Monday, 28 July 2008
i dont belong here.
sometimes i really wonder. will it make a difference if i werent born to this world ?
yea.
there wont be unwanted troubles for you to solve.
you dont have to care/nag/scold an extra person.
things would be easier.
people say that we tend to cherish others more when they are gone.
but i guess, it wont be.
-maths CT last week. very very bad. loss of SIX marks for amaths due to careless mistake. three marks for emaths. coz i was too gan jiong n had no time for e last ques. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. my formula is CORRECT. i freaking missed out e last step. if not i will get full marks. goddamn.
-bb match opp sch was quite fun last week. haha. cant rmb much. but joel n cw joined. wy too. haha. so nan de she come sia. haha. we played monkey when both courts were occupied...
-cwc thing. its e preparation for us to go to e old folks home. kinda like amazing race. ran alot.. ms losiny joined our group. i was being fed by her. for e ice-cream bonus question. HOW FORTUNATE. (((((((((((: i thought i was gona pair with _, but thank god. i sound very bad.. but.. erm. i didnt say who is it. as you all know, OF COZ ITS YT ! LOL. oh forget it. haha. marie fell down at e slope... oh man. it really must have hurt alot right ? haiiyos.. we didnt make it to e second station. zzz. waited for zillion years until e bus came. but OMG-ed, its too full. so we ended up being e last one..
-PIANO-ed. i rmbed tt it was RAINING. i was standing outside the entrance n waiting for dear rain to stop. thank god my piano teacher came n SAVED me. (: yeah. if not i rly have no idea how am i suppose to get home coz the rain was bigger. lols. it feels great when the raindrops beat down on me. lols. but its freaking cold after a strong wind blowssssssssssssssssssssssss.
-chiong-ed to bel's hse to make the cake thing after hmt. the important things were done up arldy. all i have to do is SPREAD the mixture on e biscuit base. its HARD I TELL YOU. harder than oreo cheese cake. yea. went home prepared a lil. met bel n alisa first plus others at cwp. hmm.. the situation was kinda awkward actually.. lols... uhuh. -.- so yea. the people who went were alisa,belicia,thoven,jarrold,joel n jack[?]. of course. not forgetting the BIRTHDAY GIRL, xueli (: ! haha. we went to sit beside the "big candle"[mentioned by joel. its actually the "pole" holding e mrt track] n proceeded to cut the CAKE. its a pity we didnt take any photos. n I didnt take any photos of people. argh. -.- i manage to take e HALF EATEN CAKEEEEEEEe. only. zzz.
peach cheese cake. with e jelly layer on top. its nice ok ! the lighting is abit weird. but its so " ROMANTIC" celebrating under the lamppost.
went to pizza hut. it took damn long luh. zzz...
plates. so random. thoven started it. haha.
utensils ((:
it a $17 meal. i think we shared the cost n treated xueli ? lols.
-mrt/bus-ed home. thoven's PSP skills is *$#@*($&)#@* good. -.- a source of entertainment for us. haha. they send my home coz they we afraid of me getting "rapped" late in e night. -.- haha. thanks anw. glad we had a nice day yeah ? hope you guys had fun. (:
-saturday i slept for half a day coz i was too tired. -.- & yea. MY SLEEPING DISEASE IS CONTAGIOUS ALRIGHT ! hahaa.
-today... nothing much ? stayed back for eng ip n some hmwk-ing. yt wasnt feeling well.. she went back home.. so didnt went bb court ? lols.
-"chiong-ed" home again. coincidently met d_k on the way. erm dots. no comment.. -.-
NVM. i shall end my post here. buh-bye peepoooooos.
im tired of living.
give me a break will you?
my parents dont like me to use the com. saying that its a waste of time. yes, i agree with it sometimes. but its a tool for you to communicate with others. you cant possibly live without it. they say, theres always a telephone. but being such a introvert person, i dont like to use the telephone much, unless the other party calls n that person has something to talk about or smth. if not i dont think calling is a very good way for me.. so yea. that explains why i use sms n msn more often. so you get it now ? [no you dont]
"why you give those sian sian look"
"dont be like that." giving me a frown.
wth ? was that meant to be a console ?
i rather you not say anything than giving me such a comment thats making me feel worse.
