Friday 27 February 2009
ITS BEEN DAYS[/weeks] SINCE I UPDATED !
THIS POST IS GONA BE INTERESTING MAN.(ya right, opposite i think. and longggggggggggggggggggggggggg)
at least theres a subject(s) for me to rant about.
actually the part till e dotted line was suppose to be posted up last friday. due to some stupid acts of mine, e last part got deleted repeatedly for twice.
it will be my longest post ever !!
12 FEB
`went to celebrate Jarrold's birthday after school.
`sorta meet up with some others to make e card thingy ?
`felt kinda weird trying to be normal at first luh, cos its been like so long since we've been talking...
`spend like 1 hr or so in e library doing up e stuff & proceeded to pizza hut with the Bday boy..
`ohya. Bao bao served us. lol. J's fren leh yt. felicia n i was like laughing at her accent. LOL.
`well, i had to go after some time because of my PIANO LESSON. how great. n e guys were gona take e cake up luh. sian-ed. i was whining n all cos i couldnt eat -.-
`anw, hope you people had fun on that day yeah? especially the one who said that i like to DAO him (:
`hmm.. the dao-ing part was kinda true actually. opps... sry lah... -.-
14 FEB
`VALENTINES DAY CUM FRIENDSHIP DAY spent with my lovely ones
-some random guy on the road say hi & bye to me 0.0 i was like talking on e phone n wondering if i knew him LOL. but because im a courteous person, i waved back. RANDOM.
`was wandering around in lot1 as the Monkey didnt set her computer time properly which caused her to be late for MY APPOINTMENT.
`we had nothing to do n went Jp first without waiting for e remaining ones
-OHYES. THAT WHITE DRESS !! WT ! I WANT THATTTTTTT ! BUY FOR ME ! LOLS its from that er... the shop Valerie ? 0.o wait, i think i rmbed wrongly.
-she got a PINK balloon for herself. lame.
`found the Rebellions and Wf at e mrt area.. ya. so we walked around thinking of what to eat...
-settled for some BEEF NOODLE RESTAURANT ? i forgot e name
-took some photos there lol~
`went to some childish places to find the correct ambiance for group photo taking? -.-
`ohyeah. JJ lin was there... to sign his concert tickets...
-we're kinda stuck in the middle of the crowd when e whole thing ended.. zzz
`train-ed back. i rmbed something. tricia n i had a "violent" debate that day. lol.
`thanks for the presents peeps !
-YT's felt toy, Wt,Se,Wy's "goodie bags", charmaine's cupcakes, whai ee's chocolates, yy,wf's sweets (:
17-20 FEB
COMMON TEST DAYS ! sucks man. argh.
english results alrdy out. i passed... its 不幸中的大幸 eh ? count me fortunate but i didnt wana get this okay ! L.O.U.S.Y.
`i was late on THURSDAY. great. oh so great. i stayed back for detention. my phone was confiscated cos it sorta dropped out ? i rmb tugging real hard when ms low OFFERED to help me carry my file when i was told to empty my pocket. i didnt have time to hide it properly so it ended up on my file covered by my shirt ?!?! the situation was a lil dots.... (i know im very noob)
`that particular day was very suay for me. well well. i shouldnt even have went back to take that damn ADAM KHOO THING. i thought i had time. ARGHHHHH. i was late even when i took e car. zz.. i shouldnt have rmbed anything about adam khoo n i wont be late. YOU MAKE ME PAY FOR A HUNDRED BUCKS, ONE +,2 HOUR OF NON-STOP COPYING AT FULL SPEED & MY DAMN IT REVISION TIME. i can blame you. YES YOU. BITCHAYYYY~!(lol)
`so yeah. i stayed outside the staff room chiong-ing as if i will die any minute while the others left me alone in school to do my detention.
`stress sia. my words were untidy.. look totally like a guys handwriting. but DO YOU THINK I CARE? I NEED MY DAMN TIME U KNOW? the good thing is that ms low didnt doubt me lah. if not i'll be damn paiseh admitting that its my work. zzz... & they have this form for e parents to sign if we're late.
`i think my speed is quite slow, since subhan who came later than me had alrdy finished his earlier than me.. ANW, people, i have an advise. use ball-point pen to scribble next time. its much faster. lol
`this school is getting lamer by day. although this implementation of e copying handbook rule thing is SORT OF effective in preventing students to be late. i think its a LAME way. it waste all our time when we can do something useful during detention time lor. wth.. at least i tried to chiong for school okay.
