Tuesday, 5 January 2010
Its 2010. okay this post is late... ive been wanting to blog about the new year a few days ago... but kinda didnt have the mood n time.. cos e com's always occupied n all when my bro's back..
2009 seems like a dream. the holidays seemed like a dream too. feels weird. holidays aint a blast for me. rotting at home.. Etc. i dont even know what im doing for 2009.. except olvl.. feel that i havent done enough for it.. im already regretting for god knows how long. physics totally sucks(or should i say its just me). for SPA n MCQ. Eng too. i hope i wont fail Hmt.. At least a C6. think i'll be really disappointed on the result day. which is like coming real soon.
okay.. Ive like blog-hopped the past few days. lotsa ppl came up with their new year resolutions + some dedications too..
Anw, i was suppose to have a new blog... but ive realized that my url that i created like months ago was a lil too lame. -.- too bad.. i can only think of lame names. zzz.
Hmm.. for my new year resolutions... i'll think on the spot.. probably i'll fulfill it when the year comes to an end.
1. Get into a JC ! Study super hard cos i have to stay afloat & be in the above average category if i get into a lousy one.
2. Be a better person? in any way. hmm maybe like...try not to procrastinate etc..? thou habits die hard...
3. Not be an introvert ! or rather, be more friendly n "open" to those i dare not talk to. -.- yeah. since school is starting alrdy.
4. FASTER? cos my frens always complain that im slow. :(
5. Stay in contact & be closer with my current friends :)
Eh. i think thats all ?
Thanks to everybody that made 2009 wonderful. like all the random outings & events.. & of course, the special people of my life (:
Okay ive decided that the dedication part will be up on my new blog..
Ask me for it if u'r interested (:
ohyeah. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
2009 seems like a dream. the holidays seemed like a dream too. feels weird. holidays aint a blast for me. rotting at home.. Etc. i dont even know what im doing for 2009.. except olvl.. feel that i havent done enough for it.. im already regretting for god knows how long. physics totally sucks(or should i say its just me). for SPA n MCQ. Eng too. i hope i wont fail Hmt.. At least a C6. think i'll be really disappointed on the result day. which is like coming real soon.
okay.. Ive like blog-hopped the past few days. lotsa ppl came up with their new year resolutions + some dedications too..
Anw, i was suppose to have a new blog... but ive realized that my url that i created like months ago was a lil too lame. -.- too bad.. i can only think of lame names. zzz.
Hmm.. for my new year resolutions... i'll think on the spot.. probably i'll fulfill it when the year comes to an end.
1. Get into a JC ! Study super hard cos i have to stay afloat & be in the above average category if i get into a lousy one.
2. Be a better person? in any way. hmm maybe like...try not to procrastinate etc..? thou habits die hard...
3. Not be an introvert ! or rather, be more friendly n "open" to those i dare not talk to. -.- yeah. since school is starting alrdy.
4. FASTER? cos my frens always complain that im slow. :(
5. Stay in contact & be closer with my current friends :)
Eh. i think thats all ?
Thanks to everybody that made 2009 wonderful. like all the random outings & events.. & of course, the special people of my life (:
Okay ive decided that the dedication part will be up on my new blog..
Ask me for it if u'r interested (:
ohyeah. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
what we could have been, 16:40.
Sunday, 3 January 2010
1 Jan 10, 23:33
Tommy: Hi smelly...=D
>>Tommy...? Er lols.
31 Dec 09, 00:49
hongzhou: =.= maybe u nid some luck..
>>Yeah. maybe...
30 Dec 09, 11:49
YT: ANYWAY U LOOK THE SAME LOR LOL
>>i dont look the same.. i was white/fair alright.. n my eyes dont look small. -.-..
30 Dec 09, 11:48
YT: U DON'T EVEN KNOW DAFFY'S NAME!!!!!!!!!
>>EH WHAT. i knew theres this thing called daffy duck just dont know that black one is... lol
30 Dec 09, 00:57
hongzhou: lol ur childhood face so cute =3 haha not like u leh.
>>ERM. wtv~ whose childhood face not cute de.. haha..
25 Dec 09, 12:59
wt: lastly,merry christmas! :D
>>yeah. now happy new year already.. was like suppose to have an update ytd...
25 Dec 09, 12:58
wt: complaning like auntie like tht hahah but it is funny when the 2 womans say why got bbq smell LOLOLO
>>LOL. i rmb that too.. n u still say its not us.. e gift a name part timer said smth bout seoul garden.
