Saturday, 2 May 2009
my pouch is dirtied. theres this BLACK MARK on e cover. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN.
f-ing ugly lah. its like my FAVORITE one?!?!
that marking cant b wiped off.
i went to 诉苦 to my parents. all they gave was that f-ing attitude.
didt even attempt to console me or help salvage e situation.
tsk. they're like extravagating it lah. ask them to help me find that idk what substance to remove e marking oso dont care.
this is so #@*this is so #@*this is so #@*this is so #@*$&@(#$.
amp;@(#$.
amp;@(#$.
just admit that u dont have e HEART to help. dont give excuses. since thats what u always been saying that im like that.
so be it.
i think im ANGRY.
cos tears are like brimming in my eyes.
theres this feeling..thats trying to kick their way outta me.
ANGER, is it ?
idk why im like being emotional over this small thing. its not worth it.
do you know?
its always these small little things that show how you care.
they just dont even give a damn.
what we could have been, 20:19.
