. damn it.

TSK.

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ohya. cost ytd my dear bro was happily hogging the com like nobodys business, i cant use e com to blog. he told me half an hr, n after that when i went back, its already way pass the time. by then i didnt rly wana blog alrdy.

yea so now... the presents ! THANKS PEOPLE ! though not rly alotalot but i appreciated it !

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a pair of nike shoes that i've wanted.. WHITE & GOLD ! hmm... searched for that for quite a while u know.
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bear fron gift a name ? was a pleasant surprise . not rly. haha. when u called u knew smth was amiss. LOl. thanks yea !

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eyore & a hp chain. er. n smth else.

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damn chio de GRANDPIANO.

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belated present from yt. with a BIG CARD. thanks (: but that erm, tank top looks weirddddd(on me). haha. but i'll try to wear it luh. lolss.

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a piglet bolster from erm. wanteng, serern, tricia,wanying, yingying i think.. abit diao. lolss. but still thanks yea! ohya. plus a note from wt ! haha.

for those who wished me happy birthday, thanks again !
especially wols de, pitsoon, yy,henry,xx[order by time.] who sms on 12am ! SOOO gandong yea ? haha.
on time ones were Ma[in e middle of the night which is like 2++?? but i was awake.], clive, wf, jc,
tricia, jeany, yt, ada[ohshits, i forgot to wish her bro. -.-], stanley[called at 11.57.. -.-].
belated wishes~ wilson, derrick, yishan n wt. (:

I FEEL SO XING FU YEA? at least you ppl rmbed it ok! LOL.

ok. i celebrated my bday with my family... ate at crystal jade for lunch. n shopped around. & u noe what ? MY BRO N I DID SOME SUPER CHILDISH THING. too bad. coz we'hv a deprived childhood. lolol.
we went to this place.
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LOLss. fyi that place is packed[ok not so] with KIDS. DUH~ me n my bro was damn paiseh luh. but he was e one who suggested going there lor. lolol. since we didnt try that b4.. lols. im speaking e truth ok... ITS MY FIRST TIME DOING THAT!
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they tore e black thing out n put it on e metal plate.. n somehow went to "baked" it. lol.

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TADAH ! its done ~ NICE RIGHT ! NOT BAD FOR FIRST TIMER ~~ haha. i sticked it on my mirror. haha. PS: i was walking around with that thing on my hand until we went back to the car. how embarrassing. lolss.

went to woodlands library. -.- coz we had nth to do... slacked around there will my mum went to buy things i think. hmm... then we went to OG at erm idk where. smwhere in town area. near e zhen zhu fang i think. yea. got into e "lift" carpark. n blah.. oh ya. me n my bro started to zilian-ed at the sight of the mirror lift. lol.
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err yea. this is the best one we took when we came back.. -.- coz we're kinda rushing to eat b4 fetching my bro to some place. ohyes. i finally whole that jacket after one whole year. opps. but i dont rly have a habit of wearing jackets.. lols

i tried searching for rubiks again. in the toys department. yea. i think we spend the most time there. but to no avail, i couldnt find e real rubiks.. only some disney cubes. LOl. yea. n e super exp cube which i dunoe it has how many speacial features ? not sure. lol. but i found smth that AMAZEDDDDDD ME alright. but of coz it not my first time seeing it. im not that suaku. lol
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those miniature stuff is SO PRETTY !!!!!!!!! i know im kinda childish... n should try n grow up already. BUT ! ITS SO OMG TINY luh~~~ !! LOLs.

took a few photos in the car. but bcoz my dear lil bro was moving n shaking n wadeva hell making funny expressions i've only got THIS. which i think only i look kinda still ok in it. coz he gave a fake smile[like yangmeh.]. -.- n my mum sitting dere became kinda extra in e pic... -.-...

v1
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v2 [after erasing off sme parts, with e photo edited. not rly rly nice actually.]
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yeap thats all.. though this year didnt hv frens celebrating with me, BUT ! at least i have my family. haha. i had a nice day actually. (: most imptly of coz i had quite some fun[behaving like small kids when im alrdy one year older] ! haha

no cake on my birthday itself.. but they bought one on e next day ! oh man thanks !!!

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this one without candles.