`PLUS WE HAVE TO SING E NATIONAL ANTHEM BY OURSELVES. i rmb i use to laugh at e latecomers for doing that. zzz... the sec1 beside me got the lyrics wrong.. opps. i was suppressing my laughter cos i couldnt take it...
`Fyi, i rolled my eyes a lot because of the late coming incident that day. ZZZ !
TODAY20FEB
i shall start in chronological order. if not my whole chunk of rantings will come out in e first para.
`went to find ms low to hand in e form. she said a lot of repeated stuff n guess what ? she saw my signature and ask whats that. i said it was my signature.. she replied saying that it doesnt look like ?! its more like JEFFERY? zzz. dont call me jeffery number2 man. lol
`trained to CSH. had that chicken rice Se recommended..
-that aunty gave me free baked beans lols
`watched the matches... do i have to elaborate one this ? got xiao pang(my pri sch mate ?),xiao pangS. lol
`i think i like the dart game in tricia's phone. LG's KF__ idk what. MY NAME U KNOW ! LOL. anw, im suppose to shake the phone so that the dart will fly out. super cool game sia. i broke the HIGHSCORE LEH. 100+ cos i got two double bullseye LOLS COOL RIGHT? wah. i damn zi high bout this..
`train-ed back home.
`OHYES. there's this incident that happened on the lrt that made me so disgusted that i stomped my way back home within 5mins.(some infos where missing because idw happened to it after i pasted the photos. god damn.I SPEND SO MUCH EFFORT LOR. n e tone kinda changed totally. i sounded so pissed when i typed e first draft)
`i think i AM attracting the wrong bunch of guys as quoted by yt. SRSLY. this SUCKS.
-i maybe over reacting, but i cant stop. the urge of saying it out is just too great to overcome. too bad. if i insulted ppl.
`if i destroyed the wonderful image of KAHFONG then thats sad. cos i was just too "angry(?!)"
-(but for now after some parts got deleted, i will not sound like i want to kill somebody)
`a short,middle aged(30+,40?!?!) uncle whose physical features aint what you consider AVERAGE LOOKING/GOOD LOOKING person was standing in front of me(well, im sorry for saying that. to some others he might be good looking, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder eh? but trust me, im not joking) wonder why im being so crude saying such things? oh, the point is still not there yet. dont say i judge ppl by their appearance.
`this MAN, started a lame conversation by saying "theres no driver?". i thought he wanted to ask for direction before he said that sentence n i look as if i wanted to help, then he said that lame thing. i started explaining bout e computerized part ETC. haha. is he trying to act cute or what by saying bout e ghost train thing..?
`he kept he conversation going by asking some OLVL thing. & the thing is he said smth like "thats my girl" when i told him i wanted <10 for l1r5. is that a JOKE or what. whose your girl man. if you were e one in that situation i swear u wld puke on the spot.
`blame it on me for providing too much info to STRANGERS. please, someone. jus knock me on my head. why didnt my so called "AURA" frighten him away. argh. or mayb im jus too sensitive? i think im too anti social & i DONT LIKE to make friends with ppl(ESPECIALLY THOSE OVER AGED ONES)
`blah, he left his number on a post-it n STUCK IT TO MY FILE when i was desperately calling my mum. tsk. (dont freaking LAUGH at me. im like erm... so called "harassed" okay. -rolls eyes-) totally NO LINK.
-u know how much i wished somebody i knew was beside me or not ? WAH. terrible feeling.
`i wanted to post some not very nice plus damn insulting stuff when i first wrote it..some like "照照镜子，一把年纪了还做这种事， 不知羞耻？” what "癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉“ thing. though i dont consider myself as a swan.(but im young u know) erm ya. so now u know u cant offend ME cos i can insult ppl !! see.. when ppl are angry they jus do all kinds of stuff which are quite unexpected... -.-..
-------------------------------------
MON-WED[23FEB - 25FEB]
ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP.
1ST DAY.
`in e library for e first half of the session.
-was taught bout some self esteem thing. & i realize.. i have a LOW self esteem. haix. when can i not feel so 自卑？
-ohyea. theres no such thing called FAILURE people. its LEARNING EXPERIENCES we've got (:
-YT had to leave at 12 for some FAMILY MATTERS of hers. o0 so theres only me n wf left. since tricia n wt were sitting with their own friends
`changed the venue to SPIN ROOM. cos e ventilation wasnt good... Danny was sweating...?
-speed reading, whole brain notes etc ?
2ND DAY.
`its 24feb ! e 4dians prepared a cake for colleen. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL !
`trainer asked me the question "who are you?". its really sad when i gave a shitty answer. haiix. cos in actual fact, i dont understand myself at all. i dont even know whats my style of doing things cos im always changing(with my mood?). this is SO SO SO bad.