25 Dec 09, 12:58
wt: yess muffins1!! lol just change your name to wanfong then and we can be the trios!!! :) btw yes,keep
>>eh muffins another time ? when you go my house. haha. wan fong not nice.. wan fang sounds weird. i prefer my own. lols.. thou its "cheena-ish"..
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: and i can become a chef :) though the chef hat a bit small for me...
>>haha.. somebody button wrongly still wana be chef ~
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: i got scammed too for the job -.- but still it is okay la
>>hmm yeah. but i prefer others..like Mr bean or wtv de.. no need injections n all. lol
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: I MIND!!! hahah jkjk.zzz you v lazy leh.lol i dont miss g-man...he is not (feel in yourself) :D and
>>hes not.... M?? haha
Tommy: Hi smelly...=D
>>Tommy...? Er lols.
31 Dec 09, 00:49
hongzhou: =.= maybe u nid some luck..
>>Yeah. maybe...
30 Dec 09, 11:49
YT: ANYWAY U LOOK THE SAME LOR LOL
>>i dont look the same.. i was white/fair alright.. n my eyes dont look small. -.-..
30 Dec 09, 11:48
YT: U DON'T EVEN KNOW DAFFY'S NAME!!!!!!!!!
>>EH WHAT. i knew theres this thing called daffy duck just dont know that black one is... lol
30 Dec 09, 00:57
hongzhou: lol ur childhood face so cute =3 haha not like u leh.
>>ERM. wtv~ whose childhood face not cute de.. haha..
25 Dec 09, 12:59
wt: lastly,merry christmas! :D
>>yeah. now happy new year already.. was like suppose to have an update ytd...
25 Dec 09, 12:58
wt: complaning like auntie like tht hahah but it is funny when the 2 womans say why got bbq smell LOLOLO
>>LOL. i rmb that too.. n u still say its not us.. e gift a name part timer said smth bout seoul garden.
25 Dec 09, 12:58
wt: yess muffins1!! lol just change your name to wanfong then and we can be the trios!!! :) btw yes,keep
>>eh muffins another time ? when you go my house. haha. wan fong not nice.. wan fang sounds weird. i prefer my own. lols.. thou its "cheena-ish"..
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: and i can become a chef :) though the chef hat a bit small for me...
>>haha.. somebody button wrongly still wana be chef ~
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: i got scammed too for the job -.- but still it is okay la
>>hmm yeah. but i prefer others..like Mr bean or wtv de.. no need injections n all. lol
25 Dec 09, 12:57
wt: I MIND!!! hahah jkjk.zzz you v lazy leh.lol i dont miss g-man...he is not (feel in yourself) :D and
>>hes not.... M?? haha
what we could have been, 23:16.
To: You-know-who-you-are.
Ive been thinking a lot too..since ytd. maybe, before that ?
ive been asked the same question over again. i wanted to know why too...was it because i never did try hard enough to like you or was it because you rly felt like a bro to me ? e feeling of him pushing me to you hurts. thou it was a misunderstand on my part.. but i know he wants e best for me. you too.
some times i rly hate it. hate to choose. n it seems like ive always done the wrong things n regretting my actions. this time.. probably not. i cant be sure too. think thats my character flaw. not being decisive enough.
Hope you felt better after the talk. mayb then, you can forget me. i didnt know what to say to you. yeah. really apologetic that you have to go through this.. even if you say i dont have to be. dont know how to help too.
didnt know your friends thought of me that way. but mayb from a third party's point of view i'l think like this too. am i not a simple person ? idk. sometimes i dont even know the reason why i am doing this.
maybe i shouldnt have cared that much. idk. maybe its because 欠你的真的太多了. guilt conscious ? saying bout this. maybe thats the reason why i cant accept you. cos i'l never return it the same way as you do.
No, i wont hate you. Really.
thou sometimes you've been the cause of the unhappiness between me n him. i dont blame you. cos life has to go on. we have to learn to overcome it. also proves that theres rly smth to strengthen on for our relationship.
im sorry if i can only say this here. not in your face or anything. cant bring myself to. its more of like an after thought.. which happens most of the time for me.. cant rly like sort out my feelings or smth right on the spot. another character flaw.
yes, sorry. i cant be perfect too. some times really not worth the effort like what your friends say. & i think so too. Although ive been trying to tell you that...
Am i really worth the pain & sorrows ?
Rmb this, 不要为一个不值得你伤心的人伤心流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭.
Edit/
其实失败的不是你， 是一直选择逃避的我。 但现在已经学着面对。 希望你也是吧。
Thanks for letting me understand myself better.
what we could have been, 22:27.
