Saturday, 28 June 2008
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-badminton girls wore those fanciful clothing that night. SO CHIOOOO. yea. i saw MARIO ~!! LOls. terrorists n all. haha. so creative. but e costumes they rent aint cheap. uhuh.
-SAW DEAR JEANy. erherm. e seniors really damn enthu. especially 4E'07. LOL! i guess they missed KSS RIGHT ! yeayea. we will too. next time. haha.
-mass dance is spoiling my shoeeeeeee. LOl. coz u have to turn n all. its so rough. i dont quite rmb e steps. stm is acting on me. lols
-went back alone. COZ TRICIA went back with her DAD. -.- ! i could have gone with her since her hse is just opposite frm mine ?
-i almost stepped on a BLACK cat on my way home. great huh. coz it was in between two cars, im suppose to walk through them to get to e walkway. goddamn. heng didnt step on it lor. or else god knows what bad luck wld b brought upon me. -.-
during chem e other day, my test tube broke. it was an accident n im not VOILENT. neither is wf. iy happened because i went to put my testube on e table, n wf pulled e cloth[e test tube was touching e cloth]. n piang! it broke.
THURS.
-took height n weight for PE. ohmy, my height increased by 2cm ! provided its measured correctly. mayb theres smth wrong with tape. i gained weight too. as expected.. LOl. didnt exercise but i still ate alot. -.- 0.5kg is acceptable i guess... sians.
-had volleyball for e module thing. wow. my hand turned RED after hitting. no joke alright.
-chi period we had to practice our oral..zeng lao shi stopped at yt.. damn heng coz i was e next one. but still, what that has to be done, had to be done[i guess theres no grammatic errors..? maybe].
-kidol was great ! OPEN CATEGORY ? i think so. all were PROs can. im so envyy. lols.
-NETBALL was CANCELED. TSK ! i didnt even know until ada told me. coz of e damn it CFN REHEARSAL LUH! WTH. ada was damn PISSED lor. tsk. bring all e things alrdy den say is canceled. zzz..
-did some maths with yy in e library.
-went opp schs playground. [i know we're childish. whatever ~]
-wt came back from e old folks home n we play e board games that she brought there. its been ages since i last touched e plane chess thing.
-went back home to take my books for piano. didnt manage to change my clothes coz i was going to be late. i saw edmund.-raises eyes- and henry,xy,zy. -.-
-today was ok. at least i proved to my teacher that i CAN play fluently.. duh. a few more weeks to exam alrdy. if still cant play properly im so gona die alright. i think she was afraid for that piece of mine. but i can do it at home why cant i do it there eh ? im weird. i think i cant adapt to pianos well. but e grand piano wasnt sensitive enough. she agreed. lols. so we changed to e other room until that person who wanted to rent e room came. -.-
-i hate HIGH pedals. my teacher said i shld wear heels coz its easier to change pedals. -.- what if i trip when im walking in? it will be damn embarrassing. LOL. i dont think that happen anw. haha.
-oh man. i dont know why im so scared of things. probably its the lack of confidence. i saying "i cant do it, i cant do it" countless of times to my teacher last week. gosh. im giving myself pressure. i know its redundant but i cant help it. i cant restrain myself from thinking about all of those. I CANT DO IT. oh no. but if i know if i think that way i would definitely be like that. whywhywhy. why do people continue to be like that when they know that they shouldnt be ? i must overcome my fears. the invisible barrier within me.
FRIDAY.
-EA. the motivated ones took out their tbs. IM ONE OF THEM. erherm. my tb was on e table because i was too slow[ERHERm] to put it under. LOl.
-PE. volleyballlllllllll. teamed with glass,ihsan n derrick. thoven n gabriel asked me. i was asking yt to make e decision.. but in e end we went with glass n co coz they asked first. -.- sorry... -.- but who tell you all to be so slow. LOL.
-ok.. volleyball was suppose to be a fun game. but i wasnt really touching e ball actually. uhuh.
-chem. mr lim let us revise for our geog test. its so kind of him to do that.
-ANW. I HEARD SMTH FROM THAT _ MOUTH WHICH MADE ME RLY BU SHUANG. BITCH? ohmy. you are no better. dont say what is untrue to pollute PEOPLES MIND. for goodness sake. i thought u LOOKED KIND but yeah. i guess i shouldnt judge a person by their LOOKS YEA? tsk. what makes YOU think that PEOPLE are bitches. wht did THEY do. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU DAMN IT. i didnt do anything to you so stop behaving in such a manner, bad mouthing people as and when u like. im INSULTED. if i was so called b7-ing with my friends, FINE. i was just fooling around, WHAT HAS IT GOTTA DO WITH YOU? Wtf. TSK.
-if i flunked my test. its partially YOUR fault. ok, its just a TINY piece of it that im blamming you. but i could have reconfirmed my points n get it in my head n such if you werent distracting ME.
-ASSEMBLY. eldds performing.. uhuh.
-hmt lesson. i took an easy topic.. but couldnt elaborate. im just too nervous. haiix. i think i was grabbing e table, almost moving it around.. -.- i just cant think. sians. i hope i wont start erm-ing again when i go to e hall. haiix.
-went back to change for CFN.
- found out that my clothes doesnt match when i saw my reflection. -.- damn dui lian pls. called yt to rant all e way to cck. LOl.
-ate at pizza hut with e rebels for dinner. those two[yt n wt.] were rly late.
-surprisingly we werent vvv late for it. uhuh.
-nth much dis cfn. performance was ok. but wearing jeans n sitting on e ground hurts. -.- i wanted to wear mini skirt. -.-
-mass dance everybody went hyper. but not me. emo-ed for quite awhile. haha.
some photos wld be uploaded in e next post. (:
i dont understand myself.
you wont.
nobody will.