`hmm..crying session for us before dinner?
-this thing is damn random. e trainer said some vv ZZZ stuff... what dad come home look at mum, mum gave the look back. then blahblahblah~ talked bout those weird topic which had a LIL connection with sexual education.
-i was having some small convo with yt then his tone suddenly became vv serious. he started blabbering n shouting... everybody was quite stunned i think.
-*inserts e part when he started to off the light* (yeah, i shall not disclose e specific details since some of them havent go for it)
-i still rmb i wasnt closing my eyes... i opened when i started crying. -.- i can still see e tears dripping on e floor with e dim light coming from outside luh. i think i stained e floor. opps.. everybody did anw. i can hear ppl sniffing vv loudly lor.... especially Wf.
3RD DAY.
`speed reading.. mind map thingy again. my speed reading comprehension exercise sucks ! when i read fast i wont rmb what i've read. sian
`did some Goal Rush thing. we're suppose to hold that freakinnn paper for 30 mins. 1year=1mins anw. 90degrees perpendicular to e body....
-i was freezing like crazy on that day. whai ee lent me her jacket anw. if not i rly bcome one frozen HUMAN le.
`dinner was extraordinary TASTY. in a way yes. i didnt rly dislike the food provided though it was quite crappy. mayb its bcos im eating WHITE rice. lol~
`anw, when i walked out of e canteen, guess what i saw ? RAINBOW !!! goshhhhhhh. i fished out my hp from e pocket n attempted to take a photo of it. HOWEVER. WEE WAN TENG THE SPOILER KEPT WAVING HER HANDS IN FRONT OF MY DAMN PHONE. n by the time she puts down her hand, its alrdy GONE. i was MAD okay.
-its a RARE SIGHT N I TOTALLY DIDNT CAPTURE THAT PHOTO. wah i really feel like killing her though i didnt look like. i controlled anw.
-wth luhhhhhhhhh. THE WHOLE WORLD HAS THAT PHOTO N I DONT HAVE IT. argh. *HEARTPAIN*
`closing ceremony...
-Woei tan sum up what we did for e past 3 days etc
-there was this section whereby ppl can jus go up, grab the mic and say whatever they want to their parents.. hmm. i admire their courage man *claps*
-i didnt even say a word to my parents when i went up to them la. busy controlling my tears n such. Fyi, i have this special ability to cry without any sound(unless i have mucus in my nose luh). yeah. this kinda skills... not easy to master de leh. haha
`as a whole i think this thing is quite beneficial luh[it brainwashed us(:] lol. n i THINK my parents are treating me better now. lol~ but this kinda effect may not last long... lol
THURS[27 FEB]
`school resumed..
-Mr Roland Tan didnt come.. for e whole week. busy marking our papers i guess?
-went through English & Chi paper. miraculously i passed for both. o0
-chem prac. sucks lah. i was quite blur n i kept asking them how to do. sheeze. i should read e question n absorb it into my head.
`SL discussion in e library.. e com super laggy?!?!?
-Salvation Army ~~
`Piano lesson
-skipped my lesson last week. cos of CT. oh man.
-anw, i kept meeting STRANGERS recently... theres this drum teacher next door...20+ i think. he was telling his student that im his new student. -.- & after that he told the student that he lied zzz.. funny sia
-yea so... lessons lor. btw, i alrdy like finish all my exam pieces liao lor. 5-6 months till my exam lah. but im learning those that i didnt choose anw. i wana start on Aural ! cos i heard that theres quite a lot of things to cover o0
`ohya. n this drum teacher right. randomly talked to me when i went down. know what ? he called me "小妹妹,..(blahblah)..." !!! i know i look very young. but why ppl like to call me XIAO MEI MEI ? LOL. i dont mind actually haha. he was trying to promote his drum lessons to ME too. lol
`I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE BEING A PIANO TEACHER.
-this dream feels so distant. well. i cant imagine myself doing all the diploma stuff. no way man. recital ? its impossible. o0 wheres e guts. haix.
-but i wana be like the DRUM teacher ! LOl. he owns a car. I WANT MY CAR ! I WANT MY SALARY ! LOL ! -despo- i think im being brainwashed by admn khoo.
-anw, he was quite distracting. seems like e additional layer of idk what on e wall thats suppose to help in reducing e "noise pollution" didnt work... but hes rhythm not bad. duh ?
TODAY
`chem n physics results sucked. same marks. haix.
`had chinese paper tday. sian-ed. somebody teach me how to increase me writing speed man. haiix...
