Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Feel so crappy now. -.-

Ive been neglecting my dear piano lately. :(
Its always sitting at a corner in my house everyday n i can walk pass it without bothering it.. makes me feel guilty somehow. but its vv dejecting -.- cos everytime i try to play smth i'll stop halfway n give up[since i havent been hardworking for months.]idk why. this is a stupid excuse i know...

its so hard to start the ball rolling again.. once you stop, it'll take another half of your life trying to master it again[a lil exaggerating, but for me its somehow true?]. Sports too. basketball sucks? jogging sucks? haix. wth am i thinking.

Maybe, im one that cant stand failure?

we do need lots of courage to pick ourselves up. not all of us can do that...i think. hmm. & thats what friends/family are for. to encourage, spur us on... even if they aint much of a help. but it feels great to know someone out there actually cares/supports you..maybe thats all the strength you needed..to move on.

alright its a random post. random thoughts. im being too random these days.

Bye for now ~

Ps: i think i have chicken pox?? :(

what we could have been, 00:08.