Thursday, 12 June 2008
i really hate myself for being so fickle minded all the time.
how do i change ?
how can i be more decisive?
how can i stay on to what i am thinking ?
HOW?HOW?HOW?
*(#&$^()#$&@
H just asked me whether i can go for band concert[which is tmr]. i wanted to go initially since Ma had another extra ticket. i called up yt to ask if she wants to go. & the next moment i suddenly changed my mind. so i told them that i wont be going and i've made up my mind. i feel so bad n all when i knew H is going alone by himself. -.-..
I HATE IT !! HATE IT !! WHY CANT I DO IT? WHY DID IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PPL CAN CHOSE BETWEEN A YES/NO N ALL BUT I... !!! ZZZ. #*$&@#$%(@($8
i really hate this feeling luh. when you make some decision you have to broad over it for a long time. n start regretting about what you've done. its damn stupid de lor. evrytime oso like that. TSK.
#$^@#$&^_32*%$#
how do i change ?
how can i be more decisive?
how can i stay on to what i am thinking ?
HOW?HOW?HOW?
*(#&$^()#$&@
H just asked me whether i can go for band concert[which is tmr]. i wanted to go initially since Ma had another extra ticket. i called up yt to ask if she wants to go. & the next moment i suddenly changed my mind. so i told them that i wont be going and i've made up my mind. i feel so bad n all when i knew H is going alone by himself. -.-..
I HATE IT !! HATE IT !! WHY CANT I DO IT? WHY DID IT SEEMS TO ME THAT PPL CAN CHOSE BETWEEN A YES/NO N ALL BUT I... !!! ZZZ. #*$&@#$%(@($8
i really hate this feeling luh. when you make some decision you have to broad over it for a long time. n start regretting about what you've done. its damn stupid de lor. evrytime oso like that. TSK.
#$^@#$&^_32*%$#
what we could have been, 23:33.