`went yt's hse to take volleyball for Wt... i played on her piano.. seems like my hse's piano is quite loud... i think e person that came to inspect said that too? anw, SIGHT READING SUCKS. when can i trust myself n believe that im not playing e wrong note ?!?! haix.
`train-ed to IMM
-bought some materials for our SL project... & wt bought her presents...
-got snacks from Shilin.. me n yt bought e same thing?? got 默契 sia.
`shuttle bus to jurong east... it took quite long luh. mrt got a lot of ppl leh. cos its 放工时间 ~ uh huh.
`tmr we'll be going to CHARMAINE'S hse to make those stuff. n i have JIANG. aww.
BYE ~ !
PS: PHOTOS + TAGS WILL BE UP ON E NEXT POST. sry for e delaysssssssssssss.
THIS POST IS GONA BE INTERESTING MAN.(ya right, opposite i think. and longggggggggggggggggggggggggg)
at least theres a subject(s) for me to rant about.
actually the part till e dotted line was suppose to be posted up last friday. due to some stupid acts of mine, e last part got deleted repeatedly for twice.
it will be my longest post ever !!
12 FEB
`went to celebrate Jarrold's birthday after school.
`sorta meet up with some others to make e card thingy ?
`felt kinda weird trying to be normal at first luh, cos its been like so long since we've been talking...
`spend like 1 hr or so in e library doing up e stuff & proceeded to pizza hut with the Bday boy..
`ohya. Bao bao served us. lol. J's fren leh yt. felicia n i was like laughing at her accent. LOL.
`well, i had to go after some time because of my PIANO LESSON. how great. n e guys were gona take e cake up luh. sian-ed. i was whining n all cos i couldnt eat -.-
`anw, hope you people had fun on that day yeah? especially the one who said that i like to DAO him (:
`hmm.. the dao-ing part was kinda true actually. opps... sry lah... -.-
14 FEB
`VALENTINES DAY CUM FRIENDSHIP DAY spent with my lovely ones
-some random guy on the road say hi & bye to me 0.0 i was like talking on e phone n wondering if i knew him LOL. but because im a courteous person, i waved back. RANDOM.
`was wandering around in lot1 as the Monkey didnt set her computer time properly which caused her to be late for MY APPOINTMENT.
`we had nothing to do n went Jp first without waiting for e remaining ones
-OHYES. THAT WHITE DRESS !! WT ! I WANT THATTTTTTT ! BUY FOR ME ! LOLS its from that er... the shop Valerie ? 0.o wait, i think i rmbed wrongly.
-she got a PINK balloon for herself. lame.
`found the Rebellions and Wf at e mrt area.. ya. so we walked around thinking of what to eat...
-settled for some BEEF NOODLE RESTAURANT ? i forgot e name
-took some photos there lol~
`went to some childish places to find the correct ambiance for group photo taking? -.-
`ohyeah. JJ lin was there... to sign his concert tickets...
-we're kinda stuck in the middle of the crowd when e whole thing ended.. zzz
`train-ed back. i rmbed something. tricia n i had a "violent" debate that day. lol.
`thanks for the presents peeps !
-YT's felt toy, Wt,Se,Wy's "goodie bags", charmaine's cupcakes, whai ee's chocolates, yy,wf's sweets (:
17-20 FEB
COMMON TEST DAYS ! sucks man. argh.
english results alrdy out. i passed... its 不幸中的大幸 eh ? count me fortunate but i didnt wana get this okay ! L.O.U.S.Y.
`i was late on THURSDAY. great. oh so great. i stayed back for detention. my phone was confiscated cos it sorta dropped out ? i rmb tugging real hard when ms low OFFERED to help me carry my file when i was told to empty my pocket. i didnt have time to hide it properly so it ended up on my file covered by my shirt ?!?! the situation was a lil dots.... (i know im very noob)
`that particular day was very suay for me. well well. i shouldnt even have went back to take that damn ADAM KHOO THING. i thought i had time. ARGHHHHH. i was late even when i took e car. zz.. i shouldnt have rmbed anything about adam khoo n i wont be late. YOU MAKE ME PAY FOR A HUNDRED BUCKS, ONE +,2 HOUR OF NON-STOP COPYING AT FULL SPEED & MY DAMN IT REVISION TIME. i can blame you. YES YOU. BITCHAYYYY~!(lol)
`so yeah. i stayed outside the staff room chiong-ing as if i will die any minute while the others left me alone in school to do my detention.