-badminton girls wore those fanciful clothing that night. SO CHIOOOO. yea. i saw MARIO ~!! LOls. terrorists n all. haha. so creative. but e costumes they rent aint cheap. uhuh.
-SAW DEAR JEANy. erherm. e seniors really damn enthu. especially 4E'07. LOL! i guess they missed KSS RIGHT ! yeayea. we will too. next time. haha.
-mass dance is spoiling my shoeeeeeee. LOl. coz u have to turn n all. its so rough. i dont quite rmb e steps. stm is acting on me. lols
-went back alone. COZ TRICIA went back with her DAD. -.- ! i could have gone with her since her hse is just opposite frm mine ?
-i almost stepped on a BLACK cat on my way home. great huh. coz it was in between two cars, im suppose to walk through them to get to e walkway. goddamn. heng didnt step on it lor. or else god knows what bad luck wld b brought upon me. -.-
during chem e other day, my test tube broke. it was an accident n im not VOILENT. neither is wf. iy happened because i went to put my testube on e table, n wf pulled e cloth[e test tube was touching e cloth]. n piang! it broke.
THURS.
-took height n weight for PE. ohmy, my height increased by 2cm ! provided its measured correctly. mayb theres smth wrong with tape. i gained weight too. as expected.. LOl. didnt exercise but i still ate alot. -.- 0.5kg is acceptable i guess... sians.
-had volleyball for e module thing. wow. my hand turned RED after hitting. no joke alright.
-chi period we had to practice our oral..zeng lao shi stopped at yt.. damn heng coz i was e next one. but still, what that has to be done, had to be done[i guess theres no grammatic errors..? maybe].
-kidol was great ! OPEN CATEGORY ? i think so. all were PROs can. im so envyy. lols.
-NETBALL was CANCELED. TSK ! i didnt even know until ada told me. coz of e damn it CFN REHEARSAL LUH! WTH. ada was damn PISSED lor. tsk. bring all e things alrdy den say is canceled. zzz..
-did some maths with yy in e library.
-went opp schs playground. [i know we're childish. whatever ~]
-wt came back from e old folks home n we play e board games that she brought there. its been ages since i last touched e plane chess thing.
-went back home to take my books for piano. didnt manage to change my clothes coz i was going to be late. i saw edmund.-raises eyes- and henry,xy,zy. -.-
-today was ok. at least i proved to my teacher that i CAN play fluently.. duh. a few more weeks to exam alrdy. if still cant play properly im so gona die alright. i think she was afraid for that piece of mine. but i can do it at home why cant i do it there eh ? im weird. i think i cant adapt to pianos well. but e grand piano wasnt sensitive enough. she agreed. lols. so we changed to e other room until that person who wanted to rent e room came. -.-
-i hate HIGH pedals. my teacher said i shld wear heels coz its easier to change pedals. -.- what if i trip when im walking in? it will be damn embarrassing. LOL. i dont think that happen anw. haha.
-oh man. i dont know why im so scared of things. probably its the lack of confidence. i saying "i cant do it, i cant do it" countless of times to my teacher last week. gosh. im giving myself pressure. i know its redundant but i cant help it. i cant restrain myself from thinking about all of those. I CANT DO IT. oh no. but if i know if i think that way i would definitely be like that. whywhywhy. why do people continue to be like that when they know that they shouldnt be ? i must overcome my fears. the invisible barrier within me.
FRIDAY.
-EA. the motivated ones took out their tbs. IM ONE OF THEM. erherm. my tb was on e table because i was too slow[ERHERm] to put it under. LOl.
-PE. volleyballlllllllll. teamed with glass,ihsan n derrick. thoven n gabriel asked me. i was asking yt to make e decision.. but in e end we went with glass n co coz they asked first. -.- sorry... -.- but who tell you all to be so slow. LOL.
-ok.. volleyball was suppose to be a fun game. but i wasnt really touching e ball actually. uhuh.
-chem. mr lim let us revise for our geog test. its so kind of him to do that.
-ANW. I HEARD SMTH FROM THAT _ MOUTH WHICH MADE ME RLY BU SHUANG. BITCH? ohmy. you are no better. dont say what is untrue to pollute PEOPLES MIND. for goodness sake. i thought u LOOKED KIND but yeah. i guess i shouldnt judge a person by their LOOKS YEA? tsk. what makes YOU think that PEOPLE are bitches. wht did THEY do. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU DAMN IT. i didnt do anything to you so stop behaving in such a manner, bad mouthing people as and when u like. im INSULTED. if i was so called b7-ing with my friends, FINE. i was just fooling around, WHAT HAS IT GOTTA DO WITH YOU? Wtf. TSK.
-if i flunked my test. its partially YOUR fault. ok, its just a TINY piece of it that im blamming you. but i could have reconfirmed my points n get it in my head n such if you werent distracting ME.
-ASSEMBLY. eldds performing.. uhuh.
-hmt lesson. i took an easy topic.. but couldnt elaborate. im just too nervous. haiix. i think i was grabbing e table, almost moving it around.. -.- i just cant think. sians. i hope i wont start erm-ing again when i go to e hall. haiix.
-went back to change for CFN.
- found out that my clothes doesnt match when i saw my reflection. -.- damn dui lian pls. called yt to rant all e way to cck. LOl.
-ate at pizza hut with e rebels for dinner. those two[yt n wt.] were rly late.
-surprisingly we werent vvv late for it. uhuh.
-nth much dis cfn. performance was ok. but wearing jeans n sitting on e ground hurts. -.- i wanted to wear mini skirt. -.-
-mass dance everybody went hyper. but not me. emo-ed for quite awhile. haha.
some photos wld be uploaded in e next post. (:
i dont understand myself.
you wont.
nobody will.
what we could have been, 16:49.
