Monday, 21 July 2008
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
my god my god. im glad it had passed.
the day i've been waiting for. FINALLY. passed.
a load is off my mind now. but i can say that didnt do well for it.
during recess, DEAR WY gave me a very "WOW" look.. dots lor. i kena pressurized u know. -.- i was thinking "what if i did badly? what if i cant pass?" or smth like that. wah. -.-
it rained. the weather was very cold.
prepared myself. headed to the exam venue. lrt didnt quite work again. the announcement said that all passengers had to get off the train. freaking helll. i was going to be late alright. the delay at keat hong made my heart thump faster. -.- i had this thought to get outta the train n run there man. -.-
actually i was quite calm before i went in.. the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach began to come in at the later part.zzz.
SCALEs.
F man. i didnt even get one coNLY GOT ONE CORRECT? too nervous. cant rmb. lol.]. i know thats damn ke bei. BUT WHmpletely correct[or maybe, i OY?!?! i practice at home is like 95% lor. i put in so much effort n it became like that ? WHY ARE MY FINGERS SO NAUGHTY? !!! god damn. he didnt even test me on broken chords. i think i've played too badly that he didnt even want to hear me play. -.-
PIECES.
first one. i couldnt even play properly. my left hand felt as if there werent any strength. some notes couldnt be heard n i started panicking. tempo was too fast. uneven-ess appeared. ending is crap. argh. i can see my fingers trembling on e keys itself.
second. the one which i thought i had most confidence in... got stuck. i think its becoz my teacher said i played one note wrongly in that specific part. so i was more aware of it.. but when i it came i cant even rmb how to play. it happened again when e examiner asked me to restart. i rly got nth to say.. -.- its really vv obvious bcoz that piece was a smooth flowing one. haiix.
the last one was played the best. the dynamics... idk... im afraid it didnt sound very obvious.. im glad i didnt make any mistakes...
SIGHT-READING.
the preparation time was quite long i think. its bcoz the piece was easy[it is but my sight reading isnt good]? hmm. but the ending.. i have no idea what am i pressing. -.- quite a few mistakes..
AURAL.
surprisingly e memorizing melody part was alright... (: its the FIRST time im getting it perfect ? e previous time when i was tested by my teacher all kana sai seh. -.- sight-singing was the most stupid thing ever. i was suppose to sing two bars one after e other. but bcoz i was _, i was still at the first bar when he moved on to the next. i didnt even notice until he started playing the next section. -.- whatever ~
went back with a heavy heart ranting all the way through sms. haiix..
i hope the examiner mean it when he says "well done".
pleaseplease, dont give me a glimpse of hope n tell me im going to retake it next year.
hmm.. is the luck charm useful ?
at least it can "boost" some confidence in me. though its fake. LOl. i dont care.
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morning was freaking pissed coz i was LATE for school. i went FIVE minutes earlier yet i have to rush all the way coz of the LRT thats super slow like what. i was giving those WTF face which really shows that im very bu shuang. when ms low said having lrt as a reason, we had to serve our detention but the time will be shorten. i was like more ()*#$&#@$*@#$(# alrdy. thank god she finally let us off. OR ELSE...... [idk what will happen] lol.
THAT MONSTER/BABY/WHATEVER HELL NAME PERSON, WHEN TO DISTURB ME DURING ENG. im immune to ticklings alright. but not always. LOL. GO DI SIAO UR MASTER/MOTHER LUH. AIYO . when did it bcome MY TURN to be bullied. -.-
chinese. SIAN-ed. ym2 went through the wkshts. our class.. not much ppl do.. i think shes quite disappointed ? hmm yea.
my god my god. im glad it had passed.
the day i've been waiting for. FINALLY. passed.
a load is off my mind now. but i can say that didnt do well for it.
during recess, DEAR WY gave me a very "WOW" look.. dots lor. i kena pressurized u know. -.- i was thinking "what if i did badly? what if i cant pass?" or smth like that. wah. -.-
it rained. the weather was very cold.
prepared myself. headed to the exam venue. lrt didnt quite work again. the announcement said that all passengers had to get off the train. freaking helll. i was going to be late alright. the delay at keat hong made my heart thump faster. -.- i had this thought to get outta the train n run there man. -.-
actually i was quite calm before i went in.. the feeling of having butterflies in my stomach began to come in at the later part.zzz.
SCALEs.
F man. i didnt even get one coNLY GOT ONE CORRECT? too nervous. cant rmb. lol.]. i know thats damn ke bei. BUT WHmpletely correct[or maybe, i OY?!?! i practice at home is like 95% lor. i put in so much effort n it became like that ? WHY ARE MY FINGERS SO NAUGHTY? !!! god damn. he didnt even test me on broken chords. i think i've played too badly that he didnt even want to hear me play. -.-
PIECES.
first one. i couldnt even play properly. my left hand felt as if there werent any strength. some notes couldnt be heard n i started panicking. tempo was too fast. uneven-ess appeared. ending is crap. argh. i can see my fingers trembling on e keys itself.
second. the one which i thought i had most confidence in... got stuck. i think its becoz my teacher said i played one note wrongly in that specific part. so i was more aware of it.. but when i it came i cant even rmb how to play. it happened again when e examiner asked me to restart. i rly got nth to say.. -.- its really vv obvious bcoz that piece was a smooth flowing one. haiix.
the last one was played the best. the dynamics... idk... im afraid it didnt sound very obvious.. im glad i didnt make any mistakes...
SIGHT-READING.
the preparation time was quite long i think. its bcoz the piece was easy[it is but my sight reading isnt good]? hmm. but the ending.. i have no idea what am i pressing. -.- quite a few mistakes..
AURAL.
surprisingly e memorizing melody part was alright... (: its the FIRST time im getting it perfect ? e previous time when i was tested by my teacher all kana sai seh. -.- sight-singing was the most stupid thing ever. i was suppose to sing two bars one after e other. but bcoz i was _, i was still at the first bar when he moved on to the next. i didnt even notice until he started playing the next section. -.- whatever ~
went back with a heavy heart ranting all the way through sms. haiix..
i hope the examiner mean it when he says "well done".
pleaseplease, dont give me a glimpse of hope n tell me im going to retake it next year.
hmm.. is the luck charm useful ?
at least it can "boost" some confidence in me. though its fake. LOl. i dont care.
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morning was freaking pissed coz i was LATE for school. i went FIVE minutes earlier yet i have to rush all the way coz of the LRT thats super slow like what. i was giving those WTF face which really shows that im very bu shuang. when ms low said having lrt as a reason, we had to serve our detention but the time will be shorten. i was like more ()*#$&#@$*@#$(# alrdy. thank god she finally let us off. OR ELSE...... [idk what will happen] lol.
THAT MONSTER/BABY/WHATEVER HELL NAME PERSON, WHEN TO DISTURB ME DURING ENG. im immune to ticklings alright. but not always. LOL. GO DI SIAO UR MASTER/MOTHER LUH. AIYO . when did it bcome MY TURN to be bullied. -.-
chinese. SIAN-ed. ym2 went through the wkshts. our class.. not much ppl do.. i think shes quite disappointed ? hmm yea.
what we could have been, 18:57.