`stress sia. my words were untidy.. look totally like a guys handwriting. but DO YOU THINK I CARE? I NEED MY DAMN TIME U KNOW? the good thing is that ms low didnt doubt me lah. if not i'll be damn paiseh admitting that its my work. zzz... & they have this form for e parents to sign if we're late.
`i think my speed is quite slow, since subhan who came later than me had alrdy finished his earlier than me.. ANW, people, i have an advise. use ball-point pen to scribble next time. its much faster. lol
`this school is getting lamer by day. although this implementation of e copying handbook rule thing is SORT OF effective in preventing students to be late. i think its a LAME way. it waste all our time when we can do something useful during detention time lor. wth.. at least i tried to chiong for school okay.
`PLUS WE HAVE TO SING E NATIONAL ANTHEM BY OURSELVES. i rmb i use to laugh at e latecomers for doing that. zzz... the sec1 beside me got the lyrics wrong.. opps. i was suppressing my laughter cos i couldnt take it...
`Fyi, i rolled my eyes a lot because of the late coming incident that day. ZZZ !
i shall start in chronological order. if not my whole chunk of rantings will come out in e first para.
`went to find ms low to hand in e form. she said a lot of repeated stuff n guess what ? she saw my signature and ask whats that. i said it was my signature.. she replied saying that it doesnt look like ?! its more like JEFFERY? zzz. dont call me jeffery number2 man. lol
`trained to CSH. had that chicken rice Se recommended..
-that aunty gave me free baked beans lols
`watched the matches... do i have to elaborate one this ? got xiao pang(my pri sch mate ?),xiao pangS. lol
`i think i like the dart game in tricia's phone. LG's KF__ idk what. MY NAME U KNOW ! LOL. anw, im suppose to shake the phone so that the dart will fly out. super cool game sia. i broke the HIGHSCORE LEH. 100+ cos i got two double bullseye LOLS COOL RIGHT? wah. i damn zi high bout this..
`train-ed back home.
`OHYES. there's this incident that happened on the lrt that made me so disgusted that i stomped my way back home within 5mins.(some infos where missing because idw happened to it after i pasted the photos. god damn.I SPEND SO MUCH EFFORT LOR. n e tone kinda changed totally. i sounded so pissed when i typed e first draft)
`i think i AM attracting the wrong bunch of guys as quoted by yt. SRSLY. this SUCKS.
-i maybe over reacting, but i cant stop. the urge of saying it out is just too great to overcome. too bad. if i insulted ppl.
`if i destroyed the wonderful image of KAHFONG then thats sad. cos i was just too "angry(?!)"
-(but for now after some parts got deleted, i will not sound like i want to kill somebody)
`a short,middle aged(30+,40?!?!) uncle whose physical features aint what you consider AVERAGE LOOKING/GOOD LOOKING person was standing in front of me(well, im sorry for saying that. to some others he might be good looking, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder eh? but trust me, im not joking) wonder why im being so crude saying such things? oh, the point is still not there yet. dont say i judge ppl by their appearance.
`this MAN, started a lame conversation by saying "theres no driver?". i thought he wanted to ask for direction before he said that sentence n i look as if i wanted to help, then he said that lame thing. i started explaining bout e computerized part ETC. haha. is he trying to act cute or what by saying bout e ghost train thing..?
`he kept he conversation going by asking some OLVL thing. & the thing is he said smth like "thats my girl" when i told him i wanted <10 for l1r5. is that a JOKE or what. whose your girl man. if you were e one in that situation i swear u wld puke on the spot.
`blame it on me for providing too much info to STRANGERS. please, someone. jus knock me on my head. why didnt my so called "AURA" frighten him away. argh. or mayb im jus too sensitive? i think im too anti social & i DONT LIKE to make friends with ppl(ESPECIALLY THOSE OVER AGED ONES)
`blah, he left his number on a post-it n STUCK IT TO MY FILE when i was desperately calling my mum. tsk. (dont freaking LAUGH at me. im like erm... so called "harassed" okay. -rolls eyes-) totally NO LINK.
-u know how much i wished somebody i knew was beside me or not ? WAH. terrible feeling.
`i wanted to post some not very nice plus damn insulting stuff when i first wrote it..some like "照照镜子，一把年纪了还做这种事， 不知羞耻？” what "癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉“ thing. though i dont consider myself as a swan.(but im young u know) erm ya. so now u know u cant offend ME cos i can insult ppl !! see.. when ppl are angry they jus do all kinds of stuff which are quite unexpected... -.-..
-------------------------------------
MON-WED[23FEB - 25FEB]
ADAM KHOO WORKSHOP.
1ST DAY.
`in e library for e first half of the session.
-was taught bout some self esteem thing. & i realize.. i have a LOW self esteem. haix. when can i not feel so 自卑？
-ohyea. theres no such thing called FAILURE people. its LEARNING EXPERIENCES we've got (:
-YT had to leave at 12 for some FAMILY MATTERS of hers. o0 so theres only me n wf left. since tricia n wt were sitting with their own friends
`changed the venue to SPIN ROOM. cos e ventilation wasnt good... Danny was sweating...?
-speed reading, whole brain notes etc ?
2ND DAY.
`its 24feb ! e 4dians prepared a cake for colleen. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL !
`trainer asked me the question "who are you?". its really sad when i gave a shitty answer. haiix. cos in actual fact, i dont understand myself at all. i dont even know whats my style of doing things cos im always changing(with my mood?). this is SO SO SO bad.
`hmm..crying session for us before dinner?
-this thing is damn random. e trainer said some vv ZZZ stuff... what dad come home look at mum, mum gave the look back. then blahblahblah~ talked bout those weird topic which had a LIL connection with sexual education.
-i was having some small convo with yt then his tone suddenly became vv serious. he started blabbering n shouting... everybody was quite stunned i think.
-*inserts e part when he started to off the light* (yeah, i shall not disclose e specific details since some of them havent go for it)
-i still rmb i wasnt closing my eyes... i opened when i started crying. -.- i can still see e tears dripping on e floor with e dim light coming from outside luh. i think i stained e floor. opps.. everybody did anw. i can hear ppl sniffing vv loudly lor.... especially Wf.
3RD DAY.
`speed reading.. mind map thingy again. my speed reading comprehension exercise sucks ! when i read fast i wont rmb what i've read. sian
`did some Goal Rush thing. we're suppose to hold that freakinnn paper for 30 mins. 1year=1mins anw. 90degrees perpendicular to e body....
-i was freezing like crazy on that day. whai ee lent me her jacket anw. if not i rly bcome one frozen HUMAN le.
`dinner was extraordinary TASTY. in a way yes. i didnt rly dislike the food provided though it was quite crappy. mayb its bcos im eating WHITE rice. lol~
`anw, when i walked out of e canteen, guess what i saw ? RAINBOW !!! goshhhhhhh. i fished out my hp from e pocket n attempted to take a photo of it. HOWEVER. WEE WAN TENG THE SPOILER KEPT WAVING HER HANDS IN FRONT OF MY DAMN PHONE. n by the time she puts down her hand, its alrdy GONE. i was MAD okay.
-its a RARE SIGHT N I TOTALLY DIDNT CAPTURE THAT PHOTO. wah i really feel like killing her though i didnt look like. i controlled anw.
-wth luhhhhhhhhh. THE WHOLE WORLD HAS THAT PHOTO N I DONT HAVE IT. argh. *HEARTPAIN*
`closing ceremony...
-Woei tan sum up what we did for e past 3 days etc
-there was this section whereby ppl can jus go up, grab the mic and say whatever they want to their parents.. hmm. i admire their courage man *claps*
-i didnt even say a word to my parents when i went up to them la. busy controlling my tears n such. Fyi, i have this special ability to cry without any sound(unless i have mucus in my nose luh). yeah. this kinda skills... not easy to master de leh. haha
`as a whole i think this thing is quite beneficial luh[it brainwashed us(:] lol. n i THINK my parents are treating me better now. lol~ but this kinda effect may not last long... lol
THURS[27 FEB]
`school resumed..
-Mr Roland Tan didnt come.. for e whole week. busy marking our papers i guess?
-went through English & Chi paper. miraculously i passed for both. o0
-chem prac. sucks lah. i was quite blur n i kept asking them how to do. sheeze. i should read e question n absorb it into my head.
`SL discussion in e library.. e com super laggy?!?!?
-Salvation Army ~~
`Piano lesson
-skipped my lesson last week. cos of CT. oh man.
-anw, i kept meeting STRANGERS recently... theres this drum teacher next door...20+ i think. he was telling his student that im his new student. -.- & after that he told the student that he lied zzz.. funny sia
-yea so... lessons lor. btw, i alrdy like finish all my exam pieces liao lor. 5-6 months till my exam lah. but im learning those that i didnt choose anw. i wana start on Aural ! cos i heard that theres quite a lot of things to cover o0
`ohya. n this drum teacher right. randomly talked to me when i went down. know what ? he called me "小妹妹,..(blahblah)..." !!! i know i look very young. but why ppl like to call me XIAO MEI MEI ? LOL. i dont mind actually haha. he was trying to promote his drum lessons to ME too. lol
`I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE BEING A PIANO TEACHER.