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didnt rly do some wishing thing when i blew e candles. lol. we ended off in a haste coz they wanted to take photos[but i dont] ! LOL.

thanks everyone for making my day special/lovely/happy/whicheva words that can describe it !
LOVE Y'ALL~

oh. n i havent go to make my IC yet. tmr perhaps. yeap. SOON... I CAN FLASH MY IC ARNDDDDD! LOL !
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went to celebrate wts bday at opp schs court. yeap. i was late... veryvery late... -.- i woke up at 1+.. only had like 8+ hrs of slp ! -.-... u noe im a piggy[not as piggy as wt]~ haha. sms-ed till near morning coz was discussing some stuffs... yea. vv long nv liddat liao. rmb-ed e last time was the who lor. go call me e middle of e night.. -.- that person siaosiao one. LOL. jk~ that person might not come here. so forget about e jk part. LOL.
err yea. we gave our BELOVED WT a nike basketball. oh mans. forgot to take a pic of it.. LOls. nvm. abit lame. haha. shoot awhile.. n blah... ohya. we were playing bullets when dear yt presented our[wt n me] cakes ! coffee flavored. mine was with e strawberry on top...coz wt chose e chocolate chips one.. while eating my mind suddenly hatched a plan.. thats to smear them with the oh-so-think cream. lol. but wth, i was e one who got smeared the most ! hair,face,arms,shirt all kena. THAT WT LUH! n half of my cake dropped on e floor while chasing wt. waste food mans. -.- nvm... wf didnt even zhong. coz wt luh.. haven tell me properly then she chiong to e them liaosss. lol. ok after all those went to macs toilet to clean up.. so OILY LORRRR. eyyer. shldnt have suggested it in e first place. LOl. suddenly rmbed tt during lower sec me n aloy was like running sm marathon. -.-
ok so ya. we actually played some matches with erm, i-dont-know-who n e kps kids.. got thrashed like dunoe what. i didnt even run.. hmm... why did i bother playing.. nvm. went back at around 6+.. time flies man... oh gosh...

hmm a very long post today.. yup. thats to "cover up" e previous days which i havent updated. haha. end here.

oh wait. LASTLY, A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEE TENGTENG YEA! (: hope u've enjoyed ur bday !

what we could have been, 21:21.
Friday 6 June 2008

when the clock strikes tonight.
nine hours. fifty two more minutes.

what we could have been, 14:18.
Wednesday 4 June 2008

hmm... dont rly know what to post actually...
ytd was our last netball training... kinda fun yea? haha. we only had four trainings for this hols.. thats SO DAMN LITTLE pls. i think we used to have 10++ trainings or so ? ms yeo says that e sch want us to have breaks for last two weeks... but i'll b bored to death by den? -.-
we gona do our chi tmr morning. so guai eh ? haha. after that we'll go straight to sch for mdm yongs lessons... yeap. so it ends at 5? doubt i am going back home bah. can go woodlands there walk around wait for time to pass den i'll go for piano. hmm. mayb i can go to e library eh ? LOLs. since i wont want to walk in cwp by myself. duh ? lol.
ok there nth to blog about recently.. dont feel like blogging i guess. bye peepo~

tricia[:; lols not i say i like u de. is wt. oh ok fine. i will change it i think.
Yiting.; its not as if u very PRO rite... everytime luan yong ci yu down there influence others... like gurvin lor. n of coz, I WONT CRY LUH PLS. zzz....
Wanfen; i dont think he is either.
Yiting.; who says i dont know ? -.- that day during ur "last day of sch" smb " lou zui" n i know ok[just that i dont know e url thats all]. bet u dont know that eh ? -rolls eyes-
Yiting.; urhurm ? u think their cool ? LOLSSSSS manzz.

what we could have been, 21:17.
Tuesday 3 June 2008

TAGS.

wanteng: "strong" in eng. cannot meh. lol.
Wanfen: i was just joking. -.- erm. i forgot wad i said. nvm... MY IS ALWAYS COOL IN UR EYES PLS... or mayb u'r e one thats cool in his eyes. (: haha
wanteng: HEY !! U R SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MEAN ! UPDATED ALRDY STILL GET "KILLED" BY UR MAGIC CLAW EH? but first of all, IM NOT A SNAIL ! so i wont get killed ~ lol.
bro; hmm, yea...
wanteng; ehhhhhhhh !! snails cant bang piano but I CAN ! lolol. be like tricia har ? not her that type lah. haha.
Michael; wont spoil de lah.. so fast spoil e piano dealers very rich liao. haha.
Wanfen: opps. thats bcoz i thought it was this week wad... misinterpret wad hes saying luh. duno wads in my mind.. -.- nvm.
wanteng; wadthe.. u're being so bad ! haha. she still hve rouxuan wad.. haha.
Wanfen; LOL !! IM NOT A SNAILLLLLLLLLLLLL ! but i do admit that im kind ! LOL.
Yiting.; tricia always like to write emo things in her blog. haha.
Yiting.; eh... bang alrdy buy new one hor ? U BUY LAH !
Yiting.; im not dead ! im just not using MSN n didnt blog luhhhhh. looks like i was "yi shi ge jue-ing" o ? haha. i cant use msn coz e connection was kind i-dont-wad. but its FIXED coz of my pro-ness.
Wanfen; yeap she doesnt. haha. too bad manssss. LOL. who tell her to go overseas n all. haha.
ser ern (:; erm. i didnt even see my blog.. so yea.
Yiting.; giki zi lians ? or u dont mean that? lol.





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