Wednesday, 30 December 2009
Today is officially my SUAY day.
like what Wt say.
but i didnt expect more suay-ness to be awaiting for me at home.
#1 (at the shopping mall)
got "TSK" at loudly by some random OL even thou i said sry to her for accidentally blocking(?) her path.
#2 (at the mrt)
got BANGED by another random uncle who squeezed into the cabin. i sorta "jerked". -.- can still rmb Wt's face. like wth !!! we giggled e whole way till the next station. super paiseh.
& just to add. we waited for 4(?) trains because the platform screen thing said we'r not suppose to board the train/the train's terminating at that station.
#3 (at home)
the power tripped when i cozily positioned myself in front of the Tv to watch my drama while eating. :(( nobody was at home. except my maid.
MY PHONE BATT WAS LOW. I COULDNT FIND THE DAMN TORCH.
i couldnt do much of the resetting part too. so i decided to wait for e others to come home.
grabbed the laptop & thought maybe i could blog my SUAY DAY to vent my anger. BUT. after switching it on i realize i cant use the internet.
GREATTTTTTTTT MAN.
the lame games kept me entertained for the time being thou.
#4! i dropped the bao on the floor. SRSLY DAMN DUMB.
-.-
Anw, was suppose to have VIKINGS OUTING today. We didnt go... Changed our plan after that. so it ended up with Wt at 313,somerset. seems like we are the only frequent ones that go out tgt. :(
Mayb after the results are out i wont even have the mood to go out alrdy.
Sian. dont feel like continuing...
Nightz people.
不想说谎， 所以一次次的伤害。
对不起。 我。。太自私了。
like what Wt say.
but i didnt expect more suay-ness to be awaiting for me at home.
#1 (at the shopping mall)
got "TSK" at loudly by some random OL even thou i said sry to her for accidentally blocking(?) her path.
#2 (at the mrt)
got BANGED by another random uncle who squeezed into the cabin. i sorta "jerked". -.- can still rmb Wt's face. like wth !!! we giggled e whole way till the next station. super paiseh.
& just to add. we waited for 4(?) trains because the platform screen thing said we'r not suppose to board the train/the train's terminating at that station.
#3 (at home)
the power tripped when i cozily positioned myself in front of the Tv to watch my drama while eating. :(( nobody was at home. except my maid.
MY PHONE BATT WAS LOW. I COULDNT FIND THE DAMN TORCH.
i couldnt do much of the resetting part too. so i decided to wait for e others to come home.
grabbed the laptop & thought maybe i could blog my SUAY DAY to vent my anger. BUT. after switching it on i realize i cant use the internet.
GREATTTTTTTTT MAN.
the lame games kept me entertained for the time being thou.
#4! i dropped the bao on the floor. SRSLY DAMN DUMB.
-.-
Anw, was suppose to have VIKINGS OUTING today. We didnt go... Changed our plan after that. so it ended up with Wt at 313,somerset. seems like we are the only frequent ones that go out tgt. :(
Mayb after the results are out i wont even have the mood to go out alrdy.
Sian. dont feel like continuing...
Nightz people.
不想说谎， 所以一次次的伤害。
对不起。 我。。太自私了。
what we could have been, 23:15.
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
im uploading some photos that was taken....erm. 10 years ago ? because Yt reminded me of my trip there! yes i like MOVIE WORLDDDD ! haha its some what like disneyland i..think? dont have much recollections of it..since i was rly young at that time. haha.
& some were taken at Genting ? the very first time i went there. & its like a continuous trip after e Gold Coast one..?
now i feel like travellinggggg. :( but its q hard for my family cos everybody has diff schedules. :(((
NEXT TIME ANYBODY WANA GO OVERSEAS BRING ME ALONG TOOOOOOOO ! my mum say she dont mind paying if i went with my frens. ZZZ.
YAY. i cropped the photo. haha. cos my bro looked LOL-ish & wld definitely kill me if he saw that on my blog. but actually who cares. cos i think the pics behind looks X5 funny than that.
XD i have a weird smile in that pic... n its christmassssss! bugs bunny! haha. i have one with santa but im not going to post -.-
Sylvester ! haha IVE GOT BANGS!