-this dream feels so distant. well. i cant imagine myself doing all the diploma stuff. no way man. recital ? its impossible. o0 wheres e guts. haix.
-but i wana be like the DRUM teacher ! LOl. he owns a car. I WANT MY CAR ! I WANT MY SALARY ! LOL ! -despo- i think im being brainwashed by admn khoo.
-anw, he was quite distracting. seems like e additional layer of idk what on e wall thats suppose to help in reducing e "noise pollution" didnt work... but hes rhythm not bad. duh ?
TODAY
`chem n physics results sucked. same marks. haix.
`had chinese paper tday. sian-ed. somebody teach me how to increase me writing speed man. haiix...
`went yt's hse to take volleyball for Wt... i played on her piano.. seems like my hse's piano is quite loud... i think e person that came to inspect said that too? anw, SIGHT READING SUCKS. when can i trust myself n believe that im not playing e wrong note ?!?! haix.
`train-ed to IMM
-bought some materials for our SL project... & wt bought her presents...
-got snacks from Shilin.. me n yt bought e same thing?? got 默契 sia.
`shuttle bus to jurong east... it took quite long luh. mrt got a lot of ppl leh. cos its 放工时间 ~ uh huh.
`tmr we'll be going to CHARMAINE'S hse to make those stuff. n i have JIANG. aww.
BYE ~ !
PS: PHOTOS + TAGS WILL BE UP ON E NEXT POST. sry for e delaysssssssssssss.
what we could have been, 21:39.
Tuesday 10 February 2009
TAGS.
Wanfen; J obviously stands for JERRY? LOL. or u might prefer JEROME.....
wt; OF COURSE MANNN. i draw de lah~ still got who willing to do such things.. mei shi zao shi zuo.. lol.
wt; shorts anywhere can buy luh MISS.
Saša; ORHORHORH. are u saying that my drawing sucks?!?! (#@$&*(#@%(@$(# it does resemble a TATTY BEAR okay ! erm, as i said, thank e teachers since u kinda benefited from that trip to lot1 after ip.. lol
Joeldavid; oh okay, thanks for tagging back yeah ? well, its ok if u didnt get in luh. at least u tried (:
Saša; YOU. ARE. COLORBLIND.
wt; EHEH. u are slower pls !
Ruifen; thanks a lot !
Sry for e late replies peepo.
Wanfen; J obviously stands for JERRY? LOL. or u might prefer JEROME.....
wt; OF COURSE MANNN. i draw de lah~ still got who willing to do such things.. mei shi zao shi zuo.. lol.
wt; shorts anywhere can buy luh MISS.
Saša; ORHORHORH. are u saying that my drawing sucks?!?! (#@$&*(#@%(@$(# it does resemble a TATTY BEAR okay ! erm, as i said, thank e teachers since u kinda benefited from that trip to lot1 after ip.. lol
Joeldavid; oh okay, thanks for tagging back yeah ? well, its ok if u didnt get in luh. at least u tried (:
Saša; YOU. ARE. COLORBLIND.
wt; EHEH. u are slower pls !
Ruifen; thanks a lot !
Sry for e late replies peepo.
what we could have been, 18:31.
AFTER SO LONG, im finally updating !
(((((((:
zi high siaaa.
cant use MSN these days. its not working...there some problems with it.. idk what.. i'll try dl-ing e new version some time later...
sry if my contact keeps popping up on ur screen... -.-
hmm.. not updating for bout two weeks already..
CNY was okay. like any other year i guess ? only my dressing is damn formal. n i look like a pregnant lady ?!?! REGRETTED BUYING LUH. tsk. i received a very bad comment.
know what? i heard my mum n 4th aunt TALKING BEHIND MY BACK. she said i ACT AS IF im very mature n im TRYING VERY MUCH TO PORTRAY that im a GROWN-UP?!?! something like "LOOK AT HER, HER DRESSING N ACTIONS. SHES TRYING TO TELL PPL SHE 长大了(grow up alrdy)."
wah. i feel like arguing man. since its CNY i'll just keep my mouth shut for a moment. zzz.
she make me sound like im despo kia or what LUH?!? im just wearing a very adult type dress PLEASE(whats wrong wearing that man.some teens wear that too what.though u might think it looks weird -.-).
PLUS my actions are always like that okay ! i didnt like ACT deliberately LOR! Tsk. i srsly feel very offended. her tone is like WTH?!?! zzz. im just being myself can. do you like have a problem with that. i didnt even wana give the image that im MATURE OR WHAT LUH. im a CHILD. UNDER 18. A YOUNG CHILD. lolol. actually a teenage, but im not gona admit that i am. lol -.-
hmm...i think sound very rebellious. LOL. i actually am sometimes.. though i dont look like i'll do such stuff.. lol.
