Should i?its the first day of school ! i felt quite hyper after being 与世隔绝 for one month(probably two weeks ?) ! lols.
i seem to talk too much compared to my usual. o.0
Sg is infected with H1N1...five hundred ++++++++++++++++++ cases is now confirmed.
Pres High, Haixing, Ww sec didnt have to go to school. o.0
&Mr Rol Tan is being quarantined at home cos he went to visit his son at LA. -.- i hope he did wear a SPACESUIT like he promised. lols...
okay.. can i skip?
Phy was e last period of e day.. Ms Lim went on about the subject of dropping to sub Sci.
im kinda convinced to do that. cos srsly now both my pure isnt really like stable(?) im not exposed to a lot of ques.. i dont really know if i can do it normally when question gets tricky. im VERY(x10) careless person. its hard to have a guarantee for my grade when i dont even know that i made a careless mistake when i check.
yeah. & Ms lim says that my results are inconsistent. its some sorta like a risk im putting in... not knowing if i can get that particular grade even when i walk out of e examination hall. o.0
e main problem i think i have now is having e concept there. yes..i actually do understand the concepts. i just need to memorize. get myself to remember everything. but the question now is. do i have enough time for all this ? am i really gonna bet on it(at the same time work triple hard)? can i do it ? do
i have the determination ? the self discipline ? the confidence to do well ?
i feel that theres this possibility that i can. i really dont know if im up to it. dropping to sub sci is a very tempting thing to do. i can easily score an A1(supposedly yes)... i can use e remaining time i have to brush up on my other subjects. its less stress.. more benefits for me. i wana go Jc though. which ? idk. which Jcs even allow com. sci ppl to get in anw ? haix.
i think dropping is the best option isnt it ? hmm.. but theres this tiny part of me thats holding on to pure sci. i think its because ive not tried at all and im already planning to let it go.
haix.
i really cant decide. its bugging me. its all my fault. if i tried harder knowing that i cant do it. i'll just drop. haix.
people. please. i need some advice. at the end of today. cos tmr's e last day.
what we could have been, 16:43.