Aw, my bro so cute. LOL. ive got that constipated smile again. haha. btw idk what those cartoons are called -.-
some random lamb feeding session! bad position. haha
BAGGY, HIGH WAIST PANTS !!! & a guy with hot bod. XD
COUSYYYYS! + RETARDED. at genting i think. haha. swear my cousin looked damn cute there. cant rly see from here but hes cute ! or used to be. haha
Ahh. wished i was at least half as cute as before -.- :(((
& some were taken at Genting ? the very first time i went there. & its like a continuous trip after e Gold Coast one..?
now i feel like travellinggggg. :( but its q hard for my family cos everybody has diff schedules. :(((
NEXT TIME ANYBODY WANA GO OVERSEAS BRING ME ALONG TOOOOOOOO ! my mum say she dont mind paying if i went with my frens. ZZZ.
YAY. i cropped the photo. haha. cos my bro looked LOL-ish & wld definitely kill me if he saw that on my blog. but actually who cares. cos i think the pics behind looks X5 funny than that.
XD i have a weird smile in that pic... n its christmassssss! bugs bunny! haha. i have one with santa but im not going to post -.-
Sylvester ! haha IVE GOT BANGS!
Aw, my bro so cute. LOL. ive got that constipated smile again. haha. btw idk what those cartoons are called -.-
some random lamb feeding session! bad position. haha
BAGGY, HIGH WAIST PANTS !!! & a guy with hot bod. XD
COUSYYYYS! + RETARDED. at genting i think. haha. swear my cousin looked damn cute there. cant rly see from here but hes cute ! or used to be. haha
Ahh. wished i was at least half as cute as before -.- :(((
what we could have been, 20:48.
Thursday, 24 December 2009
24 Dec 09, 20:31
Wf: And like wt said, your dream won't come true who knows you might even get second from top instead~~
>>lols.....-.- Er.. -.- it wont happen.. still.. thanks lah (:
24 Dec 09, 20:30
Wf: NOT MINE BUT YOURS HA HA HA. Oh I'm not ke lian :D I'm just very very very nice :D :D :D
>>WHAT? u mean the mushroom ? oh right... dont care~~ eh. Whatever~~
24 Dec 09, 20:30
Wf: HI I CAN FINALLY READ YOUR POSTS WOW LOL. I see your prom update and "Wf's best friend"
>>HAHA. WOW? whats with the sudden miracle ?
18 Dec 09, 23:34
My Love: 少了我？ ＝P
>>=P ur head... LOL
16 Dec 09, 14:02
wt: youuuu :)
16 Dec 09, 14:02
wt: omggg this fri :) interview=xin tiao jia su and you btr speak louder hor ltr the person cannot hear
>>haha he not ur crush/MZL... LOL.& he can hear ME lor...
16 Dec 09, 14:01
wt: zzz kf your dream wont come true. you wont be ranked 2nd from the bottom.dont think so much luh
>>trying not to...? thanks too (:
12 Dec 09, 00:17
Wf: Which also means, don't bother replying me in your post since I'll never be able to see... LOL
>>eh i like vv long didnt reply tags liao hor.
12 Dec 09, 00:07
Wf: KF AH. Why I always cannot see your posts one no matter which com I use LOL ._.
>>ur com noob XD
11 Dec 09, 13:26
wt: lol i didn't get sunburnt and can we go again?! my sister is still more tanned than me!!!
>>haha again?? not when u have work next week...& the following following following weeks... haha & why do u want to be more tanned than ur sis ??
11 Dec 09, 12:07
YT: I called you to ask where were you lorrrrrrr I called you lor not you call me
>>Erm, actually i dont rmb alrdy ~ haha
11 Dec 09, 12:06
YT: Come on la your weird poop in the middle of a beach is a sorry excuse for a sandcastle hahahaha
>>Wtv~ everyone will admit that mine is better when i post the pics !!! LOL. urs look like its got shrek ears.. haha
11 Dec 09, 12:05
YT: The present part.. we weren't lurking near you. Wf and I were talking about t LOL I
>>Quite...near. like mayb one meter or less than that ??
11 Dec 09, 12:04
YT: Nah sunburn didn't hurt it's my heart that hurt because I'M SO BLOODY TANNED
>>HA.HA. go whiten ur skin using whitening cream since u say it works LOL
Wf: And like wt said, your dream won't come true who knows you might even get second from top instead~~
>>lols.....-.- Er.. -.- it wont happen.. still.. thanks lah (:
24 Dec 09, 20:30
Wf: NOT MINE BUT YOURS HA HA HA. Oh I'm not ke lian :D I'm just very very very nice :D :D :D
>>WHAT? u mean the mushroom ? oh right... dont care~~ eh. Whatever~~
24 Dec 09, 20:30
Wf: HI I CAN FINALLY READ YOUR POSTS WOW LOL. I see your prom update and "Wf's best friend"
>>HAHA. WOW? whats with the sudden miracle ?
18 Dec 09, 23:34
My Love: 少了我？ ＝P
>>=P ur head... LOL
16 Dec 09, 14:02
wt: youuuu :)
16 Dec 09, 14:02
wt: omggg this fri :) interview=xin tiao jia su and you btr speak louder hor ltr the person cannot hear
>>haha he not ur crush/MZL... LOL.& he can hear ME lor...
16 Dec 09, 14:01
wt: zzz kf your dream wont come true. you wont be ranked 2nd from the bottom.dont think so much luh
>>trying not to...? thanks too (:
12 Dec 09, 00:17
Wf: Which also means, don't bother replying me in your post since I'll never be able to see... LOL
>>eh i like vv long didnt reply tags liao hor.
12 Dec 09, 00:07
Wf: KF AH. Why I always cannot see your posts one no matter which com I use LOL ._.
>>ur com noob XD
11 Dec 09, 13:26
wt: lol i didn't get sunburnt and can we go again?! my sister is still more tanned than me!!!
>>haha again?? not when u have work next week...& the following following following weeks... haha & why do u want to be more tanned than ur sis ??
11 Dec 09, 12:07
YT: I called you to ask where were you lorrrrrrr I called you lor not you call me
>>Erm, actually i dont rmb alrdy ~ haha
11 Dec 09, 12:06
YT: Come on la your weird poop in the middle of a beach is a sorry excuse for a sandcastle hahahaha
>>Wtv~ everyone will admit that mine is better when i post the pics !!! LOL. urs look like its got shrek ears.. haha
11 Dec 09, 12:05
YT: The present part.. we weren't lurking near you. Wf and I were talking about t LOL I
>>Quite...near. like mayb one meter or less than that ??
11 Dec 09, 12:04
YT: Nah sunburn didn't hurt it's my heart that hurt because I'M SO BLOODY TANNED
>>HA.HA. go whiten ur skin using whitening cream since u say it works LOL
what we could have been, 23:20.
Yes im back & i smell great like some bbq meat.
ZZZ.
my nicely shampoo-ed hair turned out to have a very PU1 BI2~ smell. after going to seoul garden. -.-
ive been ranting bout that for e whole day~~~ haha. Wt must have felt irritated ? lols~~ Heng Wy went back first la...
ate for dunoe how long till Wy had to go home. oh ya. the Ice Lemon Tea sucks. i didnt even finish one cup -yucks- shopped around for clothes~?
kinda spent not-very-little today. -guilty- lols. but still, I WANT BELT !!! LOL. feel that i tio scam by e shop. like i tio scammed for e job at Sakura. Lalas.
& im all alone now at home(wth?) with my maid. planning to skip dinner cos im like totally hungry(not.)
:(
i still dont like the smoky smell thats coming from my hair. but im lazy to shower now(opps). LOL. alright, next time should tie my hair(thou i think i wont) if im going to those "diy" restaurants~
blah.
dont feel like blogging alrdy~ n i havent posted e ECP photos too. lazy. haha
WELLz. had a marvelous time trying to cook on my own, plus of coz theeeee company of the two WANs of miie clique thou the others couldnt/didnt want to come. oh. WE ARE THE TRIOS! XD haha.... Lame. but, too bad im not a Wan.
xoXO ! MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO (:
ZZZ.
my nicely shampoo-ed hair turned out to have a very PU1 BI2~ smell. after going to seoul garden. -.-
ive been ranting bout that for e whole day~~~ haha. Wt must have felt irritated ? lols~~ Heng Wy went back first la...
ate for dunoe how long till Wy had to go home. oh ya. the Ice Lemon Tea sucks. i didnt even finish one cup -yucks- shopped around for clothes~?
kinda spent not-very-little today. -guilty- lols. but still, I WANT BELT !!! LOL. feel that i tio scam by e shop. like i tio scammed for e job at Sakura. Lalas.
& im all alone now at home(wth?) with my maid. planning to skip dinner cos im like totally hungry(not.)
:(
i still dont like the smoky smell thats coming from my hair. but im lazy to shower now(opps). LOL. alright, next time should tie my hair(thou i think i wont) if im going to those "diy" restaurants~
blah.
dont feel like blogging alrdy~ n i havent posted e ECP photos too. lazy. haha
WELLz. had a marvelous time trying to cook on my own, plus of coz theeeee company of the two WANs of miie clique thou the others couldnt/didnt want to come. oh. WE ARE THE TRIOS! XD haha.... Lame. but, too bad im not a Wan.
xoXO ! MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO (:
what we could have been, 19:40.