I AM SO NOT MYSELF NOWADAYS. maybe im mixing with the wrong people(like example, wyt). LOLOL. mixing too much will become like her LOL. badddd influence. haha
few of the CNY pics(which is not v clear)
before going out ? random luh
in the car ~
i will not be jealous just because hes cute LOl.
grand daughters~
wheres my bro looking -.-
cousin + 1aunt
pixelated, with e bulging fbt thingy at my stomach area. lol?
& i feel fat because of this pic -.- mayb i am -.-
edited...
he was trying to act gay with the oranges..? LOLSS
cousin +me
nice effect right.the original pic looks total diff.. lol
if u'r wondering what the huge bump thing is on e left, its my muscular arm... 0.0 its very... ugly
yeah. i like that(minus the arm part -.-)
original but darkened pic-.-
Mum + me
hmm, n btw, i still could find e BOX FILE that i wanted. ZZZ
no purple... some stores didnt even have it. i went to almost 10 of them luh.
forget it man. maybe i'll just get the precious moments one...? i saw many ppl using it alrdy... sian-ed. think i should reconsider.. but i still like those dolls ! argh.
actually this post was suppose to be up last week... due to some reasons... i only uploaded it now.. lols~
Anw, ytd is my DAD's birthday.
i heard theres a few others whose born on e same day...
like, our PE rep, charmaine. lol~
so yeap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (:
(((((((:
zi high siaaa.
cant use MSN these days. its not working...there some problems with it.. idk what.. i'll try dl-ing e new version some time later...
sry if my contact keeps popping up on ur screen... -.-
hmm.. not updating for bout two weeks already..
CNY was okay. like any other year i guess ? only my dressing is damn formal. n i look like a pregnant lady ?!?! REGRETTED BUYING LUH. tsk. i received a very bad comment.
know what? i heard my mum n 4th aunt TALKING BEHIND MY BACK. she said i ACT AS IF im very mature n im TRYING VERY MUCH TO PORTRAY that im a GROWN-UP?!?! something like "LOOK AT HER, HER DRESSING N ACTIONS. SHES TRYING TO TELL PPL SHE 长大了(grow up alrdy)."
wah. i feel like arguing man. since its CNY i'll just keep my mouth shut for a moment. zzz.
she make me sound like im despo kia or what LUH?!? im just wearing a very adult type dress PLEASE(whats wrong wearing that man.some teens wear that too what.though u might think it looks weird -.-).
PLUS my actions are always like that okay ! i didnt like ACT deliberately LOR! Tsk. i srsly feel very offended. her tone is like WTH?!?! zzz. im just being myself can. do you like have a problem with that. i didnt even wana give the image that im MATURE OR WHAT LUH. im a CHILD. UNDER 18. A YOUNG CHILD. lolol. actually a teenage, but im not gona admit that i am. lol -.-
hmm...i think sound very rebellious. LOL. i actually am sometimes.. though i dont look like i'll do such stuff.. lol.
I AM SO NOT MYSELF NOWADAYS. maybe im mixing with the wrong people(like example, wyt). LOLOL. mixing too much will become like her LOL. badddd influence. haha
few of the CNY pics(which is not v clear)
before going out ? random luh
in the car ~
i will not be jealous just because hes cute LOl.
grand daughters~
wheres my bro looking -.-
cousin + 1aunt
pixelated, with e bulging fbt thingy at my stomach area. lol?
& i feel fat because of this pic -.- mayb i am -.-
edited...
he was trying to act gay with the oranges..? LOLSS
cousin +me
nice effect right.the original pic looks total diff.. lol
if u'r wondering what the huge bump thing is on e left, its my muscular arm... 0.0 its very... ugly
yeah. i like that(minus the arm part -.-)
original but darkened pic-.-
Mum + me
hmm, n btw, i still could find e BOX FILE that i wanted. ZZZ
no purple... some stores didnt even have it. i went to almost 10 of them luh.
forget it man. maybe i'll just get the precious moments one...? i saw many ppl using it alrdy... sian-ed. think i should reconsider.. but i still like those dolls ! argh.
actually this post was suppose to be up last week... due to some reasons... i only uploaded it now.. lols~
Anw, ytd is my DAD's birthday.
i heard theres a few others whose born on e same day...
like, our PE rep, charmaine. lol~
so yeap, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! (:
what we could have been, 18:15.