"dont spend time on unnecessary stuffs like blogging n using msn."
i think if i dont have this blog. it would be much harder for me to cope. things would be bottled up inside me n nobody will know. one day i might just collapse and break down. maybe it seems impossible to you. but even if that happened. you wont see it.
yea.
there wont be unwanted troubles for you to solve.
you dont have to care/nag/scold an extra person.
people say that we tend to cherish others more when they are gone.
but i guess, it wont be.
-maths CT last week. very very bad. loss of SIX marks for amaths due to careless mistake. three marks for emaths. coz i was too gan jiong n had no time for e last ques. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. my formula is CORRECT. i freaking missed out e last step. if not i will get full marks. goddamn.
-bb match opp sch was quite fun last week. haha. cant rmb much. but joel n cw joined. wy too. haha. so nan de she come sia. haha. we played monkey when both courts were occupied...
-cwc thing. its e preparation for us to go to e old folks home. kinda like amazing race. ran alot.. ms losiny joined our group. i was being fed by her. for e ice-cream bonus question. HOW FORTUNATE. (((((((((((: i thought i was gona pair with _, but thank god. i sound very bad.. but.. erm. i didnt say who is it. as you all know, OF COZ ITS YT ! LOL. oh forget it. haha. marie fell down at e slope... oh man. it really must have hurt alot right ? haiiyos.. we didnt make it to e second station. zzz. waited for zillion years until e bus came. but OMG-ed, its too full. so we ended up being e last one..
-PIANO-ed. i rmbed tt it was RAINING. i was standing outside the entrance n waiting for dear rain to stop. thank god my piano teacher came n SAVED me. (: yeah. if not i rly have no idea how am i suppose to get home coz the rain was bigger. lols. it feels great when the raindrops beat down on me. lols. but its freaking cold after a strong wind blowssssssssssssssssssssssss.
-chiong-ed to bel's hse to make the cake thing after hmt. the important things were done up arldy. all i have to do is SPREAD the mixture on e biscuit base. its HARD I TELL YOU. harder than oreo cheese cake. yea. went home prepared a lil. met bel n alisa first plus others at cwp. hmm.. the situation was kinda awkward actually.. lols... uhuh. -.- so yea. the people who went were alisa,belicia,thoven,jarrold,joel n jack[?]. of course. not forgetting the BIRTHDAY GIRL, xueli (: ! haha. we went to sit beside the "big candle"[mentioned by joel. its actually the "pole" holding e mrt track] n proceeded to cut the CAKE. its a pity we didnt take any photos. n I didnt take any photos of people. argh. -.- i manage to take e HALF EATEN CAKEEEEEEEe. only. zzz.
peach cheese cake. with e jelly layer on top. its nice ok ! the lighting is abit weird. but its so " ROMANTIC" celebrating under the lamppost.
went to pizza hut. it took damn long luh. zzz...
plates. so random. thoven started it. haha.
utensils ((:
it a $17 meal. i think we shared the cost n treated xueli ? lols.
-mrt/bus-ed home. thoven's PSP skills is *$#@*($&)#@* good. -.- a source of entertainment for us. haha. they send my home coz they we afraid of me getting "rapped" late in e night. -.- haha. thanks anw. glad we had a nice day yeah ? hope you guys had fun. (:
-saturday i slept for half a day coz i was too tired. -.- & yea. MY SLEEPING DISEASE IS CONTAGIOUS ALRIGHT ! hahaa.
-today... nothing much ? stayed back for eng ip n some hmwk-ing. yt wasnt feeling well.. she went back home.. so didnt went bb court ? lols.
-"chiong-ed" home again. coincidently met d_k on the way. erm dots. no comment.. -.-
NVM. i shall end my post here. buh-bye peepoooooos.
im tired of living.
give me a break will you?
"why you give those sian sian look"
"dont be like that." giving me a frown.
wth ? was that meant to be a console ?
i rather you not say anything than giving me such a comment thats making me feel worse.
"dont spend time on unnecessary stuffs like blogging n using msn."
i think if i dont have this blog. it would be much harder for me to cope. things would be bottled up inside me n nobody will know. one day i might just collapse and break down. maybe it seems impossible to you. but even if that happened. you wont see it.
what we could have been, 20:56.
