Monday, 28 September 2009
My heart's in a mess,
i should have kept my distance, but i didnt.
if i didnt treat u like the best friend i ever had(apart from my girls),
if i never had trusted you that much,
if i didnt get emotional?
maybe that day when you decided what was best for me, i would have let you go.
if you didnt relent. if i lied that i was okay.
i wonder.. what will happen.
idk if im going on with this how many people will get hurt. not a lot(like, you n you..). but they'r ones i care about.
ive been thinking.. im just not worth the pain for anyone else.
i should have kept my distance, but i didnt.
if i didnt treat u like the best friend i ever had(apart from my girls),
if i never had trusted you that much,
if i didnt get emotional?
maybe that day when you decided what was best for me, i would have let you go.
if you didnt relent. if i lied that i was okay.
i wonder.. what will happen.
idk if im going on with this how many people will get hurt. not a lot(like, you n you..). but they'r ones i care about.
ive been thinking.. im just not worth the pain for anyone else.
what we could have been, 18:36